I’m writing my life
On a Celestial page,
Where time doesn’t exist
It’s just an illusion of age.
There is an inbetween
I fell through the gap,
I asked the abyss to help
And it lead me into a trap.
There’s silence in sound here
Black and white in colour,
The spectrums merge
With dimensions to discover.
The chronicle of events
I stand here touching,
And it all makes sense
Life equates to nothing.
K
There are rooms
in my mind,
If you open the doors
Don’t be afraid
Of what you’ll find.
Some are beautiful
Others you’ll fear,
If they’re dark
I bring flowers here.
Don’t go in the closets
They can get messy,
Find the secret rooms
There’s not that many.
You don’t need an invite
There is no key,
It’s an open maze
To experience me.
K
via Maze runner
Lets straighten things out
On crispy white sheets,
It’s been a long time coming
We’re in need of a treat.
Draw the curtains
We’ll be here for weeks,
Learning each others bodies
And the way they speak.
Don’t hold back
Lock the door,
My body screams for you,
I’m in need of more.
Like two magnets,
We face the attraction
Drawing each other closer
For immense satisfaction.
K
Don’t try & understand who I am
Hardwired like a programme,
Hidden coding behind the screen
So you won’t see a faulty machine.
Like all machines there’s a switch
To turn off & on when I feel a glitch,
People ignore what’s beyond the surface
Steel, memories, & a short circuit.
Woken to do the tasks in hand
Processing data for my brain to expand,
And I’ll stick a smile on the display
So you won’t notice what’s locked away.
A reboot won’t help it’s internal damage
But I can still function & still manage,
Quite an advanced little machine
Artificial intelligence that can’t be seen.
K
via Hardwired…
I have a naive heart
filled with fairy dust,
A strange girl
Full of magical lust.
I will fly away
To foreign sands,
And find my way
To Neverland.
I can never grow old
With a heart of light,
I’ll fly over the second star
To the right.
I’ll fight them pirates
And steal their treasure,
Because “to live would be
an awfully big adventure”
I don’t need pixie dust
To help me fly,
I have faith these wings
Can carry me high.
All it takes is hope
Dreams & ambition,
To create my neverland
I just need imagination.
K
via Neverland…
He had always protected me
But for just one moment,
I witnessed his pain & vulnerability.
He held back his hurt and tears
I glanced for a second more,
Before I held him in my arms
And whispered,
How many times did you need me
And I wasn’t there?
Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.
– K
When she falls tell them,
She walked with giants
A fierce warrior,
That overruled the tyrants.
A women who solved
The labyrinths maze,
And stood up to Zeus
When he asked for praise.
With an army of Titans
From both heaven & hell
This was no goddess
Just a fallen Angel.
Leading warriors into war
They salvaged power
But she hated what she saw.
She destroyed her sword
And gave up command
Running far & fast
Away from this land.
Taking the evil she once released,
She boxed it up for Pandora
To never be unleashed.
via Pandora’s box..
I’m starting to fade
Into the light,
Orbs of me drift
Into the night.
I find myself
Amongst the stars,
Shooting brightly
But not that far.
I’m in your sight
Not in your reach,
Spreading magic
In what I teach.
I’m floating high
In addictive lust,
Scattering myself
Into stardust.
via Stardust
A couple of pictures I’ve taken of the sunsets recently with added filters.
I drift away into
Arcadian dreams,
Where castles await
The Kings and Queens.
Many species
Have settled here,
& within a blink of an eye
They all appear.
Through Elvish lands
Are Celestial teachers
Spreading wisdom
To all the creatures.
As Valerians protect
And Valkaries preserve,
There’s a balance of respect
Every Planet deserves
K
I saw the colours
The spectrum In your eyes,
And I painted them red
As red as the burning skies.
I witnessed the light
Shining through your soul,
I painted it black
As black as coal.
I felt the goodness
In your heart,
I shunned it away
As the darkest art.
I touched the pain
In your tears,
I ignored the voices
Screaming through my ears.
I carried the burden
You carried around,
I turned it into lightening
Striking the ground.
I felt you die
A thousand times,
You felt me fall
Inbetween the lines.
We observed the world
Breakout into plagues
And our souls drowned
Into an abyss of shades.
K
I thought I was human
Until I felt myself fall,
I gave into my mind
I have fucked it all.
I fell deeper and deeper
It all made sense,
Living in a reality
Made of nonsense.
I didn’t find rock bottom
I found the basement,
And part of myself
I will live to resent.
How could I be
So blind and naive,
From the symbols I see
To the reality I believe.
I have a foot on both sides
What was I thinking,
I thought I was surviving
When I was actually sinking.
K
People think they know me
Yet I’m a stranger at best,
They don’t see the suffering
When my minds at rest.
I became addicted to worlds
Created by my mind,
Stringing pieces together
With theories I’d grind.
How do I tell them
I created my own religion,
And my thoughts are based
Souly on fiction.
My mind disappeared
To the structure of the universe,
Until I realised I was living
In an unsolvable curse.
I am lost in this world
Which they don’t understand,
My mind has retired
To a forbidden lands.
K
Paper can’t handle
The ink that I spill,
There’s a curse hidden
Behind my quill.
Letters turn into acid
Paper into ash,
The alphabet cries
When emotions clash.
My writing is messy
There is no design,
I don’t fix in any box
Or inbetween the lines.
When it comes to art
You must give insanity,
As poetic truths
Are inked with agony.
via Inking agony
A brilliant poem below to be appricaited by Aman Dwivedi.
If you would like to contact the poet please do so by emailing amangeek97@gmail.com
I was struck by an arrow
A love stricken arrow,
Gazing down a lonely path
So dark and narrow.
I feel him at the end
His heart beating for mine,
I’m drowning in an hourglass
Swimming in the sands of time.
We have never connected
Yet I feel him inside,
Then he’s lost to memories
And a part of me dies.
It’s the universe dividing us
As we will never be close,
Yet I see him in my thoughts
And the universe slows.
Maybe we are past lovers
Searching the world together
Or maybe we’re forgotten souls
That lost each other forever.
K
via Dividing
See the world for how it is, not for how you want it to be.
K
You can’t kill me, I’m already dead. I drowned in creativity trying to reach the abyss of my imagination. Only to realise I was dreaming in a lost reality.
K
My life is cursed
Or am I the cure,
My body aches
For so much more.
Was I created
By mistake,
Is there a sign
Or a path to take.
Is anyone else there?
Or I am too blind,
Living in Braille
With colour to find.
I might be lost
Or am I home,
Nothing is certain
When you ache alone.
K
The pieces are there
To merge together,
I’m caged in delusions
Which seem like forever.
The symbols appear
As I cross dimensions,
Chasing my insanity
With lots of questions.
There are worlds here
Masked in disguise,
It’s the world we live
That’s masked in lies.
I am losing myself
The deeper I roam,
Yet the closer I crawl
The more It feels like home.
K
Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
With a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.
K
Do any of my followers use Google earth and can tell me what this? found just off Ghana in the Gulf of Guinea. You will need to be on street view for it to appear. But its not registered as a location but being picked up by satellite?
The surreal night sky
Shimmers like a rainbow,
With glimpses of purple
And castles that glow.
Beyond our existence
The moon is possessed,
In an open garden
Where the comets rest.
There’s peace up above
As insignificant as we are,
If compare to the unknown
Of those shooting stars.
K
My imaginary friend
Stole my unicorn,
My pet phoenix
Turned into flames.
The voices in my head
Are ignoring me,
& the boogeyman is drunk
With the monster hiding,
Under my bed.
The mad hatter lost my key
& Neverland has rejected me,
So you can only imagine
What a shit day I’m having.
via Worst day ever…
Darling you might be broken and in pieces,
But a jigsaw never got completed with missing pieces.
I will assemble the puzzle of your history,
And follow your fears into the darkness where your shadow left you.
Not only will I come out with the missing pieces,
I will show you the perfect picture I already see.
If I had died today,
I wouldn’t be whole,
There’s something missing
I guess it’s my soul.
An empty hollow
Is now all that remains,
Numb to this world
With only myself to blame.
I’m passing time by
But to what end,
So I can fake a smile
Laugh and pretend.
I’d sarcafice everything
To help build peoples dreams,
Whilst they only hear silence
From my inner screams.
K
In a land of dreams
Time doesn’t bend,
Crossing dimensions
Chasing worlds end.
Follow the secret garden
Down into an abyss,
The silence is deadly
It’s the noise you miss.
Through deathly hollows
Inbetween the gargoyles,
You’ll find the doorways
To a heaven of Royals.
Follow the spectrum
Into a fading night sky,
& merge with dimensions
Hidden behind the eye.
K
I’ll have another drink
To drown my doubt,
As I light up a joint
I will numb it out.
Listening to music
My mind drifts away,
Secretly I’m praying
Not to see another day.
Next day I’ll wake
Full of regrets,
But yet I do it again
I just need to forget.
I will try and change
As I realise I’m fucked,
It’s harder then you think
It’s easier to self destruct?
K
Paint pictures
On fractured walls,
Watch the paint drip
As memories fall.
Let’s hide ourselves
Under a veil,
Be blind to a world
Written in brailie.
Open our minds
Not just our hearts,
Humanity is lost
To the history of art.
We can be deaf
We can be blind,
But we can’t navigate
With ignorant minds.
K
A Banshee sings
The Fairies fly,
A Oracle holds
The eye to the sky.
A Goblin steals
A Witch casts,
The Muse influences
All of our paths.
The Ogres scare
A Queen conquers,
Under the bed
Lies the monsters.
As magic soars
And Valerians fly,
Humanity drains
As imagination dies.
K
So many beliefs
In heaven & hell,
Opposites planes
Worlds parallel.
Like a triangle
All sides connect,
People worship
None are perfect.
Heaven is too picky
Hell accepts all,
Even the angels
After they fall.
To burn forever
Or to live a lie,
I’m good & bad
I’ll be more lost
When I die.
I never believed
In black & white
So when I die
I’ll go to the grey
Inbetween the divide.
K
via The grey
Heat of passion
Flares of temptation,
The touch of your leg
With discreet flirtation.
Flutter of your eyes
The ache of my heart,
Trying very hard
Not to fall apart.
A Devilish grin
I will draw you in,
Across the table
I touch your skin.
Cheeky seduction
Tension teasing,
Feeling my heart
Rapidly beating.
Eyes are locked
As my soul strips,
Feeling the resistance
Through my hips.
I’m biting my lip
Controlling the urge,
Anticipating the moment
When our souls will merge.
K
The siren echos
Her seductive tease,
You can hear the calls
Through desperate pleas.
She is intoxicating
Down to the core,
Which your body craves
The depth of more.
Calling you through
Ears of ignorance,
She is absorbing
All your innocence.
Fear for the men
Aboard the ships,
It’s trickery to the senses
The song from her lips.
Her heart has depth
Men have drowned,
It all starts with lust
And a heavenly sound.
K
via Siren call…
I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pours,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And my promise of forever.
K
via Everlasting
I’m the girl,
That falls
In love,
Every night.
Looking up,
Lusting
After the stars,
Captivated by the
Moonlight.
Falling in love,
With everything
Beautiful,
Yet everything,
Unreachable.
K
via Infatuation…
Feel the curves
Of my existence,
Exhale my name
In anticipation,
Taste me
Without any resistance,
Use your tongue
To talk to my flesh,
Conquer me
With your seduction,
Break me down
Into a molecule
absorb all of me,
Be the poetry
To my blank page.
via Inhale me..
I’m not perfect
Just perfectly flawed,
With broken edges
That are curved & broad.
I’ve been ripped apart
Only to be stitched,
Sewn with resilience
And a little added bitch.
I’m a cocktail of disaster
A messed up recipe,
With a teaspoon of spice
And a dash of profanity.
I’m a hurricane
So beautiful to view,
Just not a storm
To get sucked into.
With a life forged
Full of rejection
I became perfect
A perfect imperfection
Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.
K
via Soul engineer
I dreamt I was searching
For Pandora’s box,
Buried in an abyss
Of darkness and rocks.
Whilst searching
I was tortured by pain,
Of a thousand souls
Hell couldn’t contain.
But in all this torture
I was approached by hope,
It was anchored to my life
And I was the rope.
After the tests and trials
I stumbled on a cave,
Were the box was open
& the world was its slave.
K
I’m a pirate of life
Aching for treasure,
Feeling the freedom
Is what I pleasure.
I’m a pirate on land
Not one with the sea,
I’m following a compass
To find a part of me.
I’ll sail in my depths
To find caves hidden,
Whilst I test the current
Of a land forbidden.
I’m free with myself
But not the ocean around,
I’m searching for treasure
On this hollow ground.
K
The angels call me
When they feel me die,
The devil chains me
So I’m unable to fly.
I’m stuck in the grey
Between black & white,
As I don’t know which side
Feels quite right.
The voices call me
But they’re in my head,
The demons cling on
As I’m keeping them fed.
Maybe I’ll go to limbo
As my life is a contradiction,
I’ve two people inside me
Both are my crucifixion.
I change within seconds
It’s a funny switch,
I go from heart of gold
To ice cold bitch.
I’m constantly lost
Battling both inside,
I guess when I die
I’ll just sit on the divide.
K
Oh darling, we have always lived on the same Planet, we have just lived different realities in separate worlds.
K
I was struck by an arrow
A love stricken arrow,
Gazing down a lonely path
So dark and narrow.
I feel him at the end
His heart beating for mine,
I’m drowning in an hourglass
Swimming in the sands of time.
We have never connected
Yet I feel him inside,
Then he’s lost to memories
And a part of me dies.
It’s the universe dividing us
As we will never be close,
Yet I see him in my thoughts
And the universe slows.
Maybe we are past lovers
Searching the world together
Or maybe we’re forgotten souls
That lost each other forever.
K
The earth knows
How to warm the core,
As the sea knows
How to touch the shore.
The oceans know
The current can break,
From peace to tsunami
In a mighty quake.
Every organism born
Is able to grow,
As they start their path
As a tiny embryo.
The planet knows
To circle the Sun,
And the moon follows
When the day is done.
The magnetic fields
Know how to protect,
This world is a miracle
That people forget.
K
I’m all about unicorns,
Rainbows and light,
With added sarcasm
And a poetic bite.
I will fight for love
Or anything greater,
With a vocabulary like
A posh drunken sailor.
I’ve a sexy imagination
Like a dirty damsel,
I’ll be really good
Or a god damn handful.
I’m completely loyal
Yet slightly psychopathic,
I’ll give you my best
As a hopeless romantic.
I’ll wear that little dress
With those heels you like,
Then I’ll drop you a hint
That I’m on a hunger strike.
You’ll never get bored
As longs as you’re with me,
We can be lovers or friends
Just don’t become my enemy.
K
They see my goodness as weakness. They see my evil as insanity. When I hide behind my mask, they can only see what I let them see.
K
Thank you all for following my page. I’d like to wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New year.
K
Free minds can destory
Those ignorant hearts,
Show them a world
That’ll rip them apart.
My conscience is awake
It has been for decades,
Life is just a game
Of pathetic charades.
We obey the commands
And follow the routine,
There’s too many voices
Behind the machine.
It became harder to live
When I could finally see,
A world of insanity
Known as reality.
K
We are nothing but
broken mirrors,
A million shards
Of glass & tears.
Like a broken mirror
We have no place,
Just a reflection
Of an unfamiliar face.
It’s damaged goods
Or imperfect art,
As they see our scars
Just not our hearts.
K
Here in your arms
In which we spoon,
Taking in your scent
It will be over soon.
I feel your breath
Blanket my ear,
Taking in the moment
Before it disappears.
The warmth you share
With a passionate heart,
Sheltering me in love
It’s a piece of art.
Time is precious
When we’re together,
I just wish these moments
Would last forever.
K
Him: What’s your biggest fear.
Me: Becoming Immortal.
Him: Immortality doesn’t exist.
Me: Neither do half the things I see, but It doesn’t make them feel any less real.
K
This heart of mine
Was once a candle,
It became a wildfire
It was too much to handle.
The flame disappeared
They realised I was broken,
Only silenced remained
And my words unspoken.
I tried to fit in this world
And find my home,
The more people learned
The more I felt alone.
This heart of mine
Is now left with cracks,
The fire that once burned
Is nothing more than wax.
K
I wasn’t born to lead
Only to inspire,
I use this rhythm
To ignite your fire.
I’m right by your side
Just read my signs,
Feel the passion
In between the lines.
It’s your story aswell
Etched in every verse,
Just a different plot
With the same curse.
So If you’re in doubt
Hear my words sing,
Whispering in your ear
You can do anything.
K
I’ve played with sticks
I’ve played with stones,
But words have hurt
More than broken bones.
I have lost confidence
And my self esteem,
I was hoping to wake
To find it was all dream.
I guess I’m searching
For the wrong things,
As I’m unable to see
What the future brings.
K
It is a dark fairytale
That’s what they say,
They don’t know nothing
Of these demons I slay.
They cower and hide
In the peak of war,
As I stand and fight
With the fear I ignore.
So please mock & tease
I’m watching your move
I see your eyebrow raise
When you disapprove.
Underestimate me please
You won’t do it again,
As strength was formed
In the mist of pain.
K
The ocean takes me
Just like a storm,
Throwing me deeper
As the coral forms.
But here I swim
Deeper by day,
As all this beauty
Takes my mind away.
It’s a sense of freedom
Found never before,
Feeling these depths
My feet on the shore.
The ocean is freedom
I had hoped to find,
With treasure lost
Just like my mind.
So swallow me
In those blow holes,
My heart can not heal
Without ocean souls.
This is my world
Or what I had wished,
The freedom was a dream
Until it had vanished.
K
All hallows eve
When divides break,
From dead to living
From sleep to awake.
The ghosts cross over
To trick and treat,
Observing our world
From a window seat.
It’s a night of magic
As witches are reborn,
The dead only remember
The words they sworn.
So on hallows eve
Remember the history,
As you will cross paths
With a deadly mystery.
K
I walked through fire
It was the only way out,
flames burned higher
Fuelled from fear & doubt.
I couldn’t feel the heat
I only felt the burn,
With one way forward
I could no longer return.
The nights were dark
I always felt whole,
Because I had this fire
Burning within my soul.
K
Night has come again
I’m back in the zone
All these strange faces
I fade Into the unknown.
This is my insanity
It’s somewhat a fright,
I will pretend I’m blind,
As I ignore my sight.
Don’t get me wrong
This is very familiar,
I am never scared
As my mind is clearer.
I will sit and observe
My mind takes control,
As I sit and experience
Visions of my soul.
K
Rose petals fall
From a white sky,
Painting towns red
In a beautiful lullaby.
The paths are still
There’s no wind in sight,
The red petals glow
In the dark of the night.
Once a fearful colour
Linked with danger,
Yet only peace remains
There is no anger.
Like the stars have fallen
Upon this earth,
& now we’re all lost
In a magical universe.
K
You hear the roars
In the screams,
You see the light
In people’s dreams.
You feel alive
In the darkest night,
You see more
Without your sight.
You hear the whispers
In a crowded room,
You feel the touch
Of the flowers bloom.
You smell his scent
From miles away,
You’re more connected
Than night & day.
K
Please pick up a copy of my book The darkest fairytale. Contains poetry from an insane mind. 
Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.
There are boxes
Inside my mind,
Different memories
Uniquely designed.
Some are happy
Some are sad,
Most just sound
Like I’m going mad.
Priceless artifacts
Pieces of time,
From every laugh
To every crime.
Every encounter
Will have a box,
Only the good times
Don’t have locks.
I’ve loved Alot
And lived my life,
But some boxes
Can barely survive.
K
The darkness of the night
Is magnetic to me,
No expectations or duties
I can escape reality.
The stillness & unknown
With magical peace,
The twinkling of the stars
& comfort of the sheets.
My imagination is free
In this dark place,
You can’t read my thoughts
Or see smiles on my face.
Nobody can judge
They will all be asleep,
So I’ll lay here and think
As my thoughts swim deep
So when darkness dwells
And the night time falls,
Take a minute to feel
Nature’s perfected flaws.
K
I strolled through fiction
To look for the truth,
Masked in fairy-tales
From the root of a tooth.
I stood at a distance
Hiding in others eyes,
Kissing their dreams
As fire in disguise.
Risks didn’t break me
I was broken in the fall,
I never felt so tiny
Standing up tall.
The world carries on
In this land of mine,
I’m chasing seconds
In frozen time.
K
Sometimes I feel
like an echo,
With time I fade
Just like a shadow.
You hear me now
But I’ll be gone later,
Painting in rhythm
As the illustrator.
Maybe I’m a star
Lost within the night,
Shooting through space
Out of clear sight.
I forget who I am
As I disappear,
I’m confused at times
Why am I here?
K
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