When I rhyme
These words appear,
There’s more than
Madness here.
I’m not on drugs
Or any alcohol,
Creativity is born
In a broken soul.
There are whispers
To this tragic mind,
It’s faulty wiring
You will find.
God can’t help
He’s already dead
Only I can rebuild
The home in my head.
K
I’m the bones
Of my past,
The marrow
Of my future,
The memories
That will last.
I’m the eyes
Of the present,
The beat
Of tomorrow,
With the blood
Of the forgotten.
I’m the energy
Of the rising,
The strength
Of the fallen.
I am human,
But this life
Is alien.
K
Double the caffeine
A teaspoon of sarcasm
Mixed with,
Inappropriate humour
A dash of profanity.
With a sprinkle
Of dark thoughts.
K
Open your eyes
To existence,
Shadows scatter
Into the distance.
Touched & tamed
By the devil himself,
Masking reflection
In someone else.
Darkness comforts
As walls bleed,
In a garden of evil
Full of weeds.
Echos whisper
What I can’t hear,
Yet colours wave
As messages appear.
Misfiring chemicals
Are black & white,
Yet colours are vivid,
In the dark of night.
Seeing more
Or hearing less,
It’s reality of dreams
Wrapped in madness.
K
I’ll paint the picture
And set the scene,
You’ll see the image
If you get what I mean.
This isn’t something
You don’t already know
This will never be
A one women show.
You can feel it inside
And somehow relate,
This isn’t about conflict
It’s a matter of debate.
Life will never be
How it feels or seems,
You’re made of flaws
And endless dreams.
K
Life refuses
The Medicine I need,
Shoot it up
Straight into my artery.
There’s one key
For this cell,
Which all paths lead
To my burning hell.
I’m surrounded by
The flames of life,
One day I’ll fail
To survive.
Life imitates
Works of art,
It won’t paint over
A blackened heart.
K
I’d never be fake
Or tell lies,
It takes alot of energy
Just to be myself.
K
When did we get lost
In this madness,
When did love
Turn to sadness.
When did we build
All these walls,
When did these walls
Become our flaws.
Why do the whispers
Cloud our heads,
Why do we allow
This fear to be fed.
When did we get lost
In this place,
Do we still recognise
our own face.
K
When I look into your eyes
I feel like I’ve won a prize.
Just the feel of your lips
The touch of your fingertips
Really blows my mind,
With no equal I would find.
K
I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?
I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see I panic & shout,
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.
I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex, I’m not going lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.
Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll find the centre, everything is clear,
To get the key to open this door
I need to find and kill that Minotaur.
Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
I can’t think as the roars get closer,
I stumble & fall, “shit”
I land in the Minotaur’s enclosure.
I can feel it with me, I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up as I feel its stare,
Creeping out of the dark into my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.
Everything is clear the maze is my head
The fear I carry keeps this monster fed,
I’ve to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.
K
Let me dance
Across the sand,
As the tide sweeps me
Away from this land.
Let me fly
With the wind in my hair,
As the clouds carry me
To another lair.
Let me lay,
Just on my own,
As my thoughts find
A way back home.
K
There are rooms
in my mind,
If you open the doors
Don’t be afraid
Of what you’ll find.
Some are beautiful
Others you’ll fear,
If they’re dark
I bring flowers here.
Don’t go in the closets
They can get messy,
Find the secret rooms
There’s not that many.
You don’t need an invite
There is no key,
It’s an open maze
To experience me.
K
They say life isn’t hard
Yet it’s not a dream,
A fucked up holiday
Or so it seems.
It’s a strange reality
We see and feel,
But who’s reality
Is even real?
What I observe
Is different to you,
The trees whisper
Shades of blue.
Music plays
Only to appear,
I see the rhythm
You can only hear.
Maybe insanity
Isn’t that extreme
To witness beauty
Others will dream.
See through my eyes
Take my position,
You’ll label me more
Than my condition.
K
I sit on the grey
Inbetween the divide,
Blocking the mayhem
On the other side.
I’m not the key
Nor the door,
I’m only a girl
Searching for more.
The code is written
In my bone,
Along with ice
Covering this stone.
I’m only a girl
Surrounded by people
Sitting quietly
In a garden of evil.
K
Like the rose
Vibrant & red,
The petals fall
Until it’s dead.
Thorns protect
Its inner shell,
To guard it from
This living hell.
Burying its roots
Underground,
It feeds from life
All around.
For then it lives
& then it dies,
Ready to be cut
From our very eyes.
K
I’ve a touch of madness
I know the signs,
It begins with voices
& ends with rhymes.
I’ve to lose myself
For creativity,
It’s the only way
My mind is free.
It’s beautiful
Yet it’s my curse,
To lay down my disease
In every verse.
For when it begins
I’m must be ready,
To turn this madness
Into extraordinary.
K
I’m afraid I’m lost
I’m unable to write,
My hope is drifting
Out of sight.
Hours wasted
But who am I?
I’m sinking deeper
When I want to fly.
I am rather lost
Not in wonderland,
In a frame of mind
I don’t understand.
It is a mystery
I can’t piece together,
But one second here
Feels like forever.
K
Colours can bleed
Colours can cry,
They fade away
But they never die.
There’s dark & light
Purple or golden,
Associated with life
& different emotion.
Choose a colour
To match your soul,
Would it be vibrant?
Or as black as coal?
Mix the colours
That others will see?
Show them the spectrum
Of what you can be.
K
He wants a love
with sunsets,
walks on the beach
As we hold hands
under the heat.
I want a love
In the shadows
Of the moonlight
As we drink rum,
Under the stars
Before we trespass
To forbidden lands.
K
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I buried him in my mind
The funeral was in my heart,
I grieved & cried every tear
Until there were none.
Of course I did, I missed him
The years moved on as did I,
I had to let him die inside
Just so I could live.
I picked up what remained
Every piece he shattered.
Through all the pain
An artist was made
I sculptured myself into
A better, stronger version
That couldn’t be destroyed
Yet a version of myself
That could love again.
K
Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.
K
The heart gives
Bad directions,
Carrying the soul
To the darkest depths.
Passion leads
To forbidden lands,
As temptation steals
Every breath.
The hunger for life
Creates addiction,
It’s like a drug
Cursing the veins
Of its infliction.
All paths lead
To experience,
As all the chaos
Leads to freedom.
K
Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
Like a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.
K
It is okay,
To give yourself pep talks
I shout at myself daily,
Like suck it up bitch
Get a grip pussy,
You’re doing your best.
Then to cheer myself up
I look at the scared faces
Sat on the train with me,
Working out if I’m normal
Or clinically insane.
I just smile back at them
& say I’m not talking to you,
I turn to my reflection
Point at myself and say,
“I’m answering that bitch”
Never had this much leg room.
K
I’d live in the city
Or the country,
If they could handle
The jungle in me.
I’d walk the seas
Or fly in the sky,
If I wasn’t held down
By gravity.
I’d run for the hills
Or climb the mountains,
Yet neither would let
This beast roam free.
No place is home
For a girl like me,
No place would accept
The creature in me.
K
There’s no way out
I’m stuck here hiding
With me & my doubt,
I’m blinded by the light
Struck by the darkness
Hiding in the night.
It’s a soothing darkness
It hides the shadows
It drowns the madness.
Yet i let time flicker by
I’m questioning the past
And why I didn’t die.
There’s faults in my code
That’s why I carry
Each and every load.
I feel it all
Every single day,
Each blow & every fall.
Yet I’m here now
The angels won’t let me die,
I’ve told them before
The fallen can’t fly.
K
I am the island
you are the ocean,
Your waves caress me
In a hypnotic motion.
Your tide whisks
My sands away,
Finding new pieces
In every wave.
When we merge
We are a paradise,
With islands of dreams
Coming alive.
Discovering each other
In the darkest depths,
We are a magic
That always connects.
K
I will chase you
Through life or death,
Just to see you smile
To feel the warmth
Of your breath.
I’ll give up my humanity
Just to keep you safe,
And blanket you
From this reality.
I’ll always be close
Giving you lectures,
Fighting away monsters
As your protector.
I’ll always be here
If you ever need me,
As I’ll always love you.
Unconditionally.
K
You’re the muse
In my ear,
Whispering things
Only I can hear,
Telling me secrets
Telling me lies,
You’re the sparkle
In my eyes.
You give me strength
You give me hope,
You’re the reflection
In my kaleidoscope.
Keeping me grounded
As my anchor,
You’re the oxygen
In my atmosphere.
K
I asked the skies
To give me a sign,
The lightning struck
A silver line.
I crossed the line
To a paradise,
Filled with chaos
Hurricanes,
And shards of ice.
In all this ice
Was your name,
The skies showed me
Beauty can be found
In the chaos,
Of pain.
K
I’d die on my feet
Than live on my knees,
I wasn’t born to beg
Or born to please.
I’ve my own mind
That won’t be swayed,
I’m not into games
I won’t be played.
As long as I live
I’ll always have fight,
I’m mentally strong
With a hell of a bite.
I was never raised
To be weak,
I’ll take my stand
To die on my feet.
K
The natural state
Has its own parallel,
From life & death
Man & women
To angel & devil.
They all come in pairs
One would not work
Without the other.
Good wouldn’t exist
Without bad,
Fires would burn
Without water,
Night has to rest
For us to see the day.
Did order exist
Before the chaos,
Or did the chaos
Create the order.
We live in a world
Of Jekyll and Hyde’s,
With different faces
And opposing sides.
K
You stared into the deep
Until you became the abyss,
No warmth or smiles
Just an emptiness.
A hollow ocean
Where the tides stops,
There’s no anchor here
It’s a never ending drop.
You’re falling deeper
The sun is hiding,
The light in the dark
Is barely surviving.
The roof caves in
But nobody’s around,
No-one can hear the screams
So you don’t make a sound.
It’s along way up
Broken & bruised,
Yet you’ll fight harder
When there’s nothing to lose.
K
Kiss me,
Like I’m the only women alive
Make love to me,
Like it’s our last time.
Melt away,
All that surrounds us
Tell me you love me,
Like it would save your life.
K
He is ready
For hot wild sex,
Whilst I’m prepared
To hit the deck.
Yet I play along
For his sake,
I pray I can manage
To stay awake.
He kisses & teases
Moans & groans,
Sitting on top
I feel the aches
In my bones.
I start out steady
Taking the lead,
But my eyes are tired
So I increase the speed.
It doesn’t take long
For him to cum,
I’m cheering inside
As we’re finally done.
He looks happy
And really pleased,
I’m figuring out
If I’ve got cramp
In my knees.
He turns and says
You’re breathing fast,
I’m out of shape
I cheekily laugh.
We both roll over
He’s completely gone,
But now I can’t sleep
I’m too turned on.
K
Damaged people have seen hell
They don’t need Bibles,
To realise why the angels fell.
The little they’ve received
Is the most they’ve known,
Walking in the ashes
Of what life has thrown.
They’ve met the humans
With very little humanity,
Seen the cracks in this world
And drowned in the reality.
The scars are indented
Right down to the bone,
Earning the strength
They walk alone.
K
I will write
I will sing
Let me see
What my rhymes
Will bring.
I will run
I will dance
I’ll give this world
Every chance.
I will fight
& never fail,
I’ll live my life
As the darkest
Fairytale.
K
Don’t break my heart
Before I fall,
Give me a chance
To give you it all.
Allow my love
To heal your soul
Fill in the blank spaces,
Until the puzzle
Is once again whole.
My dear please,
Not all prisons have walls
The fear you run from,
Is the fear I’m falling for.
I will be the person
You call home,
As I promise
To keep your heart safe
To protect it
Like it was my own.
K
Do you remember
Being you & free,
Building those sandcastles
Swimming in the sea.
Playing on our skates
And making dens
This was our fun,
We didn’t need
Technology back then.
Having no care in the world
We was running wild,
This is what it’s like
Being a child.
We’d climb to the top
Of every tree,
Go home filthy
With cuts on our knees.
The play times changed
as we grew old,
The bonds were formed
From the memories we hold.
To talk about a time
That brought us pleasure,
A grin appears
They’re ours to Treasure.
K
Stay up with me
Get to know me best,
We can chat all night
We don’t need to rest.
I’ve never been shallow
My mind is deep,
It comes alive at night
To eliminate the weak.
Snooze your alarms
Break your regime,
I don’t need to doze
You are my dream.
Can you handle me
In my darkest mess,
Will stay at my side
Through the darkness.
K
My minds evolving
Or getting more lost,
With no consideration
For the sanity it’s cost.
Unrealistic theories
It strings together,
Glad I’m not immortal
I couldn’t do this forever.
Like a black hole
Sucking in every idea,
It’s planned every scenario
For the next 10 years.
Running out of room
It’s creating a database,
Next it’ll be in my bed
Stealing my space.
I would turn it off
However, there’s a glitch,
It never came with a manual
Or any kind of switch.
Meet the annoying voices
That haunt my mind,
Hunting for answers
No genius would find.
Someone once said
“Let your mind be free”
Well it’s currently on holiday
Planning world domination,
Whilst sipping tequilas
Under a palm tree.
K
You’re bewitched
Chasing the forbidden,
Curious to find
Treasure that’s hidden.
You view this world
Like a jigsaw puzzle,
Recycling pieces
From all the rubble.
You travel to places
Out of bounds,
Treating this planet
Like a playground.
Magnetically pulled
Into the unknown,
You’re not afraid
To walk alone.
An adrenaline junkie
Addicted to life,
You need the fix
To feel alive.
An outcast
Born to be free,
Discovering fate
Writing destiny.
K
Accept the beauty
In her untamed flames.
She’s willing to burn
For everything,
She’s ever loved.
A wild, hot mess,
Who no longer dies
In the ashes.
She rises up
Like the phoenix
Reborn into flames,
And she’s not afraid
To burn more powerful
Than the fires
Surrounding her.
K
It’s just me & the night
A comforting darkness,
The stars gaze over
In shining delight.
All this beauty up above
Perfectly created,
Capturing hearts
In an hypnotic love.
It will be over soon
I’ve to wait another day,
Before I’m reunited
With the moon.
K
I’ve know my balance
& I’ve got limits,
They get pushed
Right over the edge.
There’s warning signs
I often ignore,
But at least I know them.
K
It didn’t kill you
But part of you died,
That’s why you drink
You’re screaming inside.
You tried to protect her
When will you see,
You gave her everything
Including your sanity.
You loved her hard
Caught her when she fell,
But it’s impossible
To control the mind,
From living hell.
You gave her strength
To face herself,
She left you in darkness
Battling yourself.
She was blind & never knew
As you was saving her,
She was killing you.
K
Probably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay!
Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.
Source: The Darkest fairytale published!
You’re made from the stars
The light in the dark,
Filled of magical love
Leaving your spark.
A queen born to reign
You don’t need a prince,
You earned your kingdom
Through blood & pain.
An old wise soul
Spreading peace,
Born a timeless beauty
She’s a masterpiece.
A girl who’s cursed
For loving too hard,
Her passion is stained
In the hearts she’s scarred.
Her soul is beyond deep
Treasure lies beneath her skin,
It’s an ocean of magnificence
You’ll need to learn how to swim.
K
I once lost my mind
Searching for yours,
I didn’t know who I was
But I was damn sure,
It wouldn’t be the same for you.
We walked miles through time
Battled many beings,
Smashed through the concrete
That surrounded our feelings.
We made many enemies
And many friends,
We had to keep moving
So we lost them in the end.
As the months flew by
I never left your side,
It took a while for me to see
As I was helping you,
You were saving me.
At times we wanted to give up
It was too much strain,
We learnt to find ourselves
Fighting through the pain.
It’s taken years or war
Which feels like forever,
The journeys not over
But we’ll heal together.
K
All I ever wanted
Was butterflies
Magic & rainbows.
This was mistranslated,
As I received chaos
Insanity, darkness
& blows after blows.
I wanted the freedom
Of dancing in the meadows,
Singing with the birds
Whilst the fish,
Nibble my toes.
Instead I settled for,
Running from demons
That I’m keeping fed,
Staying up all night
Chatting to the voices
That are in my head.
Maybe it’s me
As my expectations
Are slightly eccentric,
It’s more like a fantasy
As it couldn’t be any further,
From fucking reality.
K
He always protected me
But for just one moment,
I witnessed his pain & vulnerability.
He held back his hurt and tears
I glanced for a second more,
Before I held him in my arms
And whispered,
How many times did you need me
And I wasn’t there?
K
As soon as our eyes locked
My life turned into hell,
You imprisoned me
In a self destructive cell.
How my heart longs
That we could be together,
This romance is lost
To an impossible adventure.
You gave me a heavy heart
With a broken soul,
A reckless mind
And a love you stole.
You became my weakness
Which you’ll never know,
What I actually feel for you
As I’ll never show.
Instead I’ll hide you here
As we could never be,
I’ll write you into
Heartbreaking poetry.
K
I’m not afraid to fall
Pieces of me fall all the time.
It’s pieces of insanity that remains,
So insane it beautifully aches.
I gave up looking for a happy ending,
Now I pass the time until the end.
I’m lost inbetween my mind
As I don’t want to hurt again
But I want to feel again.
My heart holds the answers
& i can barely hear it anymore,
It’s been damaged so many times
All that remains is a ghostly whisper.
K
When I look at you
I see the stars in the sky,
Standing in front
Of my own eyes.
I see the rest of me
The world as a whole,
For when I look at you
I see the missing half
Of my very soul.
K
It’s like my mind & heart
Are not connected,
What’s felt in the heart
Will never be projected.
All these lose wires
Make me look heartless
And Plato once quoted said
‘Love is a serious mental illness’
They speak different languages
My heart asks for romance,
Which the minds laughs
As It doesn’t give me a chance.
Maybe I didn’t return
From previous heartache
My mind doesn’t want to relive
Those terrible mistakes.
My brain has not heart
And my heart has no brain,
They need to meet halfway
Before I turn insane.
Trying to connect the dots
But there’s no picture,
A haunted mind
With a romantic heart
Is a tragic mixture.
K
She’s an angel
Who’s scared of the light,
She won’t use her wings
As she’s afraid of heights.
She isn’t a coward
Just worlds away
She can’t be discovered
In just one day.
A homesick girl
It’s written on her face,
She’s looking for existence
Trying to find her place.
She has loved & lost
Fought and cried,
She’s a hell of an Angel
Because she has tried.
K
Wouldn’t it be good
If life had a soundtrack,
You’d know what was going on.
You could fast forward,
Rewind, pause and playback.
What songs would play?
Would it be a happy beat?
Sad songs with violins
A full orchestra,
Or songs we’d repeat.
Would our soul mate
Dance to the same song?
Would we be compatible
Or would the beat be wrong?
Music is always in the air
As the sound of nature plays,
Songs in the background
Would be magic to a rainy day.
K
Love all her story
From the bad grammar
To all the typos,
Lose yourself in her every verse
Let her be the book
You can’t put down.
Read her over & over again
Hold her tight,
Through every cliffhanger.
Be her lover
Be her reader,
Just don’t become her editor.
Don’t judge her cover
Or change the summary,
Have her as your guilty pleasure,
Let her be the library
Of your life.
Don’t write the chapters for her
Write the chapters with her.
K
I’d describe you
as a hurricane
On a sunny day,
Full of lightening
And magical rays.
You’re a crazy novel
On peaceful night,
A matured whiskey
With a bite.
You’re a love
That rules the heart,
An ink that over spills
A work of art.
A favorite song
With an addictive beat,
A taste so beautiful
It’s bitter sweet.
K
The mind haunts itself
Of deadly radiation,
You dig for answers
In the ashes of salvation.
It’s an explosive reaction
Like a nuclear fusion,
The aftermath of war
Builds this intrusion.
You try to run
From all of the trouble,
But the mind buries you
Under the rubble.
You dig through the dust
So you’re able to breathe,
As this toxic atmosphere
Won’t let you leave.
You can win the battle
And lose the war,
As the emotions linger
In every spore.
There’s hope on the horizon
As your still breathing,
You hear the particles whisper
A call of freedom.
K
Fall in love with a writer
To be immortal,
Your soul lives on
In their lyrical portal.
They pour their heart
Into every page,
So it will be a love
That’ll never age.
K
