Feeling toxic, to my dismay,
Being friendly, but emotions I can’t convey,
Not realising, the effect I have,
Frustrating myself, making others mad.
Connection barrier, between me & the universe,
The masks I wear, are usually diverse.
You won’t see & you could never feel,
Life as me, as life doesn’t seem real.
Truthfully I’m lost, & alone inside,
As it’s emotions, that make you feel alive,
Imagine if yours, we’re taken away,
There’s nothing remaining, could you last a day?
Writing about something, that doesn’t exist,
Words of trickery, with a twist,
Dreaming of, what I rhyme,
Hoping I will magically heal, within time.