In a land of dreams
Time doesn’t bend,
Crossing dimensions
Chasing worlds end.
Follow the secret garden
Down into an abyss,
The silence is deadly
It’s the noise you miss.
Through deathly hollows
Inbetween the gargoyles,
You’ll find the doorways
To a heaven of Royals.
Follow the spectrum
Into a fading night sky,
& merge with dimensions
Hidden behind the eye.
K
I’ll have another drink
To drown my doubt,
As I light up a joint
I will numb it out.
Listening to music
My mind drifts away,
Secretly I’m praying
Not to see another day.
Next day I’ll wake
Full of regrets,
But yet I do it again
I just need to forget.
I will try and change
As I realise I’m fucked,
It’s harder then you think
It’s easier to self destruct?
K
I dont want to let go
But there’s poison I bleed,
And I don’t want let go
I’ll keep you under my sleeve.
I don’t want to feel you
But I just can’t resist,
When the morning comes
You will forget I exist.
Life creeps in slowly
And I’m falling asleep,
And when you let go,
I will be falling too deep.
It’s a freedom of goodbye
With a new day it brings,
And when we let go
The pain will no longer sting.
K
Paint pictures
On fractured walls,
Watch the paint drip
As memories fall.
Let’s hide ourselves
Under a veil,
Be blind to a world
Written in brailie.
Open our minds
Not just our hearts,
Humanity is lost
To the history of art.
We can be deaf
We can be blind,
But we can’t navigate
With ignorant minds.
K
A Banshee sings
The Fairies fly,
A Oracle holds
The eye to the sky.
A Goblin steals
A Witch casts,
The Muse influences
All of our paths.
The Ogres scare
A Queen conquers,
Under the bed
Lies the monsters.
As magic soars
And Valerians fly,
Humanity drains
As imagination dies.
K
So many beliefs
In heaven & hell,
Opposites planes
Worlds parallel.
Like a triangle
All sides connect,
People worship
None are perfect.
Heaven is too picky
Hell accepts all,
Even the angels
After they fall.
To burn forever
Or to live a lie,
I’m good & bad
I’ll be more lost
When I die.
I never believed
In black & white
So when I die
I’ll go to the grey
Inbetween the skies.
K
via The grey
Heat of passion
Flares of temptation,
The touch of your leg
With discreet flirtation.
Flutter of your eyes
The ache of my heart,
Trying very hard
Not to fall apart.
A Devilish grin
I will draw you in,
Across the table
I touch your skin.
Cheeky seduction
Tension teasing,
Feeling my heart
Rapidly beating.
Eyes are locked
As my soul strips,
Feeling the resistance
Through my hips.
I’m biting my lip
Controlling the urge,
Anticipating the moment
When our souls will merge.
K
The siren echos
Her seductive tease,
You can hear the calls
Through desperate pleas.
She is intoxicating
Down to the core,
Which your body craves
The depth of more.
Calling you through
Ears of ignorance,
She is absorbing
All your innocence.
Fear for the men
Aboard the ships,
It’s trickery to the senses
The song from her lips.
Her heart has depth
Men have drowned,
It all starts with lust
And a heavenly sound.
K
via Siren call…
I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pours,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And my promise of forever.
K
via Everlasting
I’m the girl,
That falls
In love,
Every night.
Looking up,
Lusting
After the stars,
Captivated by the
Moonlight.
Falling in love,
With everything
Beautiful,
Yet everything,
Unreachable.
K
via Infatuation…
Feel the curves
Of my existence,
Exhale my name
In anticipation,
Taste me
Without any resistance,
Use your tongue
To talk to my flesh,
Conquer me
With your seduction,
Break me down
Into a molecule
absorb all of me,
Be the poetry
To my blank page.
via Inhale me..
I’m not perfect
Just perfectly flawed,
With broken edges
That are curved & broad.
I’ve been ripped apart
Only to be stitched,
Sewn with resilience
And a little added bitch.
I’m a cocktail of disaster
A messed up recipe,
With a teaspoon of spice
And a dash of profanity.
I’m a hurricane
So beautiful to view,
Just not a storm
To get sucked into.
With a life forged
Full of rejection
I became perfect
A perfect imperfection
Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.
K
via Soul engineer
I dreamt I was searching
For Pandora’s box,
Buried in an abyss
Of darkness and rocks.
Whilst searching
I was tortured by pain,
Of a thousand souls
Hell couldn’t contain.
But in all this torture
I was approached by hope,
It was anchored to my life
And I was the rope.
After the tests and trials
I stumbled on a cave,
Were the box was open
& the world was its slave.
K
I’m a pirate of life
Aching for treasure,
Feeling the freedom
Is what I pleasure.
I’m a pirate on land
Not one with the sea,
I’m following a compass
To find a part of me.
I’ll sail in my depths
To find caves hidden,
Whilst I test the current
Of a land forbidden.
I’m free with myself
But not the ocean around,
I’m searching for treasure
On this hollow ground.
K
The angels call me
When they feel me die,
The devil chains me
So I’m unable to fly.
I’m stuck in the grey
Between black & white,
As I don’t know which side
Feels quite right.
The voices call me
But they’re in my head,
The demons cling on
As I’m keeping them fed.
Maybe I’ll go to limbo
As my life is a contradiction,
I’ve two people inside me
Both are my crucifixion.
I change within seconds
It’s a funny switch,
I go from heart of gold
To ice cold bitch.
I’m constantly lost
Battling both inside,
I guess when I die
I’ll just sit on the divide.
K
Oh darling, we have always lived on the same Planet, we have just lived different realities in separate worlds.
K
I was struck by an arrow
A love stricken arrow,
Gazing down a lonely path
So dark and narrow.
I feel him at the end
His heart beating for mine,
I’m drowning in an hourglass
Swimming in the sands of time.
We have never connected
Yet I feel him inside,
Then he’s lost to memories
And a part of me dies.
It’s the universe dividing us
As we will never be close,
Yet I see him in my thoughts
And the universe slows.
Maybe we are past lovers
Searching the world together
Or maybe we’re forgotten souls
That lost each other forever.
K
The earth knows
How to warm the core,
As the sea knows
How to touch the shore.
The oceans know
The current can break,
From peace to tsunami
In a mighty quake.
Every organism born
Is able to grow,
As they start their path
As a tiny embryo.
The planet knows
To circle the Sun,
And the moon follows
When the day is done.
The magnetic fields
Know how to protect,
This world is a miracle
That people forget.
K
I’m all about unicorns,
Rainbows and light,
With added sarcasm
And a poetic bite.
I will fight for love
Or anything greater,
With a vocabulary like
A posh drunken sailor.
I’ve a sexy imagination
Like a dirty damsel,
I’ll be really good
Or a god damn handful.
I’m completely loyal
Yet slightly psychopathic,
I’ll give you my best
As a hopeless romantic.
I’ll wear that little dress
With those heels you like,
Then I’ll drop you a hint
That I’m on a hunger strike.
You’ll never get bored
As longs as you’re with me,
We can be lovers or friends
Just don’t become my enemy.
K
They see my goodness as weakness. They see my evil as insanity. When I hide behind my mask, they can only see what I let them see.
K
Thank you all for following my page. I’d like to wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New year.
K
Free minds can destory
Those ignorant hearts,
Show them a world
That’ll rip them apart.
My conscience is awake
It has been for decades,
Life is just a game
Of pathetic charades.
We obey the commands
And follow the routine,
There’s too many voices
Behind the machine.
It became harder to live
When I could finally see,
A world of insanity
Known as reality.
K
We are nothing but
broken mirrors,
A million shards
Of glass & tears.
Like a broken mirror
We have no place,
Just a reflection
Of an unfamiliar face.
It’s damaged goods
Or imperfect art,
As they see our scars
Just not our hearts.
K
Here in your arms
In which we spoon,
Taking in your scent
It will be over soon.
I feel your breath
Blanket my ear,
Taking in the moment
Before it disappears.
The warmth you share
With a passionate heart,
Sheltering me in love
It is a piece of art.
Time is precious
When we’re together,
I just wish these moment
Would last forever.
K
Him: What’s your biggest fear.
Me: Becoming Immortal.
Him: Immortality doesn’t exist.
Me: Neither do half the things I see, but It doesn’t make them feel any less real.
K
This heart of mine
Was once a candle,
It became a wildfire
It was too much to handle.
The flame disappeared
They realised I was broken,
Only silenced remained
And my words unspoken.
I tried to fit in this world
And find my home,
The more people learned
The more I felt alone.
This heart of mine
Is now left with cracks,
The fire that once burned
Is nothing more than wax.
K
I wasn’t born to lead
Only to inspire,
I use this rhythm
To ignite your fire.
I’m right by your side
Just read my signs,
Feel the passion
In between the lines.
It’s your story aswell
Etched in every verse,
Just a different plot
With the same curse.
So If you’re in doubt
Hear my words sing,
Whispering in your ear
You can do anything.
K
I’ve played with sticks
I’ve played with stones,
But words have hurt
More than broken bones.
I have lost confidence
And my self esteem,
I was hoping to wake
To find it was all dream.
I guess I’m searching
For the wrong things,
As I’m unable to see
What the future brings.
K
It is a dark fairytale
That’s what they say,
They don’t know nothing
Of these demons I slay.
They cower and hide
In the peak of war,
As I stand and fight
With the fear I ignore.
So please mock & tease
I’m watching your move
I see your eyebrow raise
When you disapprove.
Underestimate me please
You won’t do it again,
As strength was formed
In the mist of pain.
K
The ocean takes me
Just like a storm,
Throwing me deeper
As the coral forms.
But here I swim
Deeper by day,
As all this beauty
Takes my mind away.
It’s a sense of freedom
Found never before,
Feeling these depths
My feet on the shore.
The ocean is freedom
I had hoped to find,
With treasure lost
Just like my mind.
So swallow me
In those blow holes,
My heart can not heal
Without ocean souls.
This is my world
Or what I had wished,
The freedom was a dream
Until it had vanished.
K
All hallows eve
When divides break,
From dead to living
From sleep to awake.
The ghosts cross over
To trick and treat,
Observing our world
From a window seat.
It’s a night of magic
As witches are reborn,
The dead only remember
The words they sworn.
So on hallows eve
Remember the history,
As you will cross paths
With a deadly mystery.
K
I walked through fire
It was the only way out,
flames burned higher
Fuelled from fear & doubt.
I couldn’t feel the heat
I only felt the burn,
With one way forward
I could no longer return.
The nights were dark
I always felt whole,
Because I had this fire
Burning within my soul.
K
Night has come again
I’m back in the zone
All these strange faces
I fade Into the unknown.
This is my insanity
It’s somewhat a fright,
I will pretend I’m blind,
As I ignore my sight.
Don’t get me wrong
This is very familiar,
I am never scared
As my mind is clearer.
I will sit and observe
My mind takes control,
As I sit and experience
Visions of my soul.
K
Rose petals fall
From a white sky,
Painting towns red
In a beautiful lullaby.
The paths are still
There’s no wind in sight,
The red petals glow
In the dark of the night.
Once a fearful colour
Linked with danger,
Yet only peace remains
There is no anger.
Like the stars have fallen
Upon this earth,
& now we’re all lost
In a magical universe.
K
You hear the roars
In the screams,
You see the light
In people’s dreams.
You feel alive
In the darkest night,
You see more
Without your sight.
You hear the whispers
In a crowded room,
You feel the touch
Of the flowers bloom.
You smell his scent
From miles away,
You’re more connected
Than night & day.
K
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There are boxes
Inside my mind,
Different memories
Uniquely designed.
Some are happy
Some are sad,
Most just sound
Like I’m going mad.
Priceless artifacts
Pieces of time,
From every laugh
To every crime.
Every encounter
Will have a box,
Only the good times
Don’t have locks.
I’ve loved Alot
And lived my life,
But some boxes
Can barely survive.
K
The darkness of the night
Is magnetic to me,
No expectations or duties
I can escape reality.
The stillness & unknown
With magical peace,
The twinkling of the stars
& comfort of the sheets.
My imagination is free
In this dark place,
You can’t read my thoughts
Or see smiles on my face.
Nobody can judge
They will all be asleep,
So I’ll lay here and think
As my thoughts swim deep
So when darkness dwells
And the night time falls,
Take a minute to feel
Nature’s perfected flaws.
K
I strolled through fiction
To look for the truth,
Masked in fairy-tales
From the root of a tooth.
I stood at a distance
Hiding in others eyes,
Kissing their dreams
As fire in disguise.
Risks didn’t break me
I was broken in the fall,
I never felt so tiny
Standing up tall.
The world carries on
In this land of mine,
I’m chasing seconds
In frozen time.
K
Sometimes I feel
like an echo,
With time I fade
Just like a shadow.
You hear me now
But I’ll be gone later,
Painting in rhythm
As the illustrator.
Maybe I’m a star
Lost within the night,
Shooting through space
Out of clear sight.
I forget who I am
As I disappear,
I’m confused at times
Why am I here?
K
Absence of colour
Has no effect,
On a blackened heart
That can’t connect.
Don’t scream for life
Or for any light,
There is no start
Or end in sight.
Forget the rhythm
It has lost its beat,
It will only follow
The sound of defeat.
Different paths
Loneliness screaming,
Circling an orbit
Without any meaning.
K
She once said
You’re on your own,
You’re an outcast
Without a throne.
No armies will follow
Neither will gods,
You can’t win
Against the odds.
I once replied
My life is an island,
With faith & dreams
Imagination leaks
From all the seams.
Underestimate me
You won’t do it again,
I wasn’t born a fool,
I was born a Cain.
K
I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pours,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I again feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And the promise of forever.
K
I can change
Bigger in size,
The devil wakes
Deep inside.
Hitting the roof
With my feelings,
My voice roars
Around the ceiling.
There is no calm
There’s only red,
Danger spilling
From tears bled.
It’s time to wake
Or time to sleep,
An explosive curse
Feeling too deep.
K
I’m starting to fade
Into the light,
Orbs of me drift
Into the night.
I find myself
Amongst the stars,
Shooting brightly
But not that far.
I’m in your sight
Not in your reach,
Spreading magic
In what I teach.
I’m floating high
In addictive lust,
Scattering myself
Into stardust.
K
We are one species
Split by countries,
As politics divide us
Between our armies.
We wave our flags
For kings and queens,
& socially conform
As part of the machine.
Showing our passports
We’re nothing but codes,
We can’t travel free
As we tax the roads.
Taking a few lives
As we can’t share oil,
Fight the same fight
For nothing but soil.
Please take a minute
And let’s us all forget,
We’re not just Countries
We’re a fucking planet.
K
Born in a land
Forgotten by time,
Days are nights
The stars don’t align.
Fell out of sync
Into another zone,
A place abandoned
Which I call my home.
I’m ahead of myself
Or I was left behind,
Orbiting the outside
Of my very mind.
Days become years
Decades are legends,
Minutes are hours
Forever is a second.
K
My train of thought
Slips from the rails,
As I sit and think
About irrelevant details.
Anxiety takes hold
And the floor sinks,
The world spins
As my mind thinks.
Please don’t approach
I’ve forgot my name,
It’s a pathetic state
Followed by shame.
Anxiety walks me
Into insane cycles,
Only to be explained
As monstrous Bibles.
People will only see
Laughter and smiles,
They don’t see me walk
The darkest miles.
K
I don’t feel pleased
Or even desired,
There’s no passion
I am not inspired
I need excitement
The rush of adrenaline,
I am nothing more
Than a bored specimen.
As the world ticks
And steals my tocks,
I’m swimming in a sea
With a pocket of rocks.
This is my addiction
With veins of greed,
Give me an adventure
I need to feed.
K
A maze in a puzzle
There is no start,
One piece can fix
This jigsaw heart.
Many secrets hide
In all these pieces,
Many doors locked
Behind the creases.
Damaged and forgot
Full of broken energy,
This heart of mine
Is a distant memory.
Parts of this puzzle
Burned in the pain,
One day they’ll heal
One day I’ll love again.
K
Please don’t hide
Your tears from me,
I’ve enough strength
To set us both free.
If you need to cry
I will always be here,
Listening to the words
That bring you fear.
I can make you laugh
Or hold you tight,
Whatever you need
To sleep at night.
If you’re not ready
That would be fine,
We can sit in the dark
Until you’re ready to shine.
K
In the heart of an Angel
Lies the wrath of Satan,
With a wing of each
There’s no ultimatum.
You fight to save
And sacrifice to heal,
You give your life
Trying not to feel.
You was not born
Ignorant or infected,
Seeing the suffering
Leaves you tormented.
Angel of the grey
With a warrior inside,
Uprising in the veins
As both sides collide.
K
Today wasn’t a date
It was a change,
As the images form
As fresh new page.
The eyes they melt
Right into my core,
I could only dream
To feel this more.
It was a perfect day
I don’t want to end,
Paths could change
Around any bend.
Today was tomorrow
A brand new start,
Creating a feeling
Not just as art.
K
Writing isn’t a choice
It’s a part of you,
Tattooed into the DNA
Printed onto every organ
It’s a passion born to stay.
Writers lead two lives,
One in reality
The other on paper,
You are the lead roles
Aswell as the editor.
It’s an addiction
A drug you can’t forget
Armed with words,
Fantasies and hope
Embedded into ink,
From every breath
To every sunset.
It’s a beauty yet a curse
From the life you lead
To the life you dream,
The thoughts explode
From every seam.
It’s a parallel world
A portal of art,
Mirrored into your life
Scripted into your heart.
And as the author
You’ll live & experience
Everything twice.
Source: Writers
Become my artist
For just one day,
Sculpture with passion
Masked in delicate clay.
Paint me with detail
Like I’m a masterpiece,
Canvas me in freedom
Shelter me into sheets.
Spray me onto walls
With your graffiti art,
Frame the imperfection
Of my fractured heart.
With colour’s of joy
And tears of charcoal,
Hang me in a gallery
For broken souls.
K
Walked into a storm
It started as a dream,
I had slid down a path
Into a lava stream.
Climbed up a hill
Which felt like death,
Nothing could be heard
Except fear in my breath.
I could only look down
At this deathly hollow,
The fear in my throat
Was difficult to swallow.
Fires burned bright
As souls changed form,
From life to death
In a blink of a storm.
Winged monsters flew
There were no people,
I had woken in a garden
In the garden of Evil.
K
I’m the second choice
Or someone’s last,
Never the future
Always the past.
I’m not good enough
Barely a memory,
I don’t get a chance
They hardly know me.
My mind is scary
But please don’t run,
I’m not just intimating
I am also fun.
Yes, my mind is strong
But you like the weak,
Someone to praise
Whilst kissing your feet.
I am independent
I don’t mind being alone,
I’ll just sit in my castle
And rule the throne.
K
I fell through lightening
With broken wings,
Landed in a country
Of queens and kings.
Thrown into the ring
Like a bitch on heat,
Getting knocked down
To land on my feet.
Turning into a monster
I had to survive,
I was not born evil
I was not born alive.
Times have passed
I remember my face,
The face of a girl
With anger & grace.
Today stands a women
Young and wise,
Innocent and sweet
Until you see her eyes.
K
I don’t want flowers
I don’t need to be dined,
I’d rather build forts
& drink beer than wine.
Please no compliments
Just a cheeky wink,
Tell me what you want
So I don’t have to think.
We can shut the curtains
Play games all day,
Watch some movies
& drink the night away.
Let’s sleep until noon
We don’t have to wake,
Time is on our side
The world can wait.
K
I am just like
A lonely silhouette,
Lifeless & motionless
A shadow to forget.
I am like an echo
That you don’t hear,
Drifting into the air,
Without any fear.
I am like the wind
Passing by,
You can’t see me
Yet you feel me fly.
I am the sun
On a rainy day,
You miss the light
When it’s hidden away.
K
My mind is lost
The noise is back,
I can’t drown it out
Everything is black.
My mind spirals
Out of control,
I can feel its rage
Destroying my soul.
When will it end
When did it begin,
I’m exhausted to fight
My mind has given in.
Just take over me
And let me see
All these silhouettes
That aren’t meant to be.
K
I’m done with it all
I have given in,
Life is a game
I could never win.
I hate my mind
& all these tears
It only gets worse
Year after year.
When I try to talk
Does anyone listen?
The truth is held
In what I’ve written.
Words on paper
Do not question,
A life of pain
And all its lessons.
K
I have realised
I am on my own,
Around my sister
Doesn’t feel like home.
She does not care
Only for herself,
I bleed and cry
Only to myself.
I hide all this pain
Until the day I die
When I see her
It feels like lies.
She only sees
Her reality,
Whilst I lose myself
In my insanity
K
I’ve never minded
Being alone,
Parts of me miss
What feels like home.
Maybe it’s family
What is missing,
An anchor to life
To stop me drifting.
I don’t see family
In any good light,
My shadow is worn
And Refuses to fight.
All that remains
Are the two that fell,
The girls that say
Home was hell.
K
This is an old one I wrote which today still scares me as my mind was a complete wreck when I wrote this.
Source: Diseased by darkness..
As far as I can tell
I’ve already died once,
And I woke up in this hell.
My mind is a deadly disease
I’m not always in control,
When darkness is overtaking me.
The voices don’t drown
I despise this person inside,
So I turn the mirrors around.
It’s like an evil switch
I go from light to dark,
From angel to bitch.
I’ve walked this life on empty
Filled with secrets & masks,
Surrounded by an awful energy.
There’s a demon in my head
Writing itself into my life,
So I’ll never die when I’m dead.
The rage turns me into stone
Injecting it’s shadows,
Down into my bones.
It’s screaming to open the door
The sins of this life,
Wrapped around my core.
This mind & body it stole
Because when I wake tomorrow,
I don’t know who will be in control.
I’d love to save the world
Every piece created,
Fill hearts full of love
Instead of anger & hatred.
I would give my all
To save mankind,
Open closed hearts
To free ignorant minds.
I’m not good or bad
Or a poisoned seed,
I’m not afraid to fail
I’m not afraid to bleed.
I’m a one women army
Filled with passion & fire,
I wasn’t born to lead
I was born to inspire.
K
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