Diseased by darkness..

This is an old one I wrote which today still scares me as my mind was a complete wreck when I wrote this.

Source: Diseased by darkness..

As far as I can tell
I’ve already died once,
And I woke up in this hell.
My mind is a deadly disease
I’m not always in control,
When darkness is overtaking me.
The voices don’t drown
I despise this person inside,
So I turn the mirrors around.
It’s like an evil switch
I go from light to dark,
From angel to bitch.
I’ve walked this life on empty
Filled with secrets & masks,
Surrounded by an awful energy.
There’s a demon in my head
Writing itself into my life,
So I’ll never die when I’m dead.
The rage turns me into stone
Injecting it’s shadows,
Down into my bones.
It’s screaming to open the door
The sins of this life,
Wrapped around my core.
This mind & body it stole
Because when I wake tomorrow,
I don’t know who will be in control.

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17 Responses to Diseased by darkness..

  1. Mr. Mel says:

    Powerful words The depth of feeling, to be able to express as you have, amazing. Thank you for sharing

    Liked by 3 people

  2. @vapor_sage says:

    Ooh, I like this. I feel the authenticity of your disgust

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Coyote from Orion says:

    It’s worth reading. There have been times when I relate to this. Know the territory. Take care xx

    Liked by 2 people

  4. Powerful, I felt every word. The pain, such agony. Wow

    Liked by 1 person

  5. Oh my I had chills going up my spine while reading this .Sadly your mind can be a bad place at time as well as a good ones Keep the happy thoughts going

    Liked by 1 person

  6. Kris says:

    You took a leaf from one of my books. I have been this person before. I couldn’t put it into words, though–thank you.

    Liked by 1 person

  7. Rajiv says:

    Powerful, Milady

    Liked by 1 person

  8. Venusian Cenobite says:

    Welcome to the garden of sinners

    Liked by 1 person

  9. Where did this come from…so good as always

    Liked by 1 person

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