Garden of evil

I sit on the grey
Inbetween the divide,
Blocking the mayhem
On the other side.
I’m not the key
Nor the door,
I’m only a girl
Searching for more.
The code is written
In my bone,
Along with ice
Covering this stone.
I’m only a girl
Surrounded by people
Sitting quietly
In a garden of evil.

K

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Obscure

I’m not happy
I’m not sad,
I’m slightly normal
Yet I’m mad.
There’s pieces of me
Flying free,
Yet pieces of me
You’ll never see.

K

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The rose

Like the rose
Vibrant & red,
The petals fall
Until it’s dead.
Thorns protect
Its inner shell,
To guard it from
This living hell.
Burying its roots
Underground,
It feeds from life
All around.
For then it lives
& then it dies,
Ready to be cut
From our very eyes.

K

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Madness

I’ve a touch of madness
I know the signs,
It begins with voices
& ends with rhymes.
I’ve to lose myself
For creativity,
It’s the only way
My mind is free.
It’s beautiful
Yet it’s my curse,
To lay down my disease
In every verse.
For when it begins
I’m must be ready,
To turn this madness
Into extraordinary.

K

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Lost

I’m afraid I’m lost
I’m unable to write,
My hope is drifting
Out of sight.
Hours wasted
But who am I?
I’m sinking deeper
When I want to fly.
I am rather lost
Not in wonderland,
In a frame of mind
I don’t understand.
It is a mystery
I can’t piece together,
But one second here
Feels like forever.

K

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Spectrum

Colours can bleed
Colours can cry,
They fade away
But they never die.
There’s dark & light
Purple or golden,
Associated with life
& different emotion.
Choose a colour
To match your soul,
Would it be vibrant?
Or as black as coal?
Mix the colours
That others will see?
Show them the spectrum
Of what you can be.

K

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Different things

He wants a love
with sunsets,
walks on the beach
As we hold hands
under the heat.
I want a love
In the shadows
Of the moonlight
As we drink rum,
Under the stars
Before we trespass
To forbidden lands.

K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

Probably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay! Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key. Source: The Darkest fairytale published!…

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An artist was made

I buried him in my mind
The funeral was in my heart,
I grieved & cried every tear
Until there were none.
Of course I did, I missed him
The years moved on as did I,
I had to let him die inside
Just so I could live.
I picked up what remained
Every piece he shattered.
Through all the pain
An artist was made
I sculptured myself into
A better, stronger version
That couldn’t be destroyed
Yet a version of myself
That could love again.

K

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Beautiful sickness

Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.

K

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Freedom

The heart gives
Bad directions,
Carrying the soul
To the darkest depths.
Passion leads
To forbidden lands,
As temptation steals
Every breath.
The hunger for life
Creates addiction,
It’s like a drug
Cursing the veins
Of its infliction.
All paths lead
To experience,
As all the chaos
Leads to freedom.

K

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Intellectual orgasm

Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
Like a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.

K

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Clearing space

It is okay,
To give yourself pep talks
I shout at myself daily,
Like suck it up bitch
Get a grip pussy,
You’re doing your best.
Then to cheer myself up
I look at the scared faces
Sat on the train with me,
Working out if I’m normal
Or clinically insane.
I just smile back at them
& say I’m not talking to you,
I turn to my reflection
Point at myself and say,
“I’m answering that bitch”
Never had this much leg room.

K

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Wild soul

I’d live in the city
Or the country,
If they could handle
The jungle in me.
I’d walk the seas
Or fly in the sky,
If I wasn’t held down
By gravity.
I’d run for the hills
Or climb the mountains,
Yet neither would let
This beast roam free.
No place is home
For a girl like me,
No place would accept
The creature in me.

K

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The fallen don’t fly

There’s no way out
I’m stuck here hiding
With me & my doubt,
I’m blinded by the light
Struck by the darkness
Hiding in the night.
It’s a soothing darkness
It hides the shadows
It drowns the madness.
Yet i let time flicker by
I’m questioning the past
And why I didn’t die.
There’s faults in my code
That’s why I carry
Each and every load.
I feel it all
Every single day,
Each blow & every fall.
Yet I’m here now
The angels won’t let me die,
I’ve told them before
The fallen can’t fly.

K

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Paradise

I am the island
you are the ocean,
Your waves caress me
In a hypnotic motion.
Your tide whisks
My sands away,
Finding new pieces
In every wave.
When we merge
We are a paradise,
With islands of dreams
Coming alive.
Discovering each other
In the darkest depths,
We are a magic
That always connects.

K

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Guardian

I will chase you
Through life or death,
Just to see you smile
To feel the warmth
Of your breath.
I’ll give up my humanity
Just to keep you safe,
And blanket you
From this reality.
I’ll always be close
Giving you lectures,
Fighting away monsters
As your protector.
I’ll always be here
If you ever need me,
As I’ll always love you.
Unconditionally.

K

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Muse

You’re the muse
In my ear,
Whispering things
Only I can hear,
Telling me secrets
Telling me lies,
You’re the sparkle
In my eyes.
You give me strength
You give me hope,
You’re the reflection
In my kaleidoscope.
Keeping me grounded
As my anchor,
You’re the oxygen
In my atmosphere.

K

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Cross the line

I asked the skies
To give me a sign,
The lightning struck
A silver line.
I crossed the line
To a paradise,
Filled with chaos
Hurricanes,
And shards of ice.
In all this ice
Was your name,
The skies showed me
Beauty can be found
In the chaos,
Of pain.

K

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Pride

I’d die on my feet
Than live on my knees,
I wasn’t born to beg
Or born to please.
I’ve my own mind
That won’t be swayed,
I’m not into games
I won’t be played.
As long as I live
I’ll always have fight,
I’m mentally strong
With a hell of a bite.
I was never raised
To be weak,
I’ll take my stand
To die on my feet.

K

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Jekyll and Hyde

The natural state
Has its own parallel,
From life & death
Man & women
To angel & devil.
They all come in pairs
One would not work
Without the other.
Good wouldn’t exist
Without bad,
Fires would burn
Without water,
Night has to rest
For us to see the day.
Did order exist
Before the chaos,
Or did the chaos
Create the order.
We live in a world
Of Jekyll and Hyde’s,
With different faces
And opposing sides.

K

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Nothing to lose

You stared into the deep
Until you became the abyss,
No warmth or smiles
Just an emptiness.
A hollow ocean
Where the tides stops,
There’s no anchor here
It’s a never ending drop.
You’re falling deeper
The sun is hiding,
The light in the dark
Is barely surviving.
The roof caves in
But nobody’s around,
No-one can hear the screams
So you don’t make a sound.
It’s along way up
Broken & bruised,
Yet you’ll fight harder
When there’s nothing to lose.

K

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Ignite

Kiss me,
Like I’m the only women alive
Make love to me,
Like it’s our last time.
Melt away,
All that surrounds us
Tell me you love me,
Like it would save your life.

K

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We’re all guilty

He is ready
For hot wild sex,
Whilst I’m prepared
To hit the deck.
Yet I play along
For his sake,
I pray I can manage
To stay awake.
He kisses & teases
Moans & groans,
Sitting on top
I feel the aches
In my bones.
I start out steady
Taking the lead,
But my eyes are tired
So I increase the speed.
It doesn’t take long
For him to cum,
I’m cheering inside
As we’re finally done.
He looks happy
And really pleased,
I’m figuring out
If I’ve got cramp
In my knees.
He turns and says
You’re breathing fast,
I’m out of shape
I cheekily laugh.
We both roll over
He’s completely gone,
But now I can’t sleep
I’m too turned on.

K

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Walk alone

Damaged people have seen hell
They don’t need Bibles,
To realise why the angels fell.
The little they’ve received
Is the most they’ve known,
Walking in the ashes
Of what life has thrown.
They’ve met the humans
With very little humanity,
Seen the cracks in this world
And drowned in the reality.
The scars are indented
Right down to the bone,
Earning the strength
They walk alone.

K

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Writers

Writing isn’t a choice
It’s a part of you,
Tattooed into the DNA
Printed onto every organ
It’s a passion born to stay.
Writers lead two lives,
One in reality
The other on paper,
You are the lead roles
Aswell as the editor.
It’s an addiction
A drug you can’t forget
Armed with words,
Fantasies and hope
Embedded into ink,
From every breath
To every sunset.
It’s a beauty yet a curse
From the life you lead
To the life you dream,
The thoughts explode
From every seam.
It’s a parallel world
A portal of art,
Mirrored into your life
Scripted into your heart.
And as the author
You’ll live & experience
Everything twice.

K

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I will

I will write
I will sing
Let me see
What my rhymes
Will bring.
I will run
I will dance
I’ll give this world
Every chance.
I will fight
& never fail,
I’ll live my life
As the darkest
Fairytale.

K

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Homeless heart

Don’t break my heart
Before I fall,
Give me a chance
To give you it all.
Allow my love
To heal your soul
Fill in the blank spaces,
Until the puzzle
Is once again whole.
My dear please,
Not all prisons have walls
The fear you run from,
Is the fear I’m falling for.
I will be the person
You call home,
As I promise
To keep your heart safe
To protect it
Like it was my own.

K

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Memories

Do you remember
Being you & free,
Building those sandcastles
Swimming in the sea.
Playing on our skates
And making dens
This was our fun,
We didn’t need
Technology back then.
Having no care in the world
We was running wild,
This is what it’s like
Being a child.
We’d climb to the top
Of every tree,
Go home filthy
With cuts on our knees.
The play times changed
as we grew old,
The bonds were formed
From the memories we hold.
To talk about a time
That brought us pleasure,
A grin appears
They’re ours to Treasure.

K

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Invigorating

I’m all about unicorns,
Rainbows and light,
With added sarcasm
And a poetic bite.
I will fight for love
Or anything greater,
With a vocabulary like
A posh drunken sailor.
I’ve a sexy imagination
Like a dirty damsel,
I’ll be really good
Or a god damn handful.
I’m completely loyal
Yet slightly psychopathic,
I’ll give you my best
As a hopeless romantic.
I’ll wear that little dress
With those heels you like,
Then I’ll drop you a hint
That I’m on a hunger strike.
You’ll never get bored
As longs as you’re with me,
We can be lovers or friends
Just don’t become my enemy.

K

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Darkest mess

Stay up with me
Get to know me best,
We can chat all night
We don’t need to rest.
I’ve never been shallow
My mind is deep,
It comes alive at night
To eliminate the weak.
Snooze your alarms
Break your regime,
I don’t need to doze
You are my dream.
Can you handle me
In my darkest mess,
Will stay at my side
Through the darkness.

K

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A free mind

My minds evolving
Or getting more lost,
With no consideration
For the sanity it’s cost.
Unrealistic theories
It strings together,
Glad I’m not immortal
I couldn’t do this forever.
Like a black hole
Sucking in every idea,
It’s planned every scenario
For the next 10 years.
Running out of room
It’s creating a database,
Next it’ll be in my bed
Stealing my space.
I would turn it off
However, there’s a glitch,
It never came with a manual
Or any kind of switch.
Meet the annoying voices
That haunt my mind,
Hunting for answers
No genius would find.
Someone once said
“Let your mind be free”
Well it’s currently on holiday
Planning world domination,
Whilst sipping tequilas
Under a palm tree.

K

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Writing destiny

You’re bewitched
Chasing the forbidden,
Curious to find
Treasure that’s hidden.
You view this world
Like a jigsaw puzzle,
Recycling pieces
From all the rubble.
You travel to places
Out of bounds,
Treating this planet
Like a playground.
Magnetically pulled
Into the unknown,
You’re not afraid
To walk alone.
An adrenaline junkie
Addicted to life,
You need the fix
To feel alive.
An outcast
Born to be free,
Discovering fate
Writing destiny.

K

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Ashes to flame

Accept the beauty
In her untamed flames.
She’s willing to burn
For everything,
She’s ever loved.
A wild, hot mess,
Who no longer dies
In the ashes.
She rises up
Like the phoenix
Reborn into flames,
And she’s not afraid
To burn more powerful
Than the fires
Surrounding her.

K

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Comforting darkness

It’s just me & the night
A comforting darkness,
The stars gaze over
In shining delight.
All this beauty up above
Perfectly created,
Capturing hearts
In an hypnotic love.
It will be over soon
I’ve to wait another day,
Before I’m reunited
With the moon.

K

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Balance

I’ve know my balance
& I’ve got limits,
They get pushed
Right over the edge.
There’s warning signs
I often ignore,
But at least I know them.

K

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Toxic Love

It didn’t kill you
But part of you died,
That’s why you drink
You’re screaming inside.
You tried to protect her
When will you see,
You gave her everything
Including your sanity.
You loved her hard
Caught her when she fell,
But it’s impossible
To control the mind,
From living hell.
You gave her strength
To face herself,
She left you in darkness
Battling yourself.
She was blind & never knew
As you was saving her,
She was killing you.

K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

the_darkest_fairytal_cover_for_kindleProbably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay!

Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.

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Species over ignorance

People forget
We’re a species,
The human race,
Yet we fight each other
For petty things
Time can’t replace.
We’re a planet
Yet continents apart,
Split by politics
And ignorant hearts.
Terrorism & power
Discrimination & wealth,
Is it worth the dangers
Put on our health?
Armies ordered to kill
We don’t get a say,
As we’re insignificant
Just part of the decay.
Why do we pay tax?
To keep the world fed,
No one owns earth
Without it we’ll be dead.
We’re all born the same
As unique as each other,
We should accept sexuality
Religions & all skin colours.
There’s billions of humans
But little humanity,
Change gets lost in the chaos
Of this messed up reality.

K

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Soul food

Passion is best served naked
A dish dripping with heat,
You can’t forget its name
It tastes so bitter sweet.
A guilty pleasure
Making the mouth water,
Hitting every nerve
Turning you into a Monster.
Fill every starving inch
It’s an addictive thirst,
A desperate hunger
That’s well deserved.
Lay it on the table
Serve me greed,
My soul needs satisfying
My soul needs to feed.

K

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Fading away

I’m homesick for a place
I don’t know exists,
My body feels out of place
As this reality turns & twists.
It’s like a surreal dream
Which has many layers,
I’m trapped in this madness
Locked in my mind,
Just like Alice.
I’m very lonely here
It’s far too silent,
Paths are disappearing
And the sun is hiding.
The trees are frozen
Leaves don’t fall,
There’s nothing in the air
Except my desperate call.
I’m like an alien
Invading this planet,
But I’m slowly sinking
Just like the Titanic.
The doors are locked
I’m in too deep,
I pray for reality
To wake from this sleep.

K

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Masterpiece

You’re made from the stars
The light in the dark,
Filled of magical love
Leaving your spark.
A queen born to reign
You don’t need a prince,
You earned your kingdom
Through blood & pain.
An old wise soul
Spreading peace,
Born a timeless beauty
She’s a masterpiece.
A girl who’s cursed
For loving too hard,
Her passion is stained
In the hearts she’s scarred.
Her soul is beyond deep
Treasure lies beneath her skin,
It’s an ocean of magnificence
You’ll need to learn how to swim.

K

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Army of two

I once lost my mind
Searching for yours,
I didn’t know who I was
But I was damn sure,
It wouldn’t be the same for you.
We walked miles through time
Battled many beings,
Smashed through the concrete
That surrounded our feelings.
We made many enemies
And many friends,
We had to keep moving
So we lost them in the end.
As the months flew by
I never left your side,
It took a while for me to see
As I was helping you,
You were saving me.
At times we wanted to give up
It was too much strain,
We learnt to find ourselves
Fighting through the pain.
It’s taken years or war
Which feels like forever,
The journeys not over
But we’ll heal together.

K

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Expectations vs reality

All I ever wanted
Was butterflies
Magic & rainbows.
This was mistranslated,
As I received chaos
Insanity, darkness
& blows after blows.
I wanted the freedom
Of dancing in the meadows,
Singing with the birds
Whilst the fish,
Nibble my toes.
Instead I settled for,
Running from demons
That I’m keeping fed,
Staying up all night
Chatting to the voices
That are in my head.
Maybe it’s me
As my expectations
Are slightly eccentric,
It’s more like a fantasy
As it couldn’t be any further,
From fucking reality.

K

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Wildfire

The fire inside you
Burns brighter & higher,
It’s filled with anger
Passion & desire.
It’s like a bird
That isn’t caged,
you’re free to fly
But the wings are aged.
It’s order & mayhem
That’s learnt to evolve,
When the world crumbles
You no longer dissolve.
You are the flames
Beautifully untamed
A fire that refuses
To be contained.

K

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me
But for just one moment,
I witnessed his pain & vulnerability.
He held back his hurt and tears
I glanced for a second more,
Before I held him in my arms
And whispered,
How many times did you need me
And I wasn’t there?

K

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Heartbreaking poetry..

As soon as our eyes locked
My life turned into hell,
You imprisoned me
In a self destructive cell.
How my heart longs
That we could be together,
This romance is lost
To an impossible adventure.
You gave me a heavy heart
With a broken soul,
A reckless mind
And a love you stole.
You became my weakness
Which you’ll never know,
What I actually feel for you
As I’ll never show.
Instead I’ll hide you here
As we could never be,
I’ll write you into
Heartbreaking poetry.

K

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Ghostly whisper

I’m not afraid to fall
Pieces of me fall all the time.
It’s pieces of insanity that remains,
So insane it beautifully aches.
I gave up looking for a happy ending,
Now I pass the time until the end.
I’m lost inbetween my mind
As I don’t want to hurt again
But I want to feel again.
My heart holds the answers
& i can barely hear it anymore,
It’s been damaged so many times
All that remains is a ghostly whisper.

K

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My world

When I look at you
I see the stars in the sky,
Standing in front
Of my own eyes.
I see the rest of me
The world as a whole,
For when I look at you
I see the missing half
Of my very soul.

K

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Foreign body

It’s like my mind & heart
Are not connected,
What’s felt in the heart
Will never be projected.
All these lose wires
Make me look heartless
And Plato once quoted  said
‘Love is a serious mental illness’
They speak different languages
My heart asks for romance,
Which the minds laughs
As It doesn’t give me a chance.
Maybe I didn’t return
From previous heartache
My mind doesn’t want to relive
Those terrible mistakes.
My brain has not heart
And my heart has no brain,
They need to meet halfway
Before I turn insane.
Trying to connect the dots
But there’s no picture,
A haunted mind
With a romantic heart
Is a tragic mixture.

K

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Angel

She’s an angel
Who’s scared of the light,
She won’t use her wings
As she’s afraid of heights.
She isn’t a coward
Just worlds away
She can’t be discovered
In just one day.
A homesick girl
It’s written on her face,
She’s looking for existence
Trying to find her place.
She has loved & lost
Fought and cried,
She’s a hell of an Angel
Because she has tried.

K

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Consumed

My favorite colour
Is the colour of your eyes.
The sound I like most
Is your voice when you speak.
My hobbies include
Spooning until mid afternoon,
Watching you sleep
And dreaming of you
When you’re not around.
It’s insane that one person,
Could do this to another.
It’s crazy to think,
My heart only belonged to me.

K

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Soundtrack

Wouldn’t it be good
If life had a soundtrack,
You’d know what was going on.
You could fast forward,
Rewind, pause and playback.
What songs would play?
Would it be a happy beat?
Sad songs with violins
A full orchestra,
Or songs we’d repeat.
Would our soul mate
Dance to the same song?
Would it mean we’re compatible
Or would the beat, just be wrong?
There’s always music in the air
the wind & rhythm that sways,
Songs playing in the background
Would get me through the day.

K

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Library of love

Love all her story
From the bad grammar
To all the typos,
Lose yourself in her every verse
Let her be the book
You can’t put down.
Read her over & over again
Hold her tight,
Through every cliffhanger.
Be her lover
Be her reader,
Just don’t become her editor.
Don’t judge her cover
Or change the summary,
Have her as your guilty pleasure,
Let her be the library
Of your life.
Don’t write the chapters for her
Write the chapters with her.

K

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Bitter sweet

I’d describe you
as a hurricane
On a sunny day,
Full of lightening
And magical rays.
You’re a crazy novel
On peaceful night,
A matured whiskey
With a bite.
You’re a love
That rules the heart,
An ink that over spills
A work of art.
A favorite song
With an addictive beat,
A taste so beautiful
It’s bitter sweet.

K

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Radioactive

The mind haunts itself
Of deadly radiation,
You dig for answers
In the ashes of salvation.
It’s an explosive reaction
Like a nuclear fusion,
The aftermath of war
Builds this intrusion.
You try to run
From all of the trouble,
But the mind buries you
Under the rubble.
You dig through the dust
So you’re able to breathe,
As this toxic atmosphere
Won’t let you leave.
You can win the battle
And lose the war,
As the emotions linger
In every spore.
There’s hope on the horizon
As your still breathing,
You hear the particles whisper
A call of freedom.

K

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A writers soul

Fall in love with a writer
To be immortal,
Your soul lives on
In their lyrical portal.
They pour their heart
Into every page,
So it will be a love
That’ll never age.

K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

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Hello to my amazing followers,

Ok so it’s coming up to my year anniversary on my blog, so to celebrate in style I am very proud to share with you all that The darkest fairytale has now been published yay! and I want to say big thank you to all my awesome followers who keep me sane, and make writing even more amazing and worthwhile. 🙂

Available on Amazon books, Kindle and Barnes and noble (other retailers will be updated shortly)

 

https://www.amazon.co.uk/darkest-Fairytale-dreamed-could-asleep/dp/1541193334

K

 

 

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Zombie

He’s like a zombie
Completely dead inside,
He won’t keep his hands off me.
Smelling the blood in my veins
Does he want to caress my body,
Or explore my brains.
His eyes look so cold
But they burn through me,
With his greedy scold.
He stares whilst I undress
He wants to taste my body,
To sink his teeth into my flesh.
He’s making my skin blush
With those hungry eyes,
It’s quite an adrenaline rush.
I see the thirst he craves
He’s got me hooked
Turning me into deaths slave.
I’d give up all my humanity
To taste his flesh
For the rest of infinity.

K

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Divide

The angels call me
When they feel me die,
The devil chains me
So I’m unable to fly.
I’m stuck in the grey
Between black & white,
As I don’t know which side
Feels quite right.
The voices call me
But they’re in my head,
The demons cling on
As I’m keeping them fed.
Maybe I’ll go to limbo
As my life is a contradiction,
I’ve two people inside me
Both are my crucifixion.
I change within seconds
It’s a funny switch,
I go from heart of gold
To ice cold bitch.
I’m constantly lost
Battling both inside,
I guess when I die
I’ll just sit on the divide.

K

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Wolf in the night

A creature of habit is what they say, Too predictable routine by day. Here comes the night The beast is released, by the clear moon light. A new blood trail scattered behind, For all the humans lef…

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Sinking

Do you ever feel like

None of this is real,

Like were living in the Matrix

Programmed to feel.

Do you ever think

Life isn’t how it seems,

We’re lost in limbo

And this reality is a dream.

Do you ever wait

To wake from this sleep

But your mind has drifted

Far too deep.

Do you ever hope

This will soon be over,

Because you realised

You couldn’t sink any lower.

K

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Speechless

They’d laugh & joke
Pull my confidence,
I stayed in silence
As self defense.
They took my voice
Unable to speak,
They made me believe
I was born a freak.
With no self-esteem
I’d hide behind my twin,
I’d drown in the crowd
Whilst she would swim.
But then she left
She couldn’t be my speaker,
I never realised
How much I needed her.
Years have passed
And now I hide in isolation
So others don’t notice
I’m just a broken creation.

K

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Life cuts

When life cuts too deep
And leaves you bleeding,
When the sun on the horizon
Is no longer burning.
When all your dreams
Have lost their meaning,
You look into the darkness
For some kind of healing.
When the tide stops turning
You don’t look for the moon,
When you wake in the morning
You hope it’ll be over soon.
So you close your eyes
And hope you don’t wake,
But even in your dreams
Your heart still aches.
You put on a smile
Even when you feel rotten,
So nobody will witness
When you’ve hit rock bottom.

K

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Shooting star..

My mind is drifting
It’s like I’m a shooting star,
But I’m not dying
I’m searching for you,
Wide and far.
In a endless darkness
And I’m the light,
Like a glow torch
I’m leading the way
Into the night.
Can you see me
Or am I too far away,
I’m twinkling for you
In every galaxy.
I’ll find you dear
And bring you home,
Because stars like you
Shouldn’t sparkle alone.

K

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Soul engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.

K

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Mr time..

He’s judging me
The man called time,
Waving his hands at me
Because he’s holding mine.
Moving the dials forward
He won’t go back,
The only time I see the past
Is through the flashbacks.
I can hear him calling me
Through the ticks & tocks,
My brain questions
As he just mocks.
He won’t freeze
It’s like being in maze,
So many paths
Without any keys.
He’s seeing if i’d break
Because those dials of his,
Never give me time
They just always take.

K

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Day 238 – Final – Whispered Words

Great piece of poetry! From https://my3sixty5challenge.com/  I recommend checking out their blog, some incredible pieces of writing.

Fear In Fear Magazine

Desperation has taken over,

searching,

clawing,

digging myself out,

lost in this nightmare,

lost all alone,

can you save me,

help me,

free me,

take me home?

I’ll do what you want,

I’ll make you feel good,

then,

well,

let’s save something for next time,

you’ll like it,

so trust me,

and see.

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Another year older..

Tomorrow another year older
Very little change,
Just another year wiser.
With my twin from the start
She is the castle,
Surrounding my heart.
My sister who is my best friend
Who is there beside me,
Until the very end.
Tomorrow I’ll be holding her hair
As she is vomiting away,
More than her fair share.
We’ll be dancing until dawn
Our feet will blister,
Until the hangovers switch on.
Double trouble that’s for sure
Shame it’s another year
We don’t mature.

K

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Behind closed doors..

I don’t do this dating malarkey
Do you need to be familiar,
For me to choke you sexually.
Do I really need to know
Your whole family history,
when you’re on your knees
Kissing me tenderly.
There is no safe words
Just whips and chains,
I’ll push you to the limits
Of pleasure and pain.
You’re in for dark ride
Between the sheets,
When the lights go out
I am a real freak.
It’s a mixture between
Fantasy and romance,
What I will do to you
Is like a kinky dance.
So please take my hand
For a night of pleasure
I can guarantee to raise
your blood pressure.

K

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