Writing destiny

You’re bewitched
Chasing the forbidden,
Curious to find
Treasure that’s hidden.
You view this world
Like a jigsaw puzzle,
Recycling pieces
From all the rubble.
You travel to places
Out of bounds,
Treating this planet
Like a playground.
Magnetically pulled
Into the unknown,
You’re not afraid
To walk alone.
An adrenaline junkie
Addicted to life,
You need the fix
To feel alive.
An outcast
Born to be free,
Discovering fate
Writing destiny.

K

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Ashes to flame

Accept the beauty
In her untamed flames.
She’s willing to burn
For everything,
She’s ever loved.
A wild, hot mess,
Who no longer dies
In the ashes.
She rises up
Like the phoenix
Reborn into flames,
And she’s not afraid
To burn more powerful
Than the fires
Surrounding her.

K

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Comforting darkness

It’s just me & the night
A comforting darkness,
The stars gaze over
In shining delight.
All this beauty up above
Perfectly created,
Capturing hearts
In an hypnotic love.
It will be over soon
I’ve to wait another day,
Before I’m reunited
With the moon.

K

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Balance

I’ve know my balance
& I’ve got limits,
They get pushed
Right over the edge.
There’s warning signs
I often ignore,
But at least I know them.

K

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Toxic Love

It didn’t kill you
But part of you died,
That’s why you drink
You’re screaming inside.
You tried to protect her
When will you see,
You gave her everything
Including your sanity.
You loved her hard
Caught her when she fell,
But it’s impossible
To control the mind,
From living hell.
You gave her strength
To face herself,
She left you in darkness
Battling yourself.
She was blind & never knew
As you was saving her,
She was killing you.

K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

the_darkest_fairytal_cover_for_kindleProbably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay!

Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.

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Species over ignorance

People forget
We’re a species,
The human race,
Yet we fight each other
For petty things
Time can’t replace.
We’re a planet
Yet continents apart,
Split by politics
And ignorant hearts.
Terrorism & power
Discrimination & wealth,
Is it worth the dangers
Put on our health?
Armies ordered to kill
We don’t get a say,
As we’re insignificant
Just part of the decay.
Why do we pay tax?
To keep the world fed,
No one owns earth
Without it we’ll be dead.
We’re all born the same
As unique as each other,
We should accept sexuality
Religions & all skin colours.
There’s billions of humans
But little humanity,
Change gets lost in the chaos
Of this messed up reality.

K

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Soul food

Passion is best served naked
A dish dripping with heat,
You can’t forget its name
It tastes so bitter sweet.
A guilty pleasure
Making the mouth water,
Hitting every nerve
Turning you into a Monster.
Fill every starving inch
It’s an addictive thirst,
A desperate hunger
That’s well deserved.
Lay it on the table
Serve me greed,
My soul needs satisfying
My soul needs to feed.

K

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Fading away

I’m homesick for a place
I don’t know exists,
My body feels out of place
As this reality turns & twists.
It’s like a surreal dream
Which has many layers,
I’m trapped in this madness
Locked in my mind,
Just like Alice.
I’m very lonely here
It’s far too silent,
The paths are disappearing
And the sun is hiding.
The trees are frozen
Leaves don’t fall,
There’s nothing in the air
Except my desperate call.
I’m like an alien
Invading this strange planet,
But I’m slowly sinking
Just like the Titanic.
The doors are locked
I’m in too deep,
I pray for reality
To wake from this sleep.

K

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Masterpiece

You’re made from the stars
The light in the dark,
Filled of magical love
Leaving your spark.
A queen born to reign
You don’t need a prince,
You earned your kingdom
Through blood & pain.
An old wise soul
Spreading peace,
Born a timeless beauty
She’s a masterpiece.
A girl who’s cursed
For loving too hard,
Her passion is stained
In the hearts she’s scarred.
Her soul is beyond deep
Treasure lies beneath her skin,
It’s an ocean of magnificence
You’ll need to learn how to swim.

K

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Army of two

I once lost my mind
Searching for yours,
I didn’t know who I was
But I was damn sure,
It wouldn’t be the same for you.
We walked miles through time
Battled many beings,
Smashed through the concrete
That surrounded our feelings.
We made many enemies
And many friends,
We had to keep moving
So we lost them in the end.
As the months flew by
I never left your side,
It took a while for me to see
As I was helping you,
You were saving me.
At times we wanted to give up
It was too much strain,
We learnt to find ourselves
Fighting through the pain.
It’s taken years or war
Which feels like forever,
The journeys not over
But we’ll heal together.

K

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Expectations vs reality

All I ever wanted
Was butterflies
Magic & rainbows.
This was mistranslated,
As I received chaos
Insanity, darkness
& blows after blows.
I wanted the freedom
Of dancing in the meadows,
Singing with the birds
Whilst the fish,
Nibble my toes.
Instead I settled for,
Running from demons
That I’m keeping fed,
Staying up all night
Chatting to the voices
That are in my head.
Maybe it’s me
As my expectations
Are slightly eccentric,
It’s more like a fantasy
As it couldn’t be any further,
From fucking reality.

K

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Wildfire

The fire inside you
Burns brighter & higher,
It’s filled with anger
Passion & desire.
It’s like a bird
That isn’t caged,
It’s free to fly
But the wings are aged.
It’s a chaos
That’s learnt to evolve,
When the world crumbles
You no longer dissolve.
You are the flames
Beautifully untamed
A fire that refuses
To be contained.

K

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me
But for just one moment,
I witnessed his pain & vulnerability.
He held back his hurt and tears
I glanced for a second more,
Before I held him in my arms
And whispered,
How many times did you need me
And I wasn’t there?

K

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Heartbreaking poetry..

As soon as our eyes locked
My life turned into hell,
You imprisoned me
In a self destructive cell.
How my heart longs
That we could be together,
This romance is lost
To an impossible adventure.
You gave me a heavy heart
With a broken soul,
A reckless mind
And a love you stole.
You became my weakness
Which you’ll never know,
What I actually feel for you
As I’ll never show.
Instead I’ll hide you here
As we could never be,
I’ll write you into
Heartbreaking poetry.

K

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Ghostly whisper

I’m not afraid to fall
Pieces of me fall all the time.
It’s pieces of insanity that remains,
So insane it beautifully aches.
I gave up looking for a happy ending,
Now I pass the time until the end.
I’m lost inbetween my mind
As I don’t want to hurt again
But I want to feel again.
My heart holds the answers
& i can barely hear it anymore,
It’s been damaged so many times
All that remains is a ghostly whisper.

K

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My world

When I look at you
I see the stars in the sky,
Standing in front
Of my own eyes.
I see the rest of me
The world as a whole,
For when I look at you
I see the missing half
Of my very soul.

K

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Foreign body

It’s like my mind & heart
Are not connected,
What’s felt in the heart
Is not projected.
There’s lose wires
Making me heartless
And Plato once said
‘Love is a serious mental illness’
They speak different languages
My heart asks for romance,
Which the minds laughs
As It doesn’t give me a chance.
Maybe I didn’t return
From previous heartache
My mind doesn’t want to relive
Those terrible mistakes.
My brain has not heart
And my heart has no brain,
They need to meet halfway
Before I go insane.
Trying to connect the dots
But there’s no picture,
A haunted mind
With a romantic heart
Is a tragic mixture.

K

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Angel

She’s an angel
Who’s scared of the light,
She won’t use her wings
As she’s afraid of heights.
She isn’t a coward
Just worlds away
Her heart can’t be discovered
In just one day.
A homesick girl
It’s written on her face,
She’s looking for existence
Trying to find her place.
She has loved & lost
Fought and cried,
She’s a hell of an Angel
Because she has tried.

K

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Consumed

My favorite colour
Is the colour of your eyes.
The sound I like most
Is your voice when you speak.
My hobbies include
Spooning until mid afternoon,
Watching you sleep
And dreaming of you
When you’re not around.
It’s insane that one person,
Could do this to another.
It’s crazy to think,
My heart only belonged to me.

K

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Soundtrack

Wouldn’t it be good
If life had a soundtrack,
You’d know what was going on.
You could fast forward,
Rewind, pause and playback.
What songs would play?
Would it be a happy beat?
Sad songs with violins
A full orchestra,
Or songs we’d need to repeat.
Would our soul mate
Dance to the same song?
Would it mean we’re compatible
Or would the beat, just be wrong?
There’s always music in the air
Rhythm that sways,
Songs playing in the background
Would get me through the day.

K

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Library of love

Love all her story
From the bad grammar
To all the typos,
Lose yourself in her every verse
Let her be the book
You can’t put down.
Read her over & over again
Hold her tight,
Through every cliffhanger.
Be her lover
Be her reader,
Just don’t become her editor.
Don’t judge her cover
Or change the summary,
Have her as your guilty pleasure,
Let her be the library
Of your life.
Don’t write the chapters for her
Write the chapters with her.

K

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Bitter sweet

I’d describe you
as a hurricane
On a sunny day,
Full of lightening
And magical rays.
You’re a crazy novel
On peaceful night,
A matured whiskey
With a bite.
You’re a love
That rules the heart,
An ink that over spills
A work of art.
A favorite song
With an addictive beat,
A taste so beautiful
It’s bitter sweet.

K

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Radioactive

The mind haunts itself
Of deadly radiation,
You dig for answers
In the ashes of salvation.
It’s an explosive reaction
Like a nuclear fusion,
The aftermath of war
Builds this intrusion.
You try to run
From all of the trouble,
But the mind buries you
Under the rubble.
You dig through the dust
So you’re able to breathe,
As this toxic atmosphere
Won’t let you leave.
You can win the battle
And lose the war,
As the emotions linger
In every spore.
There’s hope on the horizon
As your still breathing,
You hear the particles whisper
A call of freedom.

K

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A writers soul

Fall in love with a writer
To be immortal,
Your soul lives on
In their lyrical portal.
They pour their heart
Into every page,
So it will be a love
That’ll never age.

K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

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Hello to my amazing followers,

Ok so it’s coming up to my year anniversary on my blog, so to celebrate in style I am very proud to share with you all that The darkest fairytale has now been published yay! and I want to say big thank you to all my awesome followers who keep me sane, and make writing even more amazing and worthwhile. 🙂

Available on Amazon books, Kindle and Barnes and noble (other retailers will be updated shortly)

 

https://www.amazon.co.uk/darkest-Fairytale-dreamed-could-asleep/dp/1541193334

K

 

 

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Zombie

He’s like a zombie
Completely dead inside,
He won’t keep his hands off me.
Smelling the blood in my veins
Does he want to caress my body,
Or explore my brains.
His eyes look so cold
But they burn through me,
With his greedy scold.
He stares whilst I undress
He wants to taste my body,
To sink his teeth into my flesh.
He’s making my skin blush
With those hungry eyes,
It’s quite an adrenaline rush.
I see the thirst he craves
He’s got me hooked
Turning me into deaths slave.
I’d give up all my humanity
To taste his flesh
For the rest of infinity.

K

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Divide

The angels call me
When they feel me die,
The devil chains me
So I’m unable to fly.
I’m stuck in the grey
Between black & white,
As I don’t know which side
Feels quite right.
The voices call me
But they’re in my head,
The demons cling on
As I’m keeping them fed.
Maybe I’ll go to limbo
As my life is a contradiction,
I’ve two people inside me
Both are my crucifixion.
I change within seconds
It’s a funny switch,
I go from heart of gold
To ice cold bitch.
I’m constantly lost
Battling both inside,
I guess when I die
I’ll just sit on the divide.

K

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Wolf in the night

A creature of habit is what they say, Too predictable routine by day. Here comes the night The beast is released, by the clear moon light. A new blood trail scattered behind, For all the humans lef…

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Sinking

Do you ever feel like

None of this is real,

Like were living in the Matrix

Programmed to feel.

Do you ever think

Life isn’t how it seems,

We’re lost in limbo

And this reality is a dream.

Do you ever wait

To wake from this sleep

But your mind has drifted

Far too deep.

Do you ever hope

This will soon be over,

Because you realised

You couldn’t sink any lower.

K

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Speechless

They’d laugh & joke
Pull my confidence,
I stayed in silence
As self defense.
They took my voice
Unable to speak,
They made me believe
I was born a freak.
With no self-esteem
I’d hide behind my twin,
I’d drown in the crowd
Whilst she would swim.
But then she left
She couldn’t be my speaker,
I never realised
How much I needed her.
Years have passed
And now I hide in isolation
So others don’t notice
I’m just a broken creation.

K

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Life cuts

When life cuts too deep
And leaves you bleeding,
When the sun on the horizon
Is no longer burning.
When all your dreams
Have lost their meaning,
You look into the darkness
For some kind of healing.
When the tide stops turning
You don’t look for the moon,
When you wake in the morning
You hope it’ll be over soon.
So you close your eyes
And hope you don’t wake,
But even in your dreams
Your heart still aches.
You put on a smile
Even when you feel rotten,
So nobody will witness
When you’ve hit rock bottom.

K

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Shooting star..

My mind is drifting
It’s like I’m a shooting star,
But I’m not dying
I’m searching for you,
Wide and far.
In a endless darkness
And I’m the light,
Like a glow torch
I’m leading the way
Into the night.
Can you see me
Or am I too far away,
I’m twinkling for you
In every galaxy.
I’ll find you dear
And bring you home,
Because stars like you
Shouldn’t sparkle alone.

K

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Soul engineer

Fix your body
Against my heart,
Let your hands wander
Writing passion
With thoughts of art.
Design my dreams
Caress my flaws,
Let my body sync
In time with yours.
Leave your love
Pressed on my lips,
Thrust your desire
Through my hips.
Breathe in my hope
Structure my fears,
Leave your mark
As my soul engineer.

K

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Mr time..

He’s judging me
The man called time,
Waving his hands at me
Because he’s holding mine.
Moving the dials forward
He won’t go back,
The only time I see the past
Is through the flashbacks.
I can hear him calling me
Through the ticks & tocks,
My brain questions
As he just mocks.
He won’t freeze
It’s like being in maze,
So many paths
Without any keys.
He’s testing me seeing if i’d break
Because those dials of his,
Never give me time
They just always take.

K

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Day 238 – Final – Whispered Words

Great piece of poetry! From https://my3sixty5challenge.com/  I recommend checking out their blog, some incredible pieces of writing.

Marty Towns' Twisted Tales Of The Damned

Desperation has taken over,

searching,

clawing,

digging myself out,

lost in this nightmare,

lost all alone,

can you save me,

help me,

free me,

take me home?

I’ll do what you want,

I’ll make you feel good,

then,

well,

let’s save something for next time,

you’ll like it,

so trust me,

and see.

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Another year older..

Tomorrow another year older
Very little change,
Just another year wiser.
With my twin from the start
She is the castle,
Surrounding my heart.
My sister who is my best friend
Who is there beside me,
Until the very end.
Tomorrow I’ll be holding her hair
As she is vomiting away,
More than her fair share.
We’ll be dancing until dawn
Our feet will blister,
Until the hangovers switch on.
Double trouble that’s for sure
Shame it’s another year
We don’t mature.

K

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Behind closed doors..

I don’t do this dating malarkey
How comfortable do you need to be,
For me to choke you sexually.
Do I really need to know
Your family history,
Before you’re on your knees
Kissing me tenderly.
There’s no safe words
Just whips and chains,
I’ll push you to the limits
Of pleasure and pain.
You’re in for dark ride
Between the sheets,
When the lights go out
I’m a real freak.
It’s a mixture between
Fantasy and romance,
What I’ll do to you
It’s like a kinky dance.
So take my hand
For a night of pleasure
I can guarantee
It’ll raise your blood pressure.

K

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Dark energy..

You’re a chemical reaction
Of poison and lust
Stitched together,
With bad intentions
To the crust.
A magnetic pull
Of dark energy
Curiously intriguing,
You are to me.
A combination
Of heartache
Wrapped in gold,
A deadly toxin
I just need to hold!
You are a bad habit
I don’t want to quit
A delicious outsider,
The beautiful misfit.
Your charming innocence
Is exquisitely scary,
There’s something addictive
About extraordinary.
You’re a disaster
Waiting to happen,
A form of self destruction
I could only imagine.
My brain tells me no
But my devoted, stupid heart
Wants the chaos of you
And I can’t let it go!

K

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Scarred world..

I’m losing my faith
The universe won’t fight,
The comets scatter
Into meteorite.
The sky whispers
It echo’s our sins,
I can feel its anger
Like pin pricks to my skin.
Waves burst into tears
Lost in deep emptiness,
Covering this ghost town
Full of its fears.
The earth’s core
It’s breaking apart,
It will no longer feed
From our blackened hearts.
There’s too many scars
This world can no longer heal,
We broke it’s heart
As we forgot the world could feel.

K

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Drive of life..

We love hard
We give alot,
Receiving little back
To be forgot.
Love becomes a game
So we change the rules,
For it to end the same.
Love is a tug of war
We fight each other
Fight ourselves,
Just for more.
We have to be smart
Show respect
For ourselves,
And to others hearts.
We make mistakes
We discover who we are
Through all the heartaches.
We’ll do this over again
It becomes our drive,
But sometimes in life
We need the pain,
Just to remind us
That we’re alive.

K

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Paths collide..

Walking through a room
They caught each others eyes,
Gravity pulled them together
As senses multiplied.
In a single moment
Time became frozen,
Nobody else existed
In all of the commotion.
Chemistry was in the air
Particles filled with tension,
The atmosphere sucked them away
To another dimension.
When they woke this morning
These strangers didn’t realise,
Souls would be merging
In some magical paradise.
Hearts would beat as one
As all the stars align,
They’d find home in a stranger
When destiny’s intertwined.

K

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It’s not me, it’s you..

The dust doesn’t settle
So I turn it into gold,
Taking in my grasp
What I can control.
A doctor once told me
I didn’t need fixing,
“Brains like yours
Are what is missing”.
But they tie anchors
to my shoes,
Throw me in the sea
From the path that I choose.
Life throws me lemons
And I make orangeade,
People treat this life
Like a circus at a masquerade.
Being different
Is what makes us unique,
But people point and laugh
And call us freaks.
Maybe we’re different
Because we don’t follow,
We empower ourselves
Instead of social morals.

K

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Creative reality..

I’m more creative
When I’m dying inside,
The darkside is honest
With tears cried.
I’ve a touch of insanity
Keeping me sane,
So i ride a rollercoaster
Filled of blood & pain.
Normal gets boring
When I’m filled with badness,
My palms start itching
So I chase the madness.
I’m slightly deranged
But no victim to hell,
I’ve never suffered from crazy
I enjoy it rather well.
I’m friends with the voices
That are in my head,
They actually talk sense
When my mind goes dead.
My imagination is wild
My thoughts roam free,
I live in my own world
Just not in your reality.

K

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The come down..

Tonight started out good
But I’ve started tripping again,
Some dickhead mixed up my drink
With some kind of hallucinogen.
Like Alice in wonderland syndrome
It’s messing with my perception
The rooms are changing size,
Whilst unicorns block the reception.
The floor is spinning in circles
The walls are closing me in,
Fairies are stripping on the chandelier
Whilst spiders are crawling up my skin.
It went from one extreme to another
“Have one more drink she said”
I didn’t think I’d be slaying monsters
Trying to decapitate my head.
Kicked out by the queen of hearts
Straight into a taxi with a killer clown,
Collapsing on my bed in disbelief
This is going to be one hell of a come down.

K

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Perfect imperfection.

I’m not perfect
Just perfectly flawed,
With broken edges
That are curved & broad.
Ripped apart
Only to be stitched,
Sewn with resilience
And a little added bitch.
I’m a cocktail of disaster
A messed up recipe,
With a teaspoon of spice
And a dash of profanity.
I’m a hurricane
So beautiful to view,
Just not a storm
To get sucked into.
With life forged
Full of rejection
I became perfect
The perfect Imperfection

K

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The darkest fairytale ..

Blackening hearts
You’re no Cinderella,
Walking around in stilettos
Wearing only black leather.
Getting lost in a forest
Like little red riding hood,
You can wear her innocence
But baby you’ll never be good.
You are the beauty
You’re also the beast,
Eating the poison apples
Like it’s a feast.
Taking over castles
They made you queen,
Turning you into
A fucking ice machine.
Fairytales too brutal
To be written,
No prince or princess
Just a bitch that didn’t listen.
This isn’t a story
About love & laughter,
It’s the darkest fairytale
With no happy ever after.

K

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I would…

I’d fracture my bones
To defend yours,
I’d fight in battles
To protect you from wars.
I’d take your pain
And all your tears
I’d die a million times
Just to face your fears.
I’d break my heart
So yours wouldn’t shatter,
I’d give you the world
If it made you happier.
I’d risk everything & more
Just to see you smile
You make living
Worth fighting for.

K

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Red ink..

I’m not a painter but a poet
I’m an endless flow of untouchable ink,
Imprinting words in your mind
Trickling around as you think.
A vibrant flow of colour & pattern
Leaving interpretation in every verse,
Injecting my words into your blood
This creativity is an intoxicating curse.
Filled with emotion, pain & tears
Each stroke of the pen is my heart,
With each page suffering & bleeding
For all this poetry to be called art.

K

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Mind vs Reality..

My mind drifts far from these lands
Away from this chaotic world,
To a place out of bounds.
Going through parallel planes
There’s nothing weighing me down,
When there isn’t any chains.
A mind is a complex invention
You can fly around the stars
And create your own dimension.
A unique place you can be free
It’s just not a good place
When you come back to reality.

K

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Universal connection …

A collaboration with my good friend Manuel. Who’s amazing blog you can find  here. https://emotionsoflife2016.wordpress.com

Strangers collide like a particle beam
Connecting pieces of their souls,
Like jigsaws of dreams.
Trying to make sense of this scroll
They Filled with ecstasy,
Which ignited their souls.
No longer two they became one
Paths became entwined,
As the magic was done.
Celestial connection encoded their pain
Dark became light, light became sparks,
Uniting spirits into passion of flames.

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Festive fun ..

Twas the night before Christmas,
The house was at rest,
Slipping into something festive,
I slid you a glance of my breast.
The stockings were on,
And the garter was teasing,
You followed me upstairs,
For your favorite pleasing.
Naughty or nice,
You’re on my list,
Not coal you’ll be receiving,
As I whispered you a kiss.
Festive fun,
Is rather pleasant,
Because unwrapping you,
Is my favorite present.

K

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When…

Nobody wants to die inside,
But when you meet someone
That makes you feel alive
It’s worth every risk
Every breath beneath your wall,
To let them inside
And give them your very all.

K

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Siren call…

The siren echos
Her seductive tease,
You can hear the calls
Through desperate pleas.
She’s intoxicating
Down to the core,
Which your body craves
The depth of more.
Calling you in
Through ears of ignorance,
She’s taking every last piece
Of your innocence.
Fear for the men
Aboard the ships,
It’s trickery to the senses
The song from her lips.
Her heart has depth
In which men have drowned,
It all starts with lust
And a heavenly sound.

K

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Beauty is the beast..

I want your insides
To come alive
In a beautiful way,
I’ll unwrap those naughty surprises
That you’re hiding away.
Release that ungodly beast
That you restrain,
I’ve never been a fan
Of people wearing chains.
You’re a vision in the night
When the light shines through
The only time I’ve felt religion,
Is when I’ve slept with you.
Like a wildfire
Uncontrollable and free,
It’s earth shattering passion
That’s what you do to me.
So I want you unchained
Come as you are,
Naked and bare
Show me every scar.
Break down your walls
Show me what’s within
The real beauty & strength
Is what’s below the skin.

K

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Borderline…

I’ll shout loudly
Or speak softly,
I’ll see the world in black
Or I’ll see the world in white,
I’ll commit hard
Or give up easily,
I’ll love you hard
Or push you away,
I’ll be a good influence
Or I can lead you astray.
I’ll be normal
Or an utter freak,
I’ll sleep non stop
Or stay awake for a week.
I am controlled
Or completely wild,
I can be real mature
Or as daft as a child.
I’ve never sat inbetween
order & anarchy,
But I sit on the edge
Of borderline insanity.

K

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Shadow lands..

You had to follow
To become their slave,
They sucked you into
The devils cave.
Giving into their commands
You became lost,
Within the shadow lands.
Trapped into a life of sins
A life of greed & pain,
Where nobody wins.
We tried to pull you out
You silenced our voices,
You couldn’t hear us shout.
Is it better there than it is here
Are the demons more friendly,
Than the ones we fear.
Send us a message or a sign
Regardless of your sins
You’ll always shine.

K

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Wild style…

Don’t try to make me fall
I’ve never been a saint,
And baby I’ve seen it all.
My words are always true
I’m like a loaded gun,
With the promise to follow through.
I may come across as wild
It’s nothing personal,
But results are my style.
So please step out the way
It’s time for my insanity,
To take a step out and play.

K

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Early departure..

Still pulling pieces of you
Out of me,
It felt like a lifetime ago
But I still feel your energy.
It’s like looking at the stars
Knowing they are there,
Yet they’re so far.
Unable to touch
Only can observe,
The urge to reach is too much.
Nothing but distant dreams
Only ghostly memories,
so it seems.
Everything has to end
But it was too soon for you,
My dear friend.

K

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Afterlife..

When we die
Our energy lives on,
So we still exist
When we have gone.
To some this may be
Like a Bible verse,
But I have a theory
It’s a parallel universe.
I like to think our energy
Keeps the world fed,
So when we pass
We don’t actually die
When we are dead.

K

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Blood danger…

I wanted to run from it all
They would break me,
Just to see me fall.
Because of them I prayed to die
I’d bury my face in my pillow,
So they couldn’t hear me cry.
Did I cause that much pain
A child never asks to be born,
Or to become a Cain.
Pushing my body to the limit
Bruising me & scarring me,
To break every bone in it.
I was weak but mentally strong
They had the cheek to ask,
What they did wrong!
Taking the pride how we turned out
I don’t know how they dared,
When they gave us abuse & doubt.
I never met humans selfish & evil
The ones that suppose to protect us,
Turned out to be the worst kind of people.

K

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Blank canvas..

Speak the language we only speak,
The fire of a writer,
Leaves me weak.
Flames of passion which I crave,
Electric shocks of seduction,
Absorbed to lyrical waves.
A masterpiece a work of art,
It’s the creative way,
You draw in my heart.
Pulling me into every emotion,
Writing me into pages,
That are deeper than oceans.
The way your ink draws me in,
Like a magnetic pull,
Under my skin.
Let your imagination go free,
I can be your blank canvas,
Write your insanity upon me.

K

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Strange comfort

Look upon the monster you created, the creature reflected upon your shadows. For death is more inviting to you than life. For darkness is your saviour. You became so damaged your demons hide away in fear, because you know how to make hell feel like home.

K

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Dearest & furthest

The timing is never perfect
Which for you my sister,
I promise I’ll make it worth it.
If your world comes crashing down
I’ll be laying with you,
Laying with you on the ground.
You’ll never fight on your own
I’ll be there right beside you,
You’ll never have to be alone.
I made a promise to myself
To stand beside you,
To put you before anyone else
Sometimes you may hate me
You may not understand why,
But it’s okay alongs as you’re happy.
It may feel like I’m far away
But I’m protecting you with all my heart
I hope you understand it all one day.

K

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Worst day ever…

My imaginary friend, Stole my Unicorn, My pet Phoenix, Turned to Flames, The voices in my Head, Are ignoring me, & the boogeyman Is partying, With the Monster, Under My bed. The mad Hatter, Los…

Source: Worst day ever…

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Climbing without a harness..

It’s a long way down
Yet my feet,
Never leave the ground.
I’m here dreaming
Running around in circles,
Drawing maps & scheming.
These demons just grow
My minds is an endless maze,
Please save me seat down below.
I drink the poison of this life
There’s no antidote for hope,
It just stabs like a knife.
I’ll continue to conspire
Maybe i will find luck,
Maybe it will take me higher.
It’s a risky business
Looking for power & riches,
It becomes a sickness.
I leave my neck open wide
For a choke or a fist,
Instead of swallowing my pride.
I refuse to be stuck still
It’s not the end that counts,
It’s the journey where I find my thrill.

K

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Winter air…

The wind screams
And the rain thuds
The skies are turning
As dark as mud,
A cold bite
In the morning air
Tears are streaming
From my every stare,
No longer i feel
My fingers or thumbs
Nose is red
The ears are numb,
But there’s something about
The winter air
That I cannot wait for
This time of year.
To be snug under blankets
Nice and cosy
It’s one time of the year
That feels so homely.

K

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Sparkle..

Stars shine,
My dear please
I don’t shine
I sparkle!
Like diamonds
In the night,
Leading out darkness,
Into the light.
Because deary,
I’m not like the rest
I’m slightly odd
I don’t shine
For no man
No creature
Or no god.
But I sparkle
for myself.

K

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Ignorance…

Be a lady by day, and a freak by night, be someone’s light in the dark and be their dark in the light, you’ll always find right in wrong & wrong in right. It’s the ignorance of others that we have to fight.

K

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Fire

Amazing poetry from the lyrical delusion!

Heat, smoke and flame rise around me, They twist, they taunt, they won’t let me be, Fire bypasses rational thought, And conscious leaves as the fires fought, Flames doesn’t converse wit…

Source: Fire

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