Endurance..

Asking you to hold me
But you pulled away,
Asking you not to hurt me
But you did anyway.
Never a response
or a reason,
You left me here,
Bruised & beaten.
Voice’s of demons
Screamed inside,
My heart it shattered
The heart it died.
I lost myself
Within the pain,
Masking denial
I’ve myself to blame.
My mind became numb
& completely vacant,
Hitting rock bottom
I found the basement.
Older I got
The worse I became,
Suppressing myself
Hiding the shame.
I’ve had be solid
I’ve had to be strong,
To protect one other
When her nights get long.
It took so many years
Trying to survive,
Now I’m fighting to live
Fighting to feel alive.

K

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32 Responses to Endurance..

  1. Eric says:

    This is painful…but so wonderfully done. The last two lines especially resonate with me. Its a struggle to feel alive.

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  2. mySestina says:

    Must we fight to live my Dear… Beautifully written

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  3. Simon says:

    I hope the pain clears and leaves you happy πŸ˜ƒ

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  4. Queen Bee says:

    I hope you’re feeling better after getting all that pain out in your poem xxx remember you have my email address if you ever feel like messaging me. I’m using my personal one again as can’t log into my blog one πŸ˜‘πŸ’–πŸ˜˜

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  5. EDC Writing says:

    As Carole’s song said … never more than now … take care x

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  6. Captain Q says:

    I hate the reason for your emotions. But you are so talented with how your approach your pieces. This one has really creative rhymes. Thank you for sharing your pain with us.

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  7. Advanced Research Technology says:

    I’ve had to wonder, reading your works, if you come from a witchcraft background or even if you are still in it. I’m not judging, nor, condemning, just wondering. It’s just the context which you write in that makes me curious… as if you want out of your present reality.

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  8. Really liked this, very powerful simplicity to this that helps it really resonate. The strength of the final lings really stirs that encouraging defiant be dammed you and what you caused I’m strong I am a survivor of life and I’ll rise to be the amazing wonder I am.
    Lovely poem. Really really like this!

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  9. Rajiv says:

    Lots of pain. But, I sense you have the strength

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  10. I was almost in tears when I read this. Beautifully written. A big fan of your work. God bless you

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  11. The Power&The Glory says:

    You gotta right to live you gotta right to Love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIzA_j-FYL8

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  12. cahood16 says:

    I absolutely adore your writing! πŸ’–

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  13. mandibelle16 says:

    Painful and sad. Especially since the pain seems to go on and on. But I think their is a silver lining in the girl, her daughter, who she know shelters, while seeking happiness and stability within herself and her world again. Well written.

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