Dividing

Posted on January 8, 2018 by

I was struck by an arrow
A love stricken arrow,
Gazing down a lonely path
So dark and narrow.
I feel him at the end
His heart beating for mine,
I’m drowning in an hourglass
Swimming in the sands of time.
We have never connected
Yet I feel him inside,
Then he’s lost to memories
And a part of me dies.
It’s the universe dividing us
As we will never be close,
Yet I see him in my thoughts
And the universe slows.
Maybe we are past lovers
Searching the world together
Or maybe we’re forgotten souls
That lost each other forever.

K

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Miracles

Posted on January 7, 2018 by

The earth knows
How to warm the core,
As the sea knows
How to touch the shore.
The oceans know
The current can break,
From peace to tsunami
In a mighty quake.
Every organism born
Is able to grow,
As they start their path
As a tiny embryo.
The planet knows
To circle the Sun,
And the moon follows
When the day is done.
The magnetic fields
Know how to protect,
This world is a miracle
That people forget.

K

 

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Invigorating

Posted on December 30, 2017 by

The Darkest Fairytale

I’m all about unicorns,
Rainbows and light,
With added sarcasm
And a poetic bite.
I will fight for love
Or anything greater,
With a vocabulary like
A posh drunken sailor.
I’ve a sexy imagination
Like a dirty damsel,
I’ll be really good
Or a god damn handful.
I’m completely loyal
Yet slightly psychopathic,
I’ll give you my best
As a hopeless romantic.
I’ll wear that little dress
With those heels you like,
Then I’ll drop you a hint
That I’m on a hunger strike.
You’ll never get bored
As longs as you’re with me,
We can be lovers or friends
Just don’t become my enemy.

K

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Perception

Posted on December 28, 2017 by

They see my goodness as weakness.  They see my evil as insanity. When I hide behind my mask, they can only see what I let them see.

K

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Jolly Christmas

Posted on December 24, 2017 by

Thank you all for following my page. I’d like to wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New year.

K

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Conscience awake

Posted on December 22, 2017 by

Free minds can destory
Those ignorant hearts,
Show them a world
That’ll rip them apart.
My conscience is awake
It has been for decades,
Life is just a game
Of pathetic charades.
We obey the commands
And follow the routine,
There’s too many voices
Behind the machine.
It became harder to live
When I could finally see,
A world of insanity
Known as reality.

K

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Glass and tears

Posted on December 6, 2017 by

We are nothing but
broken mirrors,
A million shards
Of glass & tears.
Like a broken mirror
We have no place,
Just a reflection
Of an unfamiliar face.
It’s damaged goods
Or imperfect art,
As they see our scars
Just not our hearts.

K

 

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Spooning

Posted on November 25, 2017 by

Here in your arms
In which we spoon,
Taking in your scent
It will be over soon.
I feel your breath
Blanket my ear,
Taking in the moment
Before it disappears.
The warmth you share
With a passionate heart,
Sheltering me in love
It’s a piece of art.
Time is precious
When we’re together,
I just wish these moments
Would last forever.

K

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Entangled

Posted on November 24, 2017 by

The Darkest Fairytale

Him: What’s your biggest fear.

Me: Becoming Immortal.

Him: Immortality doesn’t exist.

Me: Neither do half the things I see, but It doesn’t make them feel any less real.

K

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Heart of wax

Posted on November 24, 2017 by

This heart of mine
Was once a candle,
It became a wildfire
It was too much to handle.
The flame disappeared
They realised I was broken,
Only silenced remained
And my words unspoken.
I tried to fit in this world
And find my home,
The more people learned
The more I felt alone.
This heart of mine
Is now left with cracks,
The fire that once burned
Is nothing more than wax.

K

 

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Creative motive

Posted on November 22, 2017 by

I wasn’t born to lead
Only to inspire,
I use this rhythm
To ignite your fire.
I’m right by your side
Just read my signs,
Feel the passion
In between the lines.
It’s your story aswell
Etched in every verse,
Just a different plot
With the same curse.
So If you’re in doubt
Hear my words sing,
Whispering in your ear
You can do anything.

K

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Patience

Posted on November 21, 2017 by

I’ve played with sticks
I’ve played with stones,
But words have hurt
More than broken bones.
I have lost confidence
And my self esteem,
I was hoping to wake
To find it was all dream.
I guess I’m searching
For the wrong things,
As I was unable to see
What the future brings.

K

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Battlefront

Posted on November 17, 2017 by

It is a dark fairytale
That’s what they say,
They don’t know nothing
Of these demons I slay.
They cower and hide
In the peak of war,
As I stand and fight
With the fear I ignore.
So please mock & tease
I’m watching your move
I see your eyebrow raise
When you disapprove.
Underestimate me please
You won’t do it again,
As strength was formed
In the mist of pain.

K

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Ocean kissed

Posted on November 3, 2017 by

The ocean takes me
Just like a storm,
Throwing me deeper
As the coral forms.
But here I swim
Deeper by day,
As all this beauty
Takes my mind away.
It’s a sense of freedom
Found never before,
Feeling these depths
My feet on the shore.
The ocean is freedom
I had hoped to find,
With treasure lost
Just like my mind.
So swallow me
In those blow holes,
My heart can not heal
Without ocean souls.
This is my world
Or what I had wished,
The freedom was a dream
Until it had vanished.

K

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All hallows eve

Posted on October 31, 2017 by

All hallows eve
When divides break,
From dead to living
From sleep to awake.
The ghosts cross over
To trick and treat,
Observing our world
From a window seat.
It’s a night of magic
As witches are reborn,
The dead only remember
The words they sworn.
So on hallows eve
Remember the history,
As you will cross paths
With a deadly mystery.

K

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Fire within

Posted on October 28, 2017 by

I walked through fire
It was the only way out,
flames burned higher
Fuelled from fear & doubt.
I couldn’t feel the heat
I only felt the burn,
With one way forward
I could no longer return.
The nights were dark
I always felt whole,
Because I had this fire
Burning within my soul.

K

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Welcome back

Posted on October 22, 2017 by

Night has come again
I’m back in the zone
All these strange faces
I fade Into the unknown.
This is my insanity
It’s somewhat a fright,
I will pretend I’m blind,
As I ignore my sight.
Don’t get me wrong
This is very familiar,
I am never scared
As my mind is clearer.
I will sit and observe
My mind takes control,
As I sit and experience
Visions of my soul.

K

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Petals fall

Posted on October 20, 2017 by

Rose petals fall
From a white sky,
Painting towns red
In a beautiful lullaby.
The paths are still
There’s no wind in sight,
The red petals glow
In the dark of the night.
Once a fearful colour
Linked with danger,
Yet only peace remains
There is no anger.
Like the stars have fallen
Upon this earth,
& now we’re all lost
In a magical universe.

K

 

 

 

 

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Aware

Posted on October 19, 2017 by

You hear the roars
In the screams,
You see the light
In people’s dreams.
You feel alive
In the darkest night,
You see more
Without your sight.
You hear the whispers
In a crowded room,
You feel the touch
Of the flowers bloom.
You smell his scent
From miles away,
You’re more connected
Than night & day.

K

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The labyrinth

Posted on October 1, 2017 by

I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?

I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see I panic & shout,
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.

I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex & I’m not going lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.

Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll get to the centre, everything is clear,
I need to find a key to open this door
With the courage to face a Minotaur.

Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
No time to think the screams draw closer,
I stumble & fall, into the Minotaur’s enclosure

I can feel it with me I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up I feel its stare,
Out of the shadows it crowds my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.

Everything is clear the maze is in my head
The fear I carry keeps the monster fed,
I’m to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.

K

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The darkest fairytale

Posted on September 16, 2017 by

Please pick up a copy of my book The darkest fairytale. Contains poetry from an insane mind. the_darkest_fairytal_cover_for_kindle

Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key.

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Boxes

Posted on September 16, 2017 by

There are boxes
Inside my mind,
Different memories
Uniquely designed.
Some are happy
Some are sad,
Most just sound
Like I’m going mad.
Priceless artifacts
Pieces of time,
From every laugh
To every crime.
Every encounter
Will have a box,
Only the good times
Don’t have locks.
I’ve loved Alot
And lived my life,
But some boxes
Can barely survive.

K

 

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Darkness calls

Posted on September 13, 2017 by

The darkness of the night
Is magnetic to me,
No expectations or duties
I can escape reality.
The stillness & unknown
With magical peace,
The twinkling of the stars
& comfort of the sheets.
My imagination is free
In this dark place,
You can’t read my thoughts
Or see smiles on my face.
Nobody can judge
They will all be asleep,
So I’ll lay here and think
As my thoughts swim deep
So when darkness dwells
And the night time falls,
Take a minute to feel
Nature’s perfected flaws.

K

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Surfing gaps

Posted on September 13, 2017 by

I strolled through fiction
To look for the truth,
Masked in fairy-tales
From the root of a tooth.
I stood at a distance
Hiding in others eyes,
Kissing their dreams
As fire in disguise.
Risks didn’t break me
I was broken in the fall,
I never felt so tiny
Standing up tall.
The world carries on
In this land of mine,
I’m chasing seconds
In frozen time.

K

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Lost

Posted on September 11, 2017 by

Sometimes I feel
like an echo,
With time I fade
Just like a shadow.
You hear me now
But I’ll be gone later,
Painting in rhythm
As the illustrator.
Maybe I’m a star
Lost within the night,
Shooting through space
Out of clear sight.
I forget who I am
As I disappear,
I’m confused at times
Why am I here?

K

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The hollow

Posted on September 2, 2017 by

Absence of colour
Has no effect,
On a blackened heart
That can’t connect.
Don’t scream for life
Or for any light,
There is no start
Or end in sight.
Forget the rhythm
It has lost its beat,
It will only follow
The sound of defeat.
Different paths
Loneliness screaming,
Circling an orbit
Without any meaning.

K

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Diary of Cain

Posted on September 1, 2017 by

She once said
You’re on your own,
You’re an outcast
Without a throne.
No armies will follow
Neither will gods,
You can’t win
Against the odds.
I once replied
My life is an island,
With faith & dreams
Imagination leaks
From all the seams.
Underestimate me
You won’t do it again,
I wasn’t born a fool,
I was born a Cain.

K

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Everlasting

Posted on August 30, 2017 by

I write for you
For the dimples in your flaws,
All the rainbows
Which reflect in your tears.
All the beauty
Shining from your pours,
And for all your love
That blankets me with warmth.
For when I write
I again feel us merge together,
When my ink is spoken
They’ll feel our hearts,
And the promise of forever.

K

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Truly, madly, deeply

Posted on August 23, 2017 by

I can change
Bigger in size,
The devil wakes
Deep inside.
Hitting the roof
With my feelings,
My voice roars
Around the ceiling.
There is no calm
There’s only red,
Danger spilling
From tears bled.
It’s time to wake
Or time to sleep,
An explosive curse
Feeling too deep.

K

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Stardust

Posted on August 19, 2017 by

I’m starting to fade
Into the light,
Orbs of me drift
Into the night.
I find myself
Amongst the stars,
Shooting brightly
But not that far.
I’m in your sight
Not in your reach,
Spreading magic
In what I teach.
I’m floating high
In addictive lust,
Scattering myself
Into stardust.

K

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Planet AWOL

Posted on August 6, 2017 by

We are one species
Split by Countries,
As politics divides us
Between the armies.
We wave our flags
For kings and queens,
& socially conform
As part of the machine.
Showing our passports
We’re nothing but codes,
We can’t travel free
As we tax the roads.
Taking a few lives
As we can’t share oil,
Fight the same fight
For nothing but soil.
Please take a minute
And let’s us not forget,
We’re not just Countries
We’re a fucking planet.

K

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Sync

Posted on August 3, 2017 by

Born into a land
Forgotten by time,
Days are nights
The stars don’t align.
Fell out of sync
Into another zone,
A place abandoned
Which I call my home.
I’m ahead of myself
Or I was left behind,
Orbiting the outside
Of my very mind.
Days become years
Decades are legends,
Minutes are hours
Forever is a second.

K

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Darkest miles

Posted on August 3, 2017 by

My train of thought
Slips from the rails,
As I sit and think
About irrelevant details.
Anxiety takes hold
And the floor sinks,
The world spins
As my mind thinks.
Please don’t approach
I’ve forgot my name,
It’s a pathetic state
Followed by shame.
Anxiety walks me
Into insane cycles,
Only to be explained
As monstrous Bibles.
People will only see
Laughter and smiles,
They don’t see me walk
The darkest miles.

K

 

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Bored specimen

Posted on July 31, 2017 by

I don’t feel pleased
Or even desired,
There’s no passion
I am not inspired
I need excitement
The rush of adrenaline,
I am nothing more
Than a bored specimen.
As the world ticks
And steals my tocks,
I’m swimming in a sea
With a pocket of rocks.
This is my addiction
With veins of greed,
Give me an adventure
I need to feed.

K

 

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Jigsaw heart

Posted on July 23, 2017 by

A maze in a puzzle
There is no start,
One piece can fix
This jigsaw heart.
Many secrets hide
In all these pieces,
Many doors locked
Behind the creases.
Damaged and forgot
Full of broken energy,
This heart of mine
Is a distant memory.
Parts of this puzzle
Burned in the pain,
One day they’ll heal
One day I’ll love again.

K

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Sidekick

Posted on July 18, 2017 by

Please don’t hide
Your tears from me,
I’ve enough strength
To set us both free.
If you need to cry
I will always be here,
Listening to the words
That bring you fear.
I can make you laugh
Or hold you tight,
Whatever you need
To sleep at night.
If you’re not ready
That would be fine,
We can sit in the dark
Until you’re ready to shine.

K

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The Grey

Posted on July 17, 2017 by

In the heart of an Angel
Lies the wrath of Satan,
With a wing of each
There’s no ultimatum.
You fight to save
And sacrifice to heal,
You give your life
Trying not to feel.
You was not born
Ignorant or infected,
Seeing the suffering
Leaves you tormented.
Angel of the grey
With a warrior inside,
Uprising in the veins
As both sides collide.

K

 

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Today I dreamed of tomorrow

Posted on July 17, 2017 by

Today wasn’t a date
It was a change,
As the images form
As fresh new page.
The eyes they melt
Right into my core,
I could only dream
To feel this more.
It was a perfect day
I don’t want to end,
Paths could change
Around any bend.
Today was tomorrow
A brand new start,
Creating a feeling
Not just as art.

K

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Writers

Posted on July 16, 2017 by

Writing isn’t a choice
It’s a part of you,
Tattooed into the DNA
Printed onto every organ
It’s a passion born to stay.
Writers lead two lives,
One in reality
The other on paper,
You are the lead roles
Aswell as the editor.
It’s an addiction
A drug you can’t forget
Armed with words,
Fantasies and hope
Embedded into ink,
From every breath
To every sunset.
It’s a beauty yet a curse
From the life you lead
To the life you dream,
The thoughts explode
From every seam.
It’s a parallel world
A portal of art,
Mirrored into your life
Scripted into your heart.
And as the author
You’ll live & experience
Everything twice.

Source: Writers

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Broken art.

Posted on July 16, 2017 by

Become my artist
For just one day,
Sculpture with passion
Masked in delicate clay.
Paint me with detail
Like I’m a masterpiece,
Canvas me in freedom
Shelter me into sheets.
Spray me onto walls
With your graffiti art,
Frame the imperfection
Of my fractured heart.
With colour’s of joy
And tears of charcoal,
Hang me in a gallery
For broken souls.

K

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Garden of evil

Posted on July 9, 2017 by

Walked into a storm
It started as a dream,
I had slid down a path
Into a lava stream.
Climbed up a hill
Which felt like death,
Nothing could be heard
Except fear in my breath.
I could only look down
At this deathly hollow,
The fear in my throat
Was difficult to swallow.
Fires burned bright
As souls changed form,
From life to death
In a blink of a storm.
Winged monsters flew
There were no people,
I had woken in a garden
In the garden of Evil.

K

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Second is last

Posted on July 7, 2017 by

I’m the second choice
Or someone’s last,
Never the future
Always the past.
I’m not good enough
Barely a memory,
I don’t get a chance
They hardly know me.
My mind is scary
But please don’t run,
I’m not just intimating
I am also fun.
Yes, my mind is strong
But you like the weak,
Someone to praise
Whilst kissing your feet.
I am independent
I don’t mind being alone,
I’ll just sit in my castle
And rule the throne.

K

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Past lives in the present

Posted on July 7, 2017 by

I fell through lightening
With broken wings,
Landed in a country
Of queens and kings.
Thrown into the ring
Like a bitch on heat,
Getting knocked down
To land on my feet.
Turning into a monster
I had to survive,
I was not born evil
I was not born alive.
Times have passed
I remember my face,
The face of a girl
With anger & grace.
Today stands a women
Young and wise,
Innocent and sweet
Until you see her eyes.

K

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Low maintenance

Posted on July 3, 2017 by

I don’t want flowers
I don’t need to be dined,
I’d rather build forts
& drink beer than wine.
Please no compliments
Just a cheeky wink,
Tell me what you want
So I don’t have to think.
We can shut the curtains
Play games all day,
Watch some movies
& drink the night away.
Let’s sleep until noon
We don’t have to wake,
Time is on our side
The world can wait.

K

 

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I am

Posted on July 2, 2017 by

I am just like
A lonely silhouette,
Lifeless & motionless
A shadow to forget.
I am like an echo
That you don’t hear,
Drifting into the air,
Without any fear.
I am like the wind
Passing by,
You can’t see me
Yet you feel me fly.
I am the sun
On a rainy day,
You miss the light
When it’s hidden away.

K

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Spiralled

Posted on July 1, 2017 by

My mind is lost
The noise is back,
I can’t drown it out
Everything is black.
My mind spirals
Out of control,
I can feel its rage
Destroying my soul.
When will it end
When did it begin,
I’m exhausted to fight
My mind has given in.
Just take over me
And let me see
All these silhouettes
That aren’t meant to be.

K

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Write before I speak.

Posted on July 1, 2017 by

I’m done with it all
I have given in,
Life is a game
I could never win.
I hate my mind
& all these tears
It only gets worse
Year after year.
When I try to talk
Does anyone listen?
The truth is held
In what I’ve written.
Words on paper
Do not question,
A life of pain
And all its lessons.

K

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They’re all the same

Posted on June 30, 2017 by

I have realised
I am on my own,
Around my sister
Doesn’t feel like home.
She does not care
Only for herself,
I bleed and cry
Only to myself.
I hide all this pain
Until the day I die
When I see her
It feels like lies.
She only sees
Her reality,
Whilst I lose myself
In my insanity

K

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Hell of a home

Posted on June 27, 2017 by

I’ve never minded
Being alone,
Parts of me miss
What feels like home.
Maybe it’s family
What is missing,
An anchor to life
To stop me drifting.
I don’t see family
In any good light,
My shadow is worn
And Refuses to fight.
All that remains
Are the two that fell,
The girls that say
Home was hell.

K

 

 

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Diseased by darkness..

Posted on June 26, 2017 by

This is an old one I wrote which today still scares me as my mind was a complete wreck when I wrote this.

Source: Diseased by darkness..

As far as I can tell
I’ve already died once,
And I woke up in this hell.
My mind is a deadly disease
I’m not always in control,
When darkness is overtaking me.
The voices don’t drown
I despise this person inside,
So I turn the mirrors around.
It’s like an evil switch
I go from light to dark,
From angel to bitch.
I’ve walked this life on empty
Filled with secrets & masks,
Surrounded by an awful energy.
There’s a demon in my head
Writing itself into my life,
So I’ll never die when I’m dead.
The rage turns me into stone
Injecting it’s shadows,
Down into my bones.
It’s screaming to open the door
The sins of this life,
Wrapped around my core.
This mind & body it stole
Because when I wake tomorrow,
I don’t know who will be in control.

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Listening out loud

Posted on June 25, 2017 by

I hear you talk
I hear you breathe,
I hear the wind
The fall of the leaves.
I hear you whisper
As your heart beats,
I hear you walking
Down the street.
I hear the cars
From miles away,
I hear the sunset
On a new day.
I hear the birds
The water flow,
I hear everything
As the world grows.

K

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Inspire

Posted on June 24, 2017 by

I’d love to save the world
Every piece created,
Fill hearts full of love
Instead of anger & hatred.
I would give my all
To save mankind,
Open closed hearts
To free ignorant minds.
I’m not good or bad
Or a poisoned seed,
I’m not afraid to fail
I’m not afraid to bleed.
I’m a one women army
Filled with passion & fire,
I wasn’t born to lead
I was born to inspire.

K

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Rising

Posted on June 20, 2017 by

It’s silent once again
There is no sound,
The noise breaks me
As I fall to the ground.
Whispers that curse
Shadows that appear,
They’re not tricking me
As my mind is clear.
I’m standing strong
Rising from the ashes
The flames are intense
When dark & light clashes.
I’ve walked through hell
Even ruled the throne,
I don’t fear the darkness
When it feels like home.

K

 

 

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Soundtrack

Posted on June 11, 2017 by

Reblogging one of my favorites I wrote a while back 🙂

The Darkest Fairytale

Wouldn’t it be good
If life had a soundtrack,
You’d know what was going on.
You could fast forward,
Rewind, pause and playback.
What songs would play?
Would it be a happy beat?
Sad songs with violins
A full orchestra,
Or songs we’d repeat.
Would our soul mate
Dance to the same song?
Would we be compatible
Or would the beat be wrong?
Music is always in the air
As the sound of nature plays,
Songs in the background
Would be magic to a rainy day.

K

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Heart of time

Posted on June 11, 2017 by

Let’s dance together
One last night,
I’ll follow your rhythm
As you hold me tight.
I’ll take in your scent
As I feel you breathe,
We’ll sway into the night
Before I have to leave.
Our hearts will beat
In tune together,
When souls merge
We’ll dance forever.
If we don’t meet again
That would be fine,
Memories will freeze
In the heart of time.

K

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Ecstasy

Posted on June 10, 2017 by

Every touch teases
All my nerves,
Your tongue torments
All my curves.
An unholy sensation
Beneath my skin,
My body craves
To feel you within.
In every kiss
I feel your frustration,
Filled with passion
& a dirty imagination.
You have me begging
Within this chemistry,
As with every thrust
I’m consumed by ecstasy.

     K

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Alive

Posted on June 9, 2017 by

I swear I’m alive
But I’m no longer here,
I can’t trust myself
Or what I hear.
Shadows haunt
In the brightest light,
Whispering lies
In the dark of the night.
I am a stranger
To my reflection,
My footprints lead me
In the wrong direction.
someone once said
‘Just live your life’
Yet it fights against me
So I fight to survive.

K

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The heart thinks as the brain beats.

Posted on June 4, 2017 by

I wish I could find a love
As overactive as my mind,
Spontaneously crazy
Obsessively curious
Artistically designed.
I’d sculpture my heart
Just like these rhymes,
Full of truth and soul
Unpredictably addicted
To each & every line.
If my brain had a heart
And my heart had a brain,
I would love passionately
Be seductively impulsive
Yet completely insane.

K

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Handmade prison

Posted on June 4, 2017 by

Men expressing emotions
Is the sexiest thing I know,
And yes I’m the hypocrite
I’ll never let mine show.
I were made to believe
Emotions are a weakness,
So I built walls so thick
To prevent this sickness.
Subconsciously made
A defense mechanism,
I gave myself a sentence
In my handmade prison.
So if you ever see me
Don’t listen to what I say,
Because I’ll tell you I’m fine
When I’m really not okay.

K

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Porcelain

Posted on June 2, 2017 by

I am very similar
To my porcelain skin,
Smooth on the surface
Yet hollow within.
If you look closely
You can trace my tracks,
Of this worn exterior
That has started to crack.
I’m strong & sturdy
Yet a fragile little thing,
My strength is carried
On my broken wings.
Just one last drop
I will fail to exist,
As history will scatter
Into a porcelain mist.

K

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Believe

Posted on June 1, 2017 by

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Orbiting

Posted on May 27, 2017 by

I’ve fallen through worlds
That are in my mind,
Landed on earth
With a purpose to find.
Layers of mistake
Masked in smiles,
I fell for a world
That put me on trial.
So many storms
Where do I start?
Lightening & thunder
Appeared in my heart.
Like the planet
Thoughts orbit around,
Yet gravity forbids me
To leave this ground.

K

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Sound of madness

Posted on May 25, 2017 by

Devils on my shoulders
Stranger’s are in my head,
Explosive bad energy
Keeping this addiction fed.
A shadow with an impulse
A lonely silhouette,
Dancing in a burning town
To a romantic duet.
Like whispers in the air
Merging with silence,
Every dream is sucked
Into a never ending labyrinth.
Hallucinations deface art
As the echos disappear,
I’m jealous they fade
I’m invisibly screaming here.

K

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UNITED Kingdom

Posted on May 23, 2017 by

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Hells heavens

Posted on May 22, 2017 by

Shoot me down
With bows & arrows,
My demons will rise
To haunt your shadows.
Fire your cannons
Release your weapons,
Witness the day I open
All hells heavens.
Beware if you curse me
With your deadly plagues,
This queen of hearts
Is also the queen of spades.
I have flames inside me
With a lethal spark,
I’ve walked through hell
I’m not afraid of the dark.
Deafen me with thunder
Hit me with lightening,
This one women army
Isn’t afraid of dying.

K

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Sharing talent

Posted on May 22, 2017 by

A while ago I shared a clip of my good friend covering Newton faulker – dream catch me, which can be found at supporting-my-talented-friend, this was done in order to boost his confidence as life got in the way of his magical voice.
Well I have just been sent this amazing clip which I am going to share with the world as his voice blows my mind!

Luke Tune covering Kings of Leon, sex on fire.

 

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Mind break

Posted on May 21, 2017 by

Do not look for me
I promise, I am not lost,
Look I am safe here
In my mental asylum.

K

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Quest for sanity

Posted on May 21, 2017 by

I’ve been chasing reality
In a dose of mayhem,
Lost all my sanity
I can’t remember when.
Chasing these memories
Around every bend,
Running this maze
Trying to reach the end.
Time has frozen still
In my quest to find the light,
Any rays of the sun
Are shadows to my sight.
I’m looking for answers
Silhouettes are all I can see,
Circling like vultures
The abyss is welcoming me.

K

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Maybe one day

Posted on May 18, 2017 by

I never wanted to hurt
Or tell these lies,
I am protecting you
From the pain in my eyes.
Sharing my burden
Just makes it real,
I will drown it out
Until I’m unable to feel.
I’m doing this for you
Only because I care,
It’s my baggage
A heavy weight to bear.
Maybe one day
I will let my tears flow,
Let you see pieces of me
That I’m scared to show.

K

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Inking agony

Posted on May 17, 2017 by

Paper can’t handle
The ink that I spill,
There’s a curse hidden
Behind my quill.
Letters turn to acid
Paper to ash,
The alphabet cries
When emotions clash.
My writing is messy
There is no design,
I don’t fix in any box
Or inbetween the lines.
When it comes to art
You must give insanity,
As poetic truths
Are inked with agony.

K

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