Orbiting

I’ve fallen through worlds
That are in my mind,
Landed on earth
With a purpose to find.
Layers of mistake
Masked in smiles,
I fell for a world
That put me on trial.
So many storms
Where do I start?
Lightening & thunder
Appeared in my heart.
Like the planet
Thoughts orbit around,
Yet gravity forbids me
To leave this ground.

K

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Sound of madness

Devils on my shoulders
Stranger’s are in my head,
Explosive bad energy
Keeping this addiction fed.
A shadow with an impulse
A lonely silhouette,
Dancing in a burning town
To a romantic duet.
Like whispers in the air
Merging with silence,
Every dream is sucked
Into a never ending labyrinth.
Hallucinations deface art
As the echos disappear,
I’m jealous they fade
I’m invisibly screaming here.

K

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UNITED Kingdom

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Hell’s heavens

Shoot me down
With bows & arrows,
My demons will rise
To haunt your shadows.
Fire your canons
Release your weapons,
Witness the day I open
All hell’s heavens.
Beware if you curse me
With deadly plagues,
This queen of hearts
Is also the queen of spades.
I have flames inside me
With a lethal spark,
I’ve walked through hell
I’m not afraid of the dark.
Deafen me with thunder
Hit me with lightening,
This one women army
Puts terror, into terrifying.

K

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Sharing talent

A while ago I shared a clip of my good friend covering Newton faulker – dream catch me, which can be found at supporting-my-talented-friend, this was done in order to boost his confidence as life got in the way of his magical voice.
Well I have just been sent this amazing clip which I am going to share with the world as his voice blows my mind!

Luke Tune covering Kings of Leon, sex on fire.

 

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Mind break

Do not look for me
I promise, I am not lost,
Look I am safe here
In my mental asylum.

K

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Quest for sanity

I’ve been chasing reality
In a dose of mayhem,
Lost all my sanity
I can’t remember when.
Chasing these memories
Around every bend,
Running this maze
Trying to reach the end.
Time has frozen still
In my quest to find the light,
Any rays of the sun
Are shadows to my sight.
I’m looking for answers
Silhouettes are all I can see,
Circling like vultures
The abyss is welcoming me.

K

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Maybe one day

I never wanted to hurt
Or tell these lies,
I am protecting you
From the pain in my eyes.
Sharing my burden
Just makes it real,
I will drown it out
Until I’m unable to feel.
I’m doing this for you
Only because I care,
It’s my baggage
A heavy weight to bear.
Maybe one day
I will let my tears flow,
Let you see pieces of me
That I’m scared to show.

K

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Inking agony

Paper can’t handle
The ink that I spill,
There’s a curse hidden
Behind my quill.
Letters turn to acid
Paper to ash,
The alphabet cries
When emotions clash.
My writing is messy
There is no design,
I don’t fix in any box
Or inbetween the lines.
When it comes to art
You must give insanity,
Poetic masterpieces
Are inked with agony.

K

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Warriors heart

I want a crazy kind of love
Something impure,
Indulge my greedy mind
As I scream for more.
I need spontaneous
Someone unpredictable,
Fuck me with intensity
Like an escaped criminal.
I want a predator
To protect me in his arms,
Who’ll tear down this world
To keep me safe from harm.
I need a poets heart
To write his words upon me,
I will listen to his rhythm
& finally let my tears run free.

K

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Tragically beautiful

So many books
With unique tales,
Beautifully written
From tragic fails.
Deeply rooted
Down into the core
It sounds familiar
You read for more.
Bleeding pages
Full of pain,
Read the verse
You’ll feel it again.
It is heart ache
Filled with fury,
It’s not your plot
But it’s your story.

K

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Beautifully broken

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You write tragically beautiful, you must be deeply broken.

K

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Who or what

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The silence scares me
As it speaks the truth,
This room haunts me
I scream for truce.
The ghosts laugh
As I sit here and cry,
They haven’t killed me
Yet part of me has died.
I shout and scream
“Leave me alone”
They don’t respond
Yet they steal my home.
They invaded my life
And refuse to obey,
Deceiving my mind
Who the hell are they?

K

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Blinding darkness

 

I’ve seen the darkness
In the light,
The deepest black
Blinding my sight.
I have felt death
In the mist of life,
So exhilarating
I barely survived.

K

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#life

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I am not afraid to die, I am afraid to live.

K

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Entangled

Him: What’s your biggest fear.

Me: Becoming Immortal.

Him: Immortality doesn’t exist.

Me: Neither do half the things I see, but It doesn’t make them feel any less real.

K

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A Wise Whisper

Just because ..

..You can not see the future, it does not mean it will not happen.

..You can not touch hope, it does not mean you can not feel it.

..You can not see love, it does not mean it doesn’t exist.

.. Dreams will not become reality, it does not mean we stop believing.

O.K

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Alien

Do you have a rocket
To take me to the moon,
I will fly without gravity
Like helium to a balloon.
Shape-shifting into an alien
Venturing into the unknown,
Insignificant to the stars
As I travel zone to zone.
So I will float into space
And let my thoughts orbit,
Race the falling stars
As I sleep upon the comets.
I won’t be gone for long
Like Pluto I’m going astray,
Exploring this universe
Before I battle another day.

K

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Lost girl

I miss the happiness
I miss the hate,
There is only sadness
In this pathetic state.
I miss the high
There is only lows,
Battling myself
After all the blows.
I miss the freedom
There is only lies
Faking the smiles
Behind teary eyes.
I miss the loving
I hate this control,
Only scars remain
In this broken soul.
I miss myself
Before i fell,
I can’t remember me
Before this hell.

K

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Ice Queen

She is a queen
With a broken crown,
Living in her ice castle
In a tattered gown.
Her tears and pain
Scarred onto her throne,
In this kingdom of ghosts
Were she walks alone.
Her castle is sinking
With anchors they tied,
She is not afraid
As she has already died.
She doesn’t need an army
Her walls are built high,
So far from the ground
She can touch the sky.
She sits in the clouds
Prepared to fight,
Waiting for her ashes
To scatter into meteorite.
She is the fearless queen
Living worlds away,
She can’t be discovered
In just one day.

K

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Emotions aren’t toys

You created a puppet
Made of strings,
She used to dance
Now she’s unable to sing.
She is a mannequin
Emotionless & still,
She’s only in fashion
When you need a thrill.
She’s a paper aeroplane
Created to play,
With damaged wings
She can’t fly away.
She became a music box
From silence to sound,
Singing on command
She barely spins around.
She used to be free
With no cage in sight,
When you captured her.
You shut out her light.
You became a memory
As she walked out the door,
You could not appreciate
What others would fight for.

K

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Paper crowns

The walls you built
Came crashing down,
Your were a queen
With a paper crown.
Just like a puppet
Held on strings,
You played the part
Of kings and queens.
He held the kingdom
You held his heart,
The magic of love
Made of fairytale art.
He turned your crown
From paper to gold,
This was never a story
Written or foretold.

K

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Black snow

As I stand
On this empty street,
Black snow falls
It’s a sign of defeat.
There is no hope
I can’t see any flares,
This feels like hatred
It looks like despair.
Flakes land on me
They drip with pain,
From ashes to blood
Leaving their stain.
The fantasy we’ve lived
Drowns in the insanity,
As darkness steals
The last Pieces
Of humanity.

K

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Man made storms

Fearing storms,
That don’t go away,
Turning bluest skies
To the darkest grey.
Oxygen poisoned
From toxic lies,
Blizzards covering
Clouded eyes.
Fires burning
From heat of rage,
Melting walls
Around the cage.
Lightning strikes
From the thunder,
Destroying bridges
We’re hiding under.
Oceans rising
Filling the eyes,
Tsunamis made
From tears cried.
Shards of ice
Fly from the heart,
Earthquakes rip
Any innocence apart.

K

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Accept the flaws

Do you like your face
Do you like your style,
Are you comfortable
With your smile.
Do you get self-conscious
Of your reflection?,
Accept your body
& its imperfections.
Beauty is hidden behind
The doorways of the eyes,
Deep in the soul
Is where love resides,
Photo shopped models
Is what’s shown,
It causes insecurities
You are not alone.
Its our personalities
And our hearts
That uniquely separate
Us apart.

K

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Smiles and lies

My body is drained
It’s done with giving,
My mind is screaming
“This isn’t called living”
My heart aches
My eyes begin to fill,
I hold every breath
As the pain over-spills.
Pulling myself together
I sit & adjust my hair,
Practice my broken smile
I’ll pretend that I care.
Today I will try to fit in
I’ll be like everyone else,
They’ll believe I’m happy
As I run from myself.

K

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Flamed

How long can I live
Before I die,
I’ve seen too much
It’s scarred my eyes.
How long do I fight
Before I fall,
I can already hear
The deathly call.
A fire can only burn
When there is fuel,
I’m burnt by the flames
Of a life so cruel.

K

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Supporting my talented friend!

Hello this is something different than what i usually do however, I have a very talented friend who is an amazing singer and guitarist. He hasn’t been singing much lately and I’m hoping my beautiful friends on wordpress will take a listen and help me support him to give him the pick me up he needs to sing again. Please listen and share

PS this is not a video, it is a voice recording.

Thanks

K

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Beauty in pain

 

It’s ok to cry when you need to
Rainbows can’t be created by light alone,
Sometimes the clouds have to cry
To create something beautiful.

K

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Facebook page

Hello to my amazing followers, I now have a facebook page dedicated to my poetry, don’t worry this will still be my primary blogging site.

If you would like to follow, please click the link below.

www.facebook.com/Thedarkestfairytale

K

 

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Uninspired

What do I want
Or what do I need,
I’m unable to think
I’m unable to sleep.
My body has walked
Down the wrong path,
When i try to follow
My mind just laughs.
My body screams
“Just go to sleep”,
“I can’t” I shout
My minds to deep.
I need motivation
I’m far too tired,
So I sit here and write
Feeling uninspired.

K

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Wishes

I asked him “If a genie granted you three wishes, what would you wish for?” He smiled then he took my hand and said “I wouldn’t wish for anything, when the world gave me everything in you”

K

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Ends before it begins

You’ve already broken
My heart in the future,
I’ve already felt its ache
And every rupture.
We fall in love
Everything is great,
You get to know me
I become your mistake.
You can’t control
What you don’t know,
You’ll always freak
When I’m feeling low.
You’ll hate my tears
As you forget the highs,
You won’t save me
When you feel me die.
I’ll try to apologise
And change myself,
I’ll tell you I love you
More than anyone else.
It’s already over
Before it’s begun,
You won’t accept me
You’ll choose to run.

K

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Uniquely diverse

You can’t see beyond
Your own headlights,
We all look & observe
Yet no-one eyes
Are the exact same.
My reality is different
To what you observe,
We sleep and dream
Yet dreams aren’t real.
When we’re awake
We could be dreaming,
When we’re sleep
Are we actually awake?
My conscious state
Isn’t the same as yours,
Brains works differently
So do our choices.
Don’t ever expect me
To think like you do,
To See what you see
Or dream your dreams.
You’ll not understand
The way i think,
Or like how I dress
As my body is made
Only For me.
This reality I see
Is only mine.

K

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Lullaby

I will be your song
Carrying your heart,
Along the waves
Where you belong.
I will be the melody
The best of dreams,
Filling your soul
With addictive ecstasy.
You will be my muse
Whispering me lyrics
As I move to the rhythm
Dancing with your spirit.
I will be your lullaby
Filling you with light,
Seducing you with words
As you close your eyes,
And I kiss you goodnight.

K

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Socialising

I am an outsider
Just looking in,
I’m not drowning
But I can barely swim,
The crowd is loud
And yet I’m here,
Hiding behind others
Hoping I’ll disappear.
Standing in a crowd
Is very hard,
I’m on defense
I’m on guard.
People may be social
And talk to me,
But when they talk
I just want to flee.

K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

Check out my book! 🙂

The Darkest Fairytale

the_darkest_fairytal_cover_for_kindleProbably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay!

Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.

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Our song

A song once played
Our happy beat,
We would sing along
As we moved our feet.
As times changed
So did the sounds,
It were like my heart
Was being thrown around.
As love turned to hate
The beat was no pleasure,
It came with memories
I didn’t want to treasure.
Now the songs
Once filled with desire,
Are nothing more
Than a painful reminder.

K

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Now and then

I write for you
As I write for me,
To say the words
I barely breathe.
My voice is weak
I can only scream,
My life has been
One fucked up dream.
I’m finally awake
No longer caged,
I’m full of experience
I’ve grown with age.
Time has passed
I’ve faced reality,
I’m stronger now
But I’m not yet free.

K

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Faces of art

My mind is dreadful
It’s a terrible place,
Inked onto paper
With a beautiful face.
Sprayed with colour
Which doesn’t last,
Saturated in words
Lost in the contrast.
It is a masterpiece
This bleeding heart
Vibrant and poise
Sculpturing art.
Deadly beautiful
Like Jekyll & Hyde,
One piece of art
Two different sides.

K

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Taken

The ears turned deaf
Your voice went mute,
The brain escaped
You failed to reboot.
Emotions were hidden
The eyes were blind,
Skin turned to a mask
You could hide behind.
Memories were built
Behind solid walls,
The pores they seeped
With poisonous flaws.
Innocence was taken
And forged into steel,
They tried to kill you
Only a part of you healed.

K

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Hungry soul

Burdens came with wings
Strength came with flaws,
My heart came with locks
Guarding all these doors.
Wisdom came with mistakes
The eyes fueled with fire,
Spirit arrived with passion
As love came with desire.

K

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Perfect as you are

I’ve seen the beauty
In those you call ugly,
They have a uniqueness
That is quite lovely.
I’d rather see diversity
Different from the rest,
There’s nothing worse
Than being a normal mess.
It takes one to shine
Before others follow,
Flaunt your flaws
That once caused sorrow.
Decline people’s judgement
Ignore their critique,
Being somewhat different
Doesn’t make you a freak.

K

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Fallen world

The earth splits
With my feet on both sides,
Gravity pulls me down
I’m diving into crashing tides.
The world has fallen
Like the angels once fell,
My head is spinning around
I’m tumbling from a carousel.
I’m screaming at the skies
The clouds give me no answer,
I’m left with a sinking hope
My feet are tied to an anchor.
Closing my eyes, I see your face
Your beauty drowns all my fear,
Those final moments approach
I’m ready now, you are here.

K

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Voyage

I travelled through madness to find myself, but in the madness I found you.

K

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Ashes

If someone can show me heaven, then I know they could show me hell. I’m not afraid of hell, I welcome the flames that have burnt me many times, But if I showed them heaven, I know they could turn to ashes in my hell.

K

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Venom

Poison under my skin
Drips to the fingertips,
Like acid to this paper
Writing my apocalypse.
It burns and scolds
With flames to ashes,
It’s a nuclear reaction
As light & dark clashes.
The world injected me
With all this venom,
Turning innocence
Into a deadly weapon.
A product of my past
The tortured castaway
Haunted by the images
Forced to live another day.
Tarnished with poison
Yet filled with gold.
They can’t inject my heart
As my soul won’t be sold.

K

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Ghost of myself

I’m a ghost to myself
And those around,
None can see me walk
This haunting ground.
I am camouflaged
In this lonely town,
They can’t help me here
As I suffocate & drown.
No touch I can feel
They ignore my words,
I scream in this crowd
My voice can’t be heard.
Alone in this dimension
Invisible to existence,
I can’t connect to them
Through all the resistance.
I look in from the outside
And watch time pass by,
They walk through me
As I’m Invisible to the eye.

K

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Wishing well

I throw my coins
In the wishing well,
Hoping this water
Can cast a spell.
I close my eyes
To pray for more,
Sacrificing a coin
To open a door.
Love & dreams
Or maybe fantasy,
To find miracles
Mixed in reality.
Hope is an anchor
Masked in disguises
A gateway for dreams
In all shapes & sizes.

K

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Devotion

Find me
Before I find you,
Where the air is free
And the sea is blue.
Follow the wind
Wide and far,
See my reflection
In the stars.
Feel my love
Strip the walls,
The heart it aches
Under my calls.
Fill your lungs
Inhale my passion,
I’ll hold you close
If the world
Comes crashing.

K

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Dreaming yourself to sleep

I dream myself to sleep
It is like a movie
Just very deep.
Only to discover
This is not normal,
Others can not relate
To my magical portal.
This technique
Is all I’ve ever known,
To close my eyes
& travel to other zones.
I am fully aware
Of what fantasy I create,
As these dreams lead
To my unconscious state.
So I close my eyes
And I set the scene
The brain takes over
Somewhere inbetween.
Someone tell me
They do the same,
Do you dream to sleep
Or am I just insane?

K

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Memoirs

Your Heart is golden
As hands are tied,
With broken breathing
The mind has died.
Your touch heals
Others aches & scars,
As you mask the pain
In your memoirs.

K

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Alternative fairytale

I’m not an angel
Nor the devil,
I’m just stranger
Than other people.
I will never be
A damsel in distress,
I’ll more likely be
A dragon in a dress.
I’m not a siren
Nor a witch,
I’ll ride a broom
As I’m a bitch.
My heals are high
The leather is deadly,
This halo is filled
With contagious energy.

K

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Roots

You are real
In a false world,
In so much pain
For loving too hard.
Leaving branches
In others you meet,
As they bloom
They forget the roots.

K

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The grey

So many beliefs
In heaven & hell,
Opposites planes
Worlds parallel.
Like a triangle
All sides connect,
People worship
None are perfect.
Heaven is too picky
Hell accepts all,
Even the angels
After they fall.
To burn forever
Or to live a lie,
I’m good & bad
I’ll be more lost
When I die.
I never believed
In black & white
So when I die
I’ll go to the grey
Inbetween the divide.

K

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Silence

I used to hate the silence, until I realised how loud everything is. Now I miss the silence.

K

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Fabricated

I begin to imagine
A life of fantasy,
Separating myself
From this reality.
I found a place
Free from war,
Killing or religion
Can’t open this door.
It is beautiful
What I see & feel,
Until I realise
It can never be real.
I search this world
For the same feeling,
A planet of ignorance
Far from dreaming.
Life is a miracle
& not here for long,
Yet I close my eyes
As this world is wrong
Dreams are a curse
Filled with magic,
Reality is nothing more
Than power & fabric.

K

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Mind fuck

I’ll play the lead
In your dirty book,
Feel the sensation
Off this mind fuck.
You can see me here
Inbetween the lines,
I’m behind the cover
On page sixty nine.
Read each verse
To feel me within,
This isn’t a love story
It’s a book of sin.
I will tease you
On every cliffhanger,
Strip me bare
In every chapter.
You’ll lick your lips
When you read,
Because ‘I want’
becomes ‘I need’

K

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Irony

It’s quite ironic
You once took my breath away,
Now I Just suffocate
On all your lies & manipulation.

K

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Broken creativity

When I rhyme
These words appear,
There’s more than
Madness here.
I’m not on drugs
Or any alcohol,
Creativity is born
In a broken soul.
There are whispers
To this tragic mind,
It’s faulty wiring
You will find.
God can’t help
He’s already dead
Only I can rebuild
The home in my head.

K

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Foreign

I’m the bones
Of my past,
The marrow
Of my future,
The memories
That will last.
I’m the eyes
Of the present,
The beat
Of tomorrow,
With the blood
Of the forgotten.
I’m the energy
Of the rising,
The strength
Of the fallen.
I am human,
But this life
Is alien.

K

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Recipe for coffee

Double the caffeine
A teaspoon of sarcasm
Mixed with,
Inappropriate humour
A dash of profanity.
With a sprinkle
Of dark thoughts.

K

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Disguise

Open your eyes
To existence,
Shadows scatter
Into the distance.
Touched & tamed
By the devil himself,
Masking reflection
In someone else.
Darkness comforts
As walls bleed,
In a garden of evil
Full of weeds.
Echos whisper
What I can’t hear,
Yet colours wave
As messages appear.
Misfiring chemicals
Are black & white,
Yet colours are vivid,
In the dark of night.
Seeing more
Or hearing less,
It’s reality of dreams
Wrapped in madness.

K

 

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Dreams

I’ll paint the picture
And set the scene,
You’ll see the image
If you get what I mean.
This isn’t something
You don’t already know
This will never be
A one women show.
You can feel it inside
And somehow relate,
This isn’t about conflict
It’s a matter of debate.
Life will never be
How it feels or seems,
You’re made of flaws
And endless dreams.

K

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Inevitable

Life refuses
The Medicine I need,
Shoot it up
Straight into my artery.
There’s one key
For this cell,
Which all paths lead
To my burning hell.
I’m surrounded by
The flames of life,
One day I’ll fail
To survive.
Life imitates
Works of art,
It won’t paint over
A blackened heart.

K

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Real effort

I’d never be fake
Or tell lies,
It takes alot of energy
Just to be myself.

K

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Walls and faces

When did we get lost
In this madness,
When did love
Turn to sadness.
When did we build
All these walls,
When did these walls
Become our flaws.
Why do the whispers
Cloud our heads,
Why do we allow
This fear to be fed.
When did we get lost
In this place,
Do we still recognise
our own face.

K

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No equal

When I look into your eyes
I feel like I’ve won a prize.
Just the feel of your lips
The touch of your fingertips
Really blows my mind,
With no equal I would find.

K

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The labyrinth

I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?

I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see I panic & shout,
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.

I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex, I’m not going lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.

Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll find the centre, everything is clear,
To get the key to open this door
I need to find and kill that Minotaur.

Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
I can’t think as the roars get closer,
I stumble & fall, “shit”
I land in the Minotaur’s enclosure.

I can feel it with me, I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up as I feel its stare,
Creeping out of the dark into my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.

Everything is clear the maze is my head
The fear I carry keeps this monster fed,
I’ve to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.

K

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Leave me be

Let me dance
Across the sand,
As the tide sweeps me
Away from this land.
Let me fly
With the wind in my hair,
As the clouds carry me
To another lair.
Let me lay,
Just on my own,
As my thoughts find
A way back home.

K

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