Unaware of how to express,
The Deep void of emptiness I repress,
Drifting through space and time,
Just another wall to get up and climb.
I sit and hide behind a disguise,
Like the Cloud’s masking the skies,
Observing people from all around,
Controlling myself before I drown.
Just another day to feel like a failure,
But I wear the confidence like a traitor,
Until it ends and I arrive home,
No need to pretend when I’m alone.
I am a master at playing this role,
It’s all I have known, all I can control,
But I fake this life whilst the memories replay,
Please walk in my shoes, see if you can last a day.