It is a dark fairytale
That’s what they say,
They don’t know nothing
Of these demons I slay.
They cower and hide
In the peak of war,
As I stand and fight
With the fear I ignore.
So please mock & tease
I’m watching your move
I see your eyebrow raise
When you disapprove.
Underestimate me please
You won’t do it again,
As strength was formed
In the mist of pain.
K
The ocean takes me
Just like a storm,
Throwing me deeper
As the coral forms.
But here I swim
Deeper by day,
As all this beauty
Takes my mind away.
It’s a sense of freedom
Found never before,
Feeling these depths
My feet on the shore.
The ocean is freedom
I had hoped to find,
With treasure lost
Just like my mind.
So swallow me
In those blow holes,
My heart can not heal
Without ocean souls.
This is my world
Or what I had wished,
The freedom was a dream
Until it had vanished.
K
All hallows eve
When divides break,
From dead to living
From sleep to awake.
The ghosts cross over
To trick and treat,
Observing our world
From a window seat.
It’s a night of magic
As witches are reborn,
The dead only remember
The words they sworn.
So on hallows eve
Remember the history,
As you will cross paths
With a deadly mystery.
K
I walked through fire
It was the only way out,
flames burned higher
Fuelled from fear & doubt.
I couldn’t feel the heat
I only felt the burn,
With one way forward
I could no longer return.
The nights were dark
I always felt whole,
Because I had this fire
Burning within my soul.
K
Night has come again
I’m back in the zone
All these strange faces
I fade Into the unknown.
This is my insanity
It’s somewhat a fright,
I will pretend I’m blind,
As I ignore my sight.
Don’t get me wrong
This is very familiar,
I am never scared
As my mind is clearer.
I will sit and observe
My mind takes control,
As I sit and experience
Visions of my soul.
K
Rose petals fall
From a white sky,
Painting towns red
In a beautiful lullaby.
The paths are still
There’s no wind in sight,
The red petals glow
In the dark of the night.
Once a fearful colour
Linked with danger,
Yet only peace remains
There is no anger.
Like the stars have fallen
Upon this earth,
& now we’re all lost
In a magical universe.
K
You hear the roars
In the screams,
You see the light
In people’s dreams.
You feel alive
In the darkest night,
You see more
Without your sight.
You hear the whispers
In a crowded room,
You feel the touch
Of the flowers bloom.
You smell his scent
From miles away,
You’re more connected
Than night & day.
K
Please pick up a copy of my book The darkest fairytale. Contains poetry from an insane mind. 
Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.
There are boxes
Inside my mind,
Different memories
Uniquely designed.
Some are happy
Some are sad,
Most just sound
Like I’m going mad.
Priceless artifacts
Pieces of time,
From every laugh
To every crime.
Every encounter
Will have a box,
Only the good times
Don’t have locks.
I’ve loved Alot
And lived my life,
But some boxes
Can barely survive.
K
The darkness of the night
Is magnetic to me,
No expectations or duties
I can escape reality.
The stillness & unknown
With magical peace,
The twinkling of the stars
& comfort of the sheets.
My imagination is free
In this dark place,
You can’t read my thoughts
Or see smiles on my face.
Nobody can judge
They will all be asleep,
So I’ll lay here and think
As my thoughts swim deep
So when darkness dwells
And the night time falls,
Take a minute to feel
Nature’s perfected flaws.
K
I strolled through fiction
To look for the truth,
Masked in fairy-tales
From the root of a tooth.
I stood at a distance
Hiding in others eyes,
Kissing their dreams
As fire in disguise.
Risks didn’t break me
I was broken in the fall,
I never felt so tiny
Standing up tall.
The world carries on
In this land of mine,
I’m chasing seconds
In frozen time.
K
Sometimes I feel
like an echo,
With time I fade
Just like a shadow.
You hear me now
But I’ll be gone later,
Painting in rhythm
As the illustrator.
Maybe I’m a star
Lost within the night,
Shooting through space
Out of clear sight.
I forget who I am
As I disappear,
I’m confused at times
Why am I here?
K
Absence of colour
Has no effect,
On a blackened heart
That can’t connect.
Don’t scream for life
Or for any light,
There is no start
Or end in sight.
Forget the rhythm
It has lost its beat,
It will only follow
The sound of defeat.
Different paths
Loneliness screaming,
Circling an orbit
Without any meaning.
K
She once said
You’re on your own,
You’re an outcast
Without a throne.
No armies will follow
Neither will gods,
You can’t win
Against the odds.
I once replied
My life is an island,
With faith & dreams
Imagination leaks
From all the seams.
Underestimate me
You won’t do it again,
I wasn’t born a fool,
I was born a Cain.
K
I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pours,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I again feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And the promise of forever.
K
I can change
Bigger in size,
The devil wakes
Deep inside.
Hitting the roof
With my feelings,
My voice roars
Around the ceiling.
There is no calm
There’s only red,
Danger spilling
From tears bled.
It’s time to wake
Or time to sleep,
An explosive curse
Feeling too deep.
K
I’m starting to fade
Into the light,
Orbs of me drift
Into the night.
I find myself
Amongst the stars,
Shooting brightly
But not that far.
I’m in your sight
Not in your reach,
Spreading magic
In what I teach.
I’m floating high
In addictive lust,
Scattering myself
Into stardust.
K
We are one species
Split by Countries,
As politics divides us
Between the armies.
We wave our flags
For kings and queens,
& socially conform
As part of the machine.
Showing our passports
We’re nothing but codes,
We can’t travel free
As we tax the roads.
Taking a few lives
As we can’t share oil,
Fight the same fight
For nothing but soil.
Please take a minute
And let’s us not forget,
We’re not just Countries
We’re a fucking planet.
K
Born in a land
Forgotten by time,
Days are nights
The stars don’t align.
Fell out of sync
Into another zone,
A place abandoned
Which I call my home.
I’m ahead of myself
Or I was left behind,
Orbiting the outside
Of my very mind.
Days become years
Decades are legends,
Minutes are hours
Forever is a second.
K
My train of thought
Slips from the rails,
As I sit and think
About irrelevant details.
Anxiety takes hold
And the floor sinks,
The world spins
As my mind thinks.
Please don’t approach
I’ve forgot my name,
It’s a pathetic state
Followed by shame.
Anxiety walks me
Into insane cycles,
Only to be explained
As monstrous Bibles.
People will only see
Laughter and smiles,
They don’t see me walk
The darkest miles.
K
I don’t feel pleased
Or even desired,
There’s no passion
I am not inspired
I need excitement
The rush of adrenaline,
I am nothing more
Than a bored specimen.
As the world ticks
And steals my tocks,
I’m swimming in a sea
With a pocket of rocks.
This is my addiction
With veins of greed,
Give me an adventure
I need to feed.
K
A maze in a puzzle
There is no start,
One piece can fix
This jigsaw heart.
Many secrets hide
In all these pieces,
Many doors locked
Behind the creases.
Damaged and forgot
Full of broken energy,
This heart of mine
Is a distant memory.
Parts of this puzzle
Burned in the pain,
One day they’ll heal
One day I’ll love again.
K
Please don’t hide
Your tears from me,
I’ve enough strength
To set us both free.
If you need to cry
I will always be here,
Listening to the words
That bring you fear.
I can make you laugh
Or hold you tight,
Whatever you need
To sleep at night.
If you’re not ready
That would be fine,
We can sit in the dark
Until you’re ready to shine.
K
In the heart of an Angel
Lies the wrath of Satan,
With a wing of each
There’s no ultimatum.
You fight to save
And sacrifice to heal,
You give your life
Trying not to feel.
You was not born
Ignorant or infected,
Seeing the suffering
Leaves you tormented.
Angel of the grey
With a warrior inside,
Uprising in the veins
As both sides collide.
K
Today wasn’t a date
It was a change,
As the images form
As fresh new page.
The eyes they melt
Right into my core,
I could only dream
To feel this more.
It was a perfect day
I don’t want to end,
Paths could change
Around any bend.
Today was tomorrow
A brand new start,
Creating a feeling
Not just as art.
K
Writing isn’t a choice
It’s a part of you,
Tattooed into the DNA
Printed onto every organ
It’s a passion born to stay.
Writers lead two lives,
One in reality
The other on paper,
You are the lead roles
Aswell as the editor.
It’s an addiction
A drug you can’t forget
Armed with words,
Fantasies and hope
Embedded into ink,
From every breath
To every sunset.
It’s a beauty yet a curse
From the life you lead
To the life you dream,
The thoughts explode
From every seam.
It’s a parallel world
A portal of art,
Mirrored into your life
Scripted into your heart.
And as the author
You’ll live & experience
Everything twice.
Source: Writers
Become my artist
For just one day,
Sculpture with passion
Masked in delicate clay.
Paint me with detail
Like I’m a masterpiece,
Canvas me in freedom
Shelter me into sheets.
Spray me onto walls
With your graffiti art,
Frame the imperfection
Of my fractured heart.
With colour’s of joy
And tears of charcoal,
Hang me in a gallery
For broken souls.
K
Walked into a storm
It started as a dream,
I had slid down a path
Into a lava stream.
Climbed up a hill
Which felt like death,
Nothing could be heard
Except fear in my breath.
I could only look down
At this deathly hollow,
The fear in my throat
Was difficult to swallow.
Fires burned bright
As souls changed form,
From life to death
In a blink of a storm.
Winged monsters flew
There were no people,
I had woken in a garden
In the garden of Evil.
K
I’m the second choice
Or someone’s last,
Never the future
Always the past.
I’m not good enough
Barely a memory,
I don’t get a chance
They hardly know me.
My mind is scary
But please don’t run,
I’m not just intimating
I am also fun.
Yes, my mind is strong
But you like the weak,
Someone to praise
Whilst kissing your feet.
I am independent
I don’t mind being alone,
I’ll just sit in my castle
And rule the throne.
K
I fell through lightening
With broken wings,
Landed in a country
Of queens and kings.
Thrown into the ring
Like a bitch on heat,
Getting knocked down
To land on my feet.
Turning into a monster
I had to survive,
I was not born evil
I was not born alive.
Times have passed
I remember my face,
The face of a girl
With anger & grace.
Today stands a women
Young and wise,
Innocent and sweet
Until you see her eyes.
K
I don’t want flowers
I don’t need to be dined,
I’d rather build forts
& drink beer than wine.
Please no compliments
Just a cheeky wink,
Tell me what you want
So I don’t have to think.
We can shut the curtains
Play games all day,
Watch some movies
& drink the night away.
Let’s sleep until noon
We don’t have to wake,
Time is on our side
The world can wait.
K
I am just like
A lonely silhouette,
Lifeless & motionless
A shadow to forget.
I am like an echo
That you don’t hear,
Drifting into the air,
Without any fear.
I am like the wind
Passing by,
You can’t see me
Yet you feel me fly.
I am the sun
On a rainy day,
You miss the light
When it’s hidden away.
K
My mind is lost
The noise is back,
I can’t drown it out
Everything is black.
My mind spirals
Out of control,
I can feel its rage
Destroying my soul.
When will it end
When did it begin,
I’m exhausted to fight
My mind has given in.
Just take over me
And let me see
All these silhouettes
That aren’t meant to be.
K
I’m done with it all
I have given in,
Life is a game
I could never win.
I hate my mind
& all these tears
It only gets worse
Year after year.
When I try to talk
Does anyone listen?
The truth is held
In what I’ve written.
Words on paper
Do not question,
A life of pain
And all its lessons.
K
I have realised
I am on my own,
Around my sister
Doesn’t feel like home.
She does not care
Only for herself,
I bleed and cry
Only to myself.
I hide all this pain
Until the day I die
When I see her
It feels like lies.
She only sees
Her reality,
Whilst I lose myself
In my insanity
K
I’ve never minded
Being alone,
Parts of me miss
What feels like home.
Maybe it’s family
What is missing,
An anchor to life
To stop me drifting.
I don’t see family
In any good light,
My shadow is worn
And Refuses to fight.
All that remains
Are the two that fell,
The girls that say
Home was hell.
K
This is an old one I wrote which today still scares me as my mind was a complete wreck when I wrote this.
Source: Diseased by darkness..
As far as I can tell
I’ve already died once,
And I woke up in this hell.
My mind is a deadly disease
I’m not always in control,
When darkness is overtaking me.
The voices don’t drown
I despise this person inside,
So I turn the mirrors around.
It’s like an evil switch
I go from light to dark,
From angel to bitch.
I’ve walked this life on empty
Filled with secrets & masks,
Surrounded by an awful energy.
There’s a demon in my head
Writing itself into my life,
So I’ll never die when I’m dead.
The rage turns me into stone
Injecting it’s shadows,
Down into my bones.
It’s screaming to open the door
The sins of this life,
Wrapped around my core.
This mind & body it stole
Because when I wake tomorrow,
I don’t know who will be in control.
I’d love to save the world
Every piece created,
Fill hearts full of love
Instead of anger & hatred.
I would give my all
To save mankind,
Open closed hearts
To free ignorant minds.
I’m not good or bad
Or a poisoned seed,
I’m not afraid to fail
I’m not afraid to bleed.
I’m a one women army
Filled with passion & fire,
I wasn’t born to lead
I was born to inspire.
K
It’s silent once again
There is no sound,
The noise breaks me
As I fall to the ground.
Whispers that curse
Shadows that appear,
They’re not tricking me
As my mind is clear.
I’m standing strong
Rising from the ashes
The flames are intense
When dark & light clashes.
I’ve walked through hell
Even ruled the throne,
I don’t fear the darkness
When it feels like home.
K
Reblogging one of my favorites I wrote a while back 🙂
Wouldn’t it be good
If life had a soundtrack,
You’d know what was going on.
You could fast forward,
Rewind, pause and playback.
What songs would play?
Would it be a happy beat?
Sad songs with violins
A full orchestra,
Or songs we’d repeat.
Would our soul mate
Dance to the same song?
Would we be compatible
Or would the beat be wrong?
Music is always in the air
As the sound of nature plays,
Songs in the background
Would be magic to a rainy day.
K
Let’s dance together
One last night,
I’ll follow your rhythm
As you hold me tight.
I’ll take in your scent
As I feel you breathe,
We’ll sway into the night
Before I have to leave.
Our hearts will beat
In tune together,
When souls merge
We’ll dance forever.
If we don’t meet again
That would be fine,
Memories will freeze
In the heart of time.
K
Every touch teases
All my nerves,
Your tongue torments
All my curves.
An unholy sensation
Beneath my skin,
My body craves
To feel you within.
In every kiss
I feel your frustration,
Filled with passion
& a dirty imagination.
You have me begging
Within this chemistry,
As with every thrust
I’m consumed by ecstasy.
K
I swear I’m alive
But I’m no longer here,
I can’t trust myself
Or what I hear.
Shadows haunt
In the brightest light,
Whispering lies
In the dark of the night.
I am a stranger
To my reflection,
My footprints lead me
In the wrong direction.
someone once said
‘Just live your life’
Yet it fights against me
So I fight to survive.
K
I wish I could find a love
As overactive as my mind,
Spontaneously crazy
Obsessively curious
Artistically designed.
I’d sculpture my heart
Just like these rhymes,
Full of truth and soul
Unpredictably addicted
To each & every line.
If my brain had a heart
And my heart had a brain,
I would love passionately
Be seductively impulsive
Yet completely insane.
K
Men expressing emotions
Is the sexiest thing I know,
And yes I’m the hypocrite
I’ll never let mine show.
I were made to believe
Emotions are a weakness,
So I built walls so thick
To prevent this sickness.
Subconsciously made
A defense mechanism,
I gave myself a sentence
In my handmade prison.
So if you ever see me
Don’t listen to what I say,
Because I’ll tell you I’m fine
When I’m really not okay.
K
I am very similar
To my porcelain skin,
Smooth on the surface
Yet hollow within.
If you look closely
You can trace my tracks,
Of this worn exterior
That has started to crack.
I’m strong & sturdy
Yet a fragile little thing,
My strength is carried
On my broken wings.
Just one last drop
I will fail to exist,
As history will scatter
Into a porcelain mist.
K
I’ve fallen through worlds
That are in my mind,
Landed on earth
With a purpose to find.
Layers of mistake
Masked in smiles,
I fell for a world
That put me on trial.
So many storms
Where do I start?
Lightening & thunder
Appeared in my heart.
Like the planet
Thoughts orbit around,
Yet gravity forbids me
To leave this ground.
K
Devils on my shoulders
Stranger’s are in my head,
Explosive bad energy
Keeping this addiction fed.
A shadow with an impulse
A lonely silhouette,
Dancing in a burning town
To a romantic duet.
Like whispers in the air
Merging with silence,
Every dream is sucked
Into a never ending labyrinth.
Hallucinations deface art
As the echos disappear,
I’m jealous they fade
I’m invisibly screaming here.
K
Shoot me down
With bows & arrows,
My demons will rise
To haunt your shadows.
Fire your cannons
Release your weapons,
Witness the day I open
All hells heavens.
Beware if you curse me
With your deadly plagues,
This queen of hearts
Is also the queen of spades.
I have flames inside me
With a lethal spark,
I’ve walked through hell
I’m not afraid of the dark.
Deafen me with thunder
Hit me with lightening,
This one women army
Isn’t afraid of dying.
K
A while ago I shared a clip of my good friend covering Newton faulker – dream catch me, which can be found at supporting-my-talented-friend, this was done in order to boost his confidence as life got in the way of his magical voice.
Well I have just been sent this amazing clip which I am going to share with the world as his voice blows my mind!
Luke Tune covering Kings of Leon, sex on fire.
Do not look for me
I promise, I am not lost,
Look I am safe here
In my mental asylum.
K
I’ve been chasing reality
In a dose of mayhem,
Lost all my sanity
I can’t remember when.
Chasing these memories
Around every bend,
Running this maze
Trying to reach the end.
Time has frozen still
In my quest to find the light,
Any rays of the sun
Are shadows to my sight.
I’m looking for answers
Silhouettes are all I can see,
Circling like vultures
The abyss is welcoming me.
K
I never wanted to hurt
Or tell these lies,
I am protecting you
From the pain in my eyes.
Sharing my burden
Just makes it real,
I will drown it out
Until I’m unable to feel.
I’m doing this for you
Only because I care,
It’s my baggage
A heavy weight to bear.
Maybe one day
I will let my tears flow,
Let you see pieces of me
That I’m scared to show.
K
Paper can’t handle
The ink that I spill,
There’s a curse hidden
Behind my quill.
Letters turn to acid
Paper to ash,
The alphabet cries
When emotions clash.
My writing is messy
There is no design,
I don’t fix in any box
Or inbetween the lines.
When it comes to art
You must give insanity,
As poetic truths
Are inked with agony.
K
I want a crazy kind of love
Something impure,
Indulge my greedy mind
As I scream for more.
I need spontaneous
Someone unpredictable,
Fuck me with intensity
Like an escaped criminal.
I want a predator
To protect me in his arms,
Who’ll tear down this world
To keep me safe from harm.
I need a poets heart
To write his words upon me,
I will listen to his rhythm
& finally let my tears run free.
K
So many books
With unique tales,
Beautifully written
From tragic fails.
Deeply rooted
Down into the core
It sounds familiar
You read for more.
Bleeding pages
Full of pain,
Read the verse
You’ll feel it again.
It is heart ache
Filled with fury,
It’s not your plot
But it’s your story.
K
You write tragically beautiful, you must be deeply broken.
K
The silence scares me
As it speaks the truth,
This room haunts me
I scream for truce.
The ghosts laugh
As I sit here and cry,
They haven’t killed me
Yet part of me has died.
I shout and scream
“Leave me alone”
They don’t respond
Yet they steal my home.
They invaded my life
And refuse to obey,
Deceiving my mind
Who the hell are they?
K
I’ve seen the darkness
In the light,
The deepest black
Blinding my sight.
I have felt death
In the mist of life,
So exhilarating
I barely survived.
K
I am not afraid to die, I am afraid to live.
K
Him: What’s your biggest fear.
Me: Becoming Immortal.
Him: Immortality doesn’t exist.
Me: Neither do half the things I see, but It doesn’t make them feel any less real.
K
Just because ..
..You can not see the future, it does not mean it will not happen.
..You can not touch hope, it does not mean you can not feel it.
..You can not see love, it does not mean it doesn’t exist.
.. Dreams will not become reality, it does not mean we stop believing.
O.K
Do you have a rocket
To take me to the moon,
I will fly without gravity
Like helium to a balloon.
Shape-shifting into an alien
Venturing into the unknown,
Insignificant to the stars
As I travel zone to zone.
So I will float into space
And let my thoughts orbit,
Race the falling stars
As I sleep upon the comets.
I won’t be gone for long
Like Pluto I’m going astray,
Exploring this universe
Before I battle another day.
K
I miss the happiness
I miss the hate,
There is only sadness
In this pathetic state.
I miss the high
There is only lows,
Battling myself
After all the blows.
I miss the freedom
There is only lies
Faking the smiles
Behind teary eyes.
I miss the loving
I hate this control,
Only scars remain
In this broken soul.
I miss myself
Before i fell,
I can’t remember me
Before this hell.
K
She is a queen
With a broken crown,
Living in her ice castle
In a tattered gown.
Her tears and pain
Scarred onto her throne,
In this kingdom of ghosts
Were she walks alone.
Her castle is sinking
With anchors they tied,
She is not afraid
As she has already died.
She doesn’t need an army
Her walls are built high,
So far from the ground
She can touch the sky.
She sits in the clouds
Prepared to fight,
Waiting for her ashes
To scatter into meteorite.
She is the fearless queen
Living worlds away,
She can’t be discovered
In just one day.
K
You created a puppet
Made of strings,
She used to dance
Now she’s unable to sing.
She is a mannequin
Emotionless & still,
She’s only in fashion
When you need a thrill.
She’s a paper aeroplane
Created to play,
With damaged wings
She can’t fly away.
She became a music box
From silence to sound,
Singing on command
She barely spins around.
She used to be free
With no cage in sight,
When you captured her.
You shut out her light.
You became a memory
As she walked out the door,
You could not appreciate
What others would fight for.
K
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