I write for you
As I write for me,
To say the words
I barely breathe.
My voice is weak
I can only scream,
My life has been
One fucked up dream.
I’m finally awake
No longer caged,
I’m full of experience
I’ve grown with age.
Time has passed
I’ve faced reality,
I’m stronger now
But I’m not yet free.
K
My mind is dreadful
It’s a terrible place,
Inked onto paper
With a beautiful face.
Sprayed with colour
Which doesn’t last,
Saturated in words
Lost in the contrast.
It is a masterpiece
This bleeding heart
Vibrant and poise
Sculpturing art.
Deadly beautiful
Like Jekyll & Hyde,
One piece of art
Two different sides.
K
The ears turned deaf
Your voice went mute,
The brain escaped
You failed to reboot.
Emotions were hidden
The eyes were blind,
Skin turned to a mask
You could hide behind.
Memories were built
Behind solid walls,
The pores they seeped
With poisonous flaws.
Innocence was taken
And forged into steel,
They tried to kill you
Only a part of you healed.
K
Burdens came with wings
Strength came with flaws,
My heart came with locks
Guarding all these doors.
Wisdom came with mistakes
The eyes fueled with fire,
Spirit arrived with passion
As love came with desire.
K
I’ve seen the beauty
In those you call ugly,
They have a uniqueness
That is quite lovely.
I’d rather see diversity
Different from the rest,
There’s nothing worse
Than being a normal mess.
It takes one to shine
Before others follow,
Flaunt your flaws
That once caused sorrow.
Decline people’s judgement
Ignore their critique,
Being somewhat different
Doesn’t make you a freak.
K
The earth splits
With my feet on both sides,
Gravity pulls me down
I’m diving into crashing tides.
The world has fallen
Like the angels once fell,
My head is spinning around
I’m tumbling from a carousel.
I’m screaming at the skies
The clouds give me no answer,
I’m left with a sinking hope
My feet are tied to an anchor.
Closing my eyes, I see your face
Your beauty drowns all my fear,
Those final moments approach
I’m ready now, you are here.
K
I travelled through madness to find myself, but in the madness I found you.
K
If someone can show me heaven, then I know they could show me hell. I’m not afraid of hell, I welcome the flames that have burnt me many times, But if I showed them heaven, I know they could turn to ashes in my hell.
K
Poison under my skin
Drips to the fingertips,
Like acid to this paper
Writing my apocalypse.
It burns and scolds
With flames to ashes,
It’s a nuclear reaction
As light & dark clashes.
The world injected me
With all this venom,
Turning innocence
Into a deadly weapon.
A product of my past
The tortured castaway
Haunted by the images
Forced to live another day.
Tarnished with poison
Yet filled with gold.
They can’t inject my heart
As my soul won’t be sold.
K
I’m a ghost to myself
And those around,
None can see me walk
This haunting ground.
I am camouflaged
In this lonely town,
They can’t help me here
As I suffocate & drown.
No touch I can feel
They ignore my words,
I scream in this crowd
My voice can’t be heard.
Alone in this dimension
Invisible to existence,
I can’t connect to them
Through all the resistance.
I look in from the outside
And watch time pass by,
They walk through me
As I’m Invisible to the eye.
K
I throw my coins
In the wishing well,
Hoping this water
Can cast a spell.
I close my eyes
To pray for more,
Sacrificing a coin
To open a door.
Love & dreams
Or maybe fantasy,
To find miracles
Mixed in reality.
Hope is an anchor
Masked in disguises
A gateway for dreams
In all shapes & sizes.
K
Find me
Before I find you,
Where the air is free
And the sea is blue.
Follow the wind
Wide and far,
See my reflection
In the stars.
Feel my love
Strip the walls,
The heart it aches
Under my calls.
Fill your lungs
Inhale my passion,
I’ll hold you close
If the world
Comes crashing.
K
I dream myself to sleep
It is like a movie
Just very deep.
Only to discover
This is not normal,
Others can not relate
To my magical portal.
This technique
Is all I’ve ever known,
To close my eyes
& travel to other zones.
I am fully aware
Of what fantasy I create,
As these dreams lead
To my unconscious state.
So I close my eyes
And I set the scene
The brain takes over
Somewhere inbetween.
Someone tell me
They do the same,
Do you dream to sleep
Or am I just insane?
K
Your Heart is golden
As hands are tied,
With broken breathing
The mind has died.
Your touch heals
Others aches & scars,
As you mask the pain
In your memoirs.
K
I’m not an angel
Nor the devil,
I’m just stranger
Than other people.
I will never be
A damsel in distress,
I’ll more likely be
A dragon in a dress.
I’m not a siren
Nor a witch,
I’ll ride a broom
As I’m a bitch.
My heals are high
The leather is deadly,
This halo is filled
With contagious energy.
K
You are real
In a false world,
In so much pain
For loving too hard.
Leaving branches
In others you meet,
As they bloom
They forget the roots.
K
So many beliefs
In heaven & hell,
Opposites planes
Worlds parallel.
Like a triangle
All sides connect,
People worship
None are perfect.
Heaven is too picky
Hell accepts all,
Even the angels
After they fall.
To burn forever
Or to live a lie,
I’m good & bad
I’ll be more lost
When I die.
I never believed
In black & white
So when I die
I’ll go to the grey
Inbetween the divide.
K
I used to hate the silence, until I realised how loud everything is. Now I miss the silence.
K
I’ll play the lead
In your dirty book,
Feel the sensation
Off this mind fuck.
You can see me here
Inbetween the lines,
I’m behind the cover
On page sixty nine.
Read each verse
To feel me within,
This isn’t a love story
It’s a book of sin.
I will tease you
On every cliffhanger,
Strip me bare
In every chapter.
You’ll lick your lips
When you read,
Because ‘I want’
becomes ‘I need’
K
It’s quite ironic
You once took my breath away,
Now I Just suffocate
On all your lies & manipulation.
K
When I rhyme
These words appear,
There’s more than
Madness here.
I’m not on drugs
Or any alcohol,
Creativity is born
In a broken soul.
There are whispers
To this tragic mind,
It’s faulty wiring
You will find.
God can’t help
He’s already dead
Only I can rebuild
The home in my head.
K
I’m the bones
Of my past,
The marrow
Of my future,
The memories
That will last.
I’m the eyes
Of the present,
The beat
Of tomorrow,
With the blood
Of the forgotten.
I’m the energy
Of the rising,
The strength
Of the fallen.
I am human,
But this life
Is alien.
K
Double the caffeine
A teaspoon of sarcasm
Mixed with,
Inappropriate humour
A dash of profanity.
With a sprinkle
Of dark thoughts.
K
Open your eyes
To existence,
Shadows scatter
Into the distance.
Touched & tamed
By the devil himself,
Masking reflection
In someone else.
Darkness comforts
As walls bleed,
In a garden of evil
Full of weeds.
Echos whisper
What I can’t hear,
Yet colours wave
As messages appear.
Misfiring chemicals
Are black & white,
Yet colours are vivid,
In the dark of night.
Seeing more
Or hearing less,
It’s reality of dreams
Wrapped in madness.
K
I’ll paint the picture
And set the scene,
You’ll see the image
If you get what I mean.
This isn’t something
You don’t already know
This will never be
A one women show.
You can feel it inside
And somehow relate,
This isn’t about conflict
It’s a matter of debate.
Life will never be
How it feels or seems,
You’re made of flaws
And endless dreams.
K
Life refuses
The Medicine I need,
Shoot it up
Straight into my artery.
There’s one key
For this cell,
Which all paths lead
To my burning hell.
I’m surrounded by
The flames of life,
One day I’ll fail
To survive.
Life imitates
Works of art,
It won’t paint over
A blackened heart.
K
I’d never be fake
Or tell lies,
It takes alot of energy
Just to be myself.
K
When did we get lost
In this madness,
When did love
Turn to sadness.
When did we build
All these walls,
When did these walls
Become our flaws.
Why do the whispers
Cloud our heads,
Why do we allow
This fear to be fed.
When did we get lost
In this place,
Do we still recognise
our own face.
K
When I look into your eyes
I feel like I’ve won a prize.
Just the feel of your lips
The touch of your fingertips
Really blows my mind,
With no equal I would find.
K
I close my eyes & I begin to dream
Only to be awoken by echoing screams,
A maze of paths & endless patterns
“Holy fuck” how did this happen?
I drift around there’s no way out
Barely can see I panic & shout,
Menacing roars from far ahead
It knows I’m here & it needs to be fed.
I run around it’s a lot to apprehend
Paths lead to nowhere except dead ends,
The pattern is complex, I’m not going lie
I’m scared I’m lost & I don’t want to die.
Instincts surge and logic appears
I’ll find the centre, everything is clear,
To get the key to open this door
I need to find and kill that Minotaur.
Starting to wish I listened to my teacher
How did Theseus kill this creature?
I can’t think as the roars get closer,
I stumble & fall, “shit”
I land in the Minotaur’s enclosure.
I can feel it with me, I’m fully aware
It’s sizing me up as I feel its stare,
Creeping out of the dark into my space
I nearly collapsed it has the same face.
Everything is clear the maze is my head
The fear I carry keeps this monster fed,
I’ve to face myself if I want to be free
I’m the only one that’s holding the key.
K
Let me dance
Across the sand,
As the tide sweeps me
Away from this land.
Let me fly
With the wind in my hair,
As the clouds carry me
To another lair.
Let me lay,
Just on my own,
As my thoughts find
A way back home.
K
There are rooms
in my mind,
If you open the doors
Don’t be afraid
Of what you’ll find.
Some are beautiful
Others you’ll fear,
If they’re dark
I bring flowers here.
Don’t go in the closets
They can get messy,
Find the secret rooms
There’s not that many.
You don’t need an invite
There is no key,
It’s an open maze
To experience me.
K
They say life isn’t hard
Yet it’s not a dream,
A fucked up holiday
Or so it seems.
It’s a strange reality
We see and feel,
But who’s reality
Is even real?
What I observe
Is different to you,
The trees whisper
Shades of blue.
Music plays
Only to appear,
I see the rhythm
You can only hear.
Maybe insanity
Isn’t that extreme
To witness beauty
Others will dream.
See through my eyes
Take my position,
You’ll label me more
Than my condition.
K
I sit on the grey
Inbetween the divide,
Blocking the mayhem
On the other side.
I’m not the key
Nor the door,
I’m only a girl
Searching for more.
The code is written
In my bone,
Along with ice
Covering this stone.
I’m only a girl
Surrounded by people
Sitting quietly
In a garden of evil.
K
Like the rose
Vibrant & red,
The petals fall
Until it’s dead.
Thorns protect
Its inner shell,
To guard it from
This living hell.
Burying its roots
Underground,
It feeds from life
All around.
For then it lives
& then it dies,
Ready to be cut
From our very eyes.
K
I’ve a touch of madness
I know the signs,
It begins with voices
& ends with rhymes.
I’ve to lose myself
For creativity,
It’s the only way
My mind is free.
It’s beautiful
Yet it’s my curse,
To lay down my disease
In every verse.
For when it begins
I’m must be ready,
To turn this madness
Into extraordinary.
K
I’m afraid I’m lost
I’m unable to write,
My hope is drifting
Out of sight.
Hours wasted
But who am I?
I’m sinking deeper
When I want to fly.
I am rather lost
Not in wonderland,
In a frame of mind
I don’t understand.
It is a mystery
I can’t piece together,
But one second here
Feels like forever.
K
Colours can bleed
Colours can cry,
They fade away
But they never die.
There’s dark & light
Purple or golden,
Associated with life
& different emotion.
Choose a colour
To match your soul,
Would it be vibrant?
Or as black as coal?
Mix the colours
That others will see?
Show them the spectrum
Of what you can be.
K
He wants a love
with sunsets,
walks on the beach
As we hold hands
under the heat.
I want a love
In the shadows
Of the moonlight
As we drink rum,
Under the stars
Before we trespass
To forbidden lands.
K
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I buried him in my mind
The funeral was in my heart,
I grieved & cried every tear
Until there were none.
Of course I did, I missed him
The years moved on as did I,
I had to let him die inside
Just so I could live.
I picked up what remained
Every piece he shattered.
Through all the pain
An artist was made
I sculptured myself into
A better, stronger version
That couldn’t be destroyed
Yet a version of myself
That could love again.
K
Life is our lover
The mistress in the affair,
Fucking us daily
It’s stripping us bare.
Playing mind games
We jump to its feet,
Feeding us seduction
To keep us sweet.
We bow down
To all the highs & lows,
Give and take
All the laughs & blows.
We can’t end the affair
It’s too addictive,
Because life itself
Is a beautiful sickness.
K
The heart gives
Bad directions,
Carrying the soul
To the darkest depths.
Passion leads
To forbidden lands,
As temptation steals
Every breath.
The hunger for life
Creates addiction,
It’s like a drug
Cursing the veins
Of its infliction.
All paths lead
To experience,
As all the chaos
Leads to freedom.
K
Make love to my mind
Go down on my thoughts,
Fill my imagination
With electric shots.
Fall into my dreams
Tease my perception,
Infect me with words
Like a lethal injection.
Present me with lessons
Feed every greedy hole,
Tempt my curious mind
Taste my hungry soul.
Spread your fire
Cover me in passion
Bring more than physical
To an intellectual orgasm.
K
It is okay,
To give yourself pep talks
I shout at myself daily,
Like suck it up bitch
Get a grip pussy,
You’re doing your best.
Then to cheer myself up
I look at the scared faces
Sat on the train with me,
Working out if I’m normal
Or clinically insane.
I just smile back at them
& say I’m not talking to you,
I turn to my reflection
Point at myself and say,
“I’m answering that bitch”
Never had this much leg room.
K
I’d live in the city
Or the country,
If they could handle
The jungle in me.
I’d walk the seas
Or fly in the sky,
If I wasn’t held down
By gravity.
I’d run for the hills
Or climb the mountains,
Yet neither would let
This beast roam free.
No place is home
For a girl like me,
No place would accept
The creature in me.
K
There’s no way out
I’m stuck here hiding
With me & my doubt,
I’m blinded by the light
Struck by the darkness
Hiding in the night.
It’s a soothing darkness
It hides the shadows
It drowns the madness.
Yet i let time flicker by
I’m questioning the past
And why I didn’t die.
There’s faults in my code
That’s why I carry
Each and every load.
I feel it all
Every single day,
Each blow & every fall.
Yet I’m here now
The angels won’t let me die,
I’ve told them before
The fallen can’t fly.
K
I am the island
you are the ocean,
Your waves caress me
In a hypnotic motion.
Your tide whisks
My sands away,
Finding new pieces
In every wave.
When we merge
We are a paradise,
With islands of dreams
Coming alive.
Discovering each other
In the darkest depths,
We are a magic
That always connects.
K
I will chase you
Through life or death,
Just to see you smile
To feel the warmth
Of your breath.
I’ll give up my humanity
Just to keep you safe,
And blanket you
From this reality.
I’ll always be close
Giving you lectures,
Fighting away monsters
As your protector.
I’ll always be here
If you ever need me,
As I’ll always love you.
Unconditionally.
K
You’re the muse
In my ear,
Whispering things
Only I can hear,
Telling me secrets
Telling me lies,
You’re the sparkle
In my eyes.
You give me strength
You give me hope,
You’re the reflection
In my kaleidoscope.
Keeping me grounded
As my anchor,
You’re the oxygen
In my atmosphere.
K
I asked the skies
To give me a sign,
The lightning struck
A silver line.
I crossed the line
To a paradise,
Filled with chaos
Hurricanes,
And shards of ice.
In all this ice
Was your name,
The skies showed me
Beauty can be found
In the chaos,
Of pain.
K
I’d die on my feet
Than live on my knees,
I wasn’t born to beg
Or born to please.
I’ve my own mind
That won’t be swayed,
I’m not into games
I won’t be played.
As long as I live
I’ll always have fight,
I’m mentally strong
With a hell of a bite.
I was never raised
To be weak,
I’ll take my stand
To die on my feet.
K
The natural state
Has its own parallel,
From life & death
Man & women
To angel & devil.
They all come in pairs
One would not work
Without the other.
Good wouldn’t exist
Without bad,
Fires would burn
Without water,
Night has to rest
For us to see the day.
Did order exist
Before the chaos,
Or did the chaos
Create the order.
We live in a world
Of Jekyll and Hyde’s,
With different faces
And opposing sides.
K
You stared into the deep
Until you became the abyss,
No warmth or smiles
Just an emptiness.
A hollow ocean
Where the tides stops,
There’s no anchor here
It’s a never ending drop.
You’re falling deeper
The sun is hiding,
The light in the dark
Is barely surviving.
The roof caves in
But nobody’s around,
No-one can hear the screams
So you don’t make a sound.
It’s along way up
Broken & bruised,
Yet you’ll fight harder
When there’s nothing to lose.
K
Kiss me,
Like I’m the only women alive
Make love to me,
Like it’s our last time.
Melt away,
All that surrounds us
Tell me you love me,
Like it would save your life.
K
He is ready
For hot wild sex,
Whilst I’m prepared
To hit the deck.
Yet I play along
For his sake,
I pray I can manage
To stay awake.
He kisses & teases
Moans & groans,
Sitting on top
I feel the aches
In my bones.
I start out steady
Taking the lead,
But my eyes are tired
So I increase the speed.
It doesn’t take long
For him to cum,
I’m cheering inside
As we’re finally done.
He looks happy
And really pleased,
I’m figuring out
If I’ve got cramp
In my knees.
He turns and says
You’re breathing fast,
I’m out of shape
I cheekily laugh.
We both roll over
He’s completely gone,
But now I can’t sleep
I’m too turned on.
K
Damaged people have seen hell
They don’t need Bibles,
To realise why the angels fell.
The little they’ve received
Is the most they’ve known,
Walking in the ashes
Of what life has thrown.
They’ve met the humans
With very little humanity,
Seen the cracks in this world
And drowned in the reality.
The scars are indented
Right down to the bone,
Earning the strength
They walk alone.
K
I will write
I will sing
Let me see
What my rhymes
Will bring.
I will run
I will dance
I’ll give this world
Every chance.
I will fight
& never fail,
I’ll live my life
As the darkest
Fairytale.
K
Don’t break my heart
Before I fall,
Give me a chance
To give you it all.
Allow my love
To heal your soul
Fill in the blank spaces,
Until the puzzle
Is once again whole.
My dear please,
Not all prisons have walls
The fear you run from,
Is the fear I’m falling for.
I will be the person
You call home,
As I promise
To keep your heart safe
To protect it
Like it was my own.
K
Do you remember
Being you & free,
Building those sandcastles
Swimming in the sea.
Playing on our skates
And making dens
This was our fun,
We didn’t need
Technology back then.
Having no care in the world
We was running wild,
This is what it’s like
Being a child.
We’d climb to the top
Of every tree,
Go home filthy
With cuts on our knees.
The play times changed
as we grew old,
The bonds were formed
From the memories we hold.
To talk about a time
That brought us pleasure,
A grin appears
They’re ours to Treasure.
K
Stay up with me
Get to know me best,
We can chat all night
We don’t need to rest.
I’ve never been shallow
My mind is deep,
It comes alive at night
To eliminate the weak.
Snooze your alarms
Break your regime,
I don’t need to doze
You are my dream.
Can you handle me
In my darkest mess,
Will stay at my side
Through the darkness.
K
My minds evolving
Or getting more lost,
With no consideration
For the sanity it’s cost.
Unrealistic theories
It strings together,
Glad I’m not immortal
I couldn’t do this forever.
Like a black hole
Sucking in every idea,
It’s planned every scenario
For the next 10 years.
Running out of room
It’s creating a database,
Next it’ll be in my bed
Stealing my space.
I would turn it off
However, there’s a glitch,
It never came with a manual
Or any kind of switch.
Meet the annoying voices
That haunt my mind,
Hunting for answers
No genius would find.
Someone once said
“Let your mind be free”
Well it’s currently on holiday
Planning world domination,
Whilst sipping tequilas
Under a palm tree.
K
You’re bewitched
Chasing the forbidden,
Curious to find
Treasure that’s hidden.
You view this world
Like a jigsaw puzzle,
Recycling pieces
From all the rubble.
You travel to places
Out of bounds,
Treating this planet
Like a playground.
Magnetically pulled
Into the unknown,
You’re not afraid
To walk alone.
An adrenaline junkie
Addicted to life,
You need the fix
To feel alive.
An outcast
Born to be free,
Discovering fate
Writing destiny.
K
Accept the beauty
In her untamed flames.
She’s willing to burn
For everything,
She’s ever loved.
A wild, hot mess,
Who no longer dies
In the ashes.
She rises up
Like the phoenix
Reborn into flames,
And she’s not afraid
To burn more powerful
Than the fires
Surrounding her.
K
It’s just me & the night
A comforting darkness,
The stars gaze over
In shining delight.
All this beauty up above
Perfectly created,
Capturing hearts
In an hypnotic love.
It will be over soon
I’ve to wait another day,
Before I’m reunited
With the moon.
K
I’ve know my balance
& I’ve got limits,
They get pushed
Right over the edge.
There’s warning signs
I often ignore,
But at least I know them.
K
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