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Emotions aren’t toys

You created a puppet Made of strings, She used to dance Now she’s unable to sing. She is a mannequin Emotionless & still, She’s only in fashion When you need a thrill. She’s a paper aeroplane Created to play, With … Continue reading

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Taken

The ears turned deaf Your voice went mute, The brain escaped You failed to reboot. Emotions were hidden The eyes were blind, Skin turned to a mask You could hide behind. Memories were built Behind solid walls, The pores they … Continue reading

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The fallen don’t fly

There’s no way out I’m stuck here hiding With me & my doubt, I’m blinded by the light Struck by the darkness Hiding in the night. It’s a soothing darkness It hides the shadows It drowns the madness. Yet i … Continue reading

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Cross the line

I asked the skies To give me a sign, The lightning struck A silver line. I crossed the line To a paradise, Filled with chaos Hurricanes, And shards of ice. In all this ice Was your name, The skies showed … Continue reading

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Nothing to lose

You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading

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Walk alone

Damaged people have seen hell They don’t need Bibles, To realise why the angels fell. The little they’ve received Is the most they’ve known, Walking in the ashes Of what life has thrown. They’ve met the humans With very little … Continue reading

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Ashes to flame

Accept the beauty In her untamed flames. She’s willing to burn For everything, She’s ever loved. A wild, hot mess, Who no longer dies In the ashes. She rises up Like the phoenix Reborn into flames, And she’s not afraid … Continue reading

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Toxic Love

It didn’t kill you But part of you died, That’s why you drink You’re screaming inside. You tried to protect her When will you see, You gave her everything Including your sanity. You loved her hard Caught her when she … Continue reading

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Army of two

I once lost my mind Searching for yours, I didn’t know who I was But I was damn sure, It wouldn’t be the same for you. We walked miles through time Battled many beings, Smashed through the concrete That surrounded … Continue reading

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Expectations vs reality

All I ever wanted Was butterflies Magic & rainbows. This was mistranslated, As I received chaos Insanity, darkness & blows after blows. I wanted the freedom Of dancing in the meadows, Singing with the birds Whilst the fish, Nibble my … Continue reading

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Sinking

Do you ever feel like None of this is real, Like were living in the Matrix Programmed to feel. Do you ever think Life isn’t how it seems, We’re lost in limbo And this reality is a dream. Do you … Continue reading

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Life cuts

When life cuts too deep And leaves you bleeding, When the sun on the horizon Is no longer burning. When all your dreams Have lost their meaning, You look into the darkness For some kind of healing. When the tide … Continue reading

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Beauty is the beast..

I want your insides To come alive In a beautiful way, unwrap naughty surprises That you’re hiding away. Release that ungodly beast That you try to restrain, I’ve never been a fan Of people wearing chains. You’re a vision in … Continue reading

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Borderline…

I’ll shout loudly Or speak softly, The world in black Or The world in white, I’ll commit hard Or give up easily, I’ll love you hard Or push you away, I’ll be a good influence Or I’ll lead you astray. … Continue reading

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Shadow lands..

You had to follow To become their slave, They sucked you into The devils cave. Giving into their commands You became lost, Within the shadow lands. Trapped into a life of sins A life of greed & pain, Where nobody … Continue reading

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Blood danger…

I wanted to run from it all They would break me, Just to see me fall. Because of them I prayed to die I’d bury my face in my pillow, So they couldn’t hear me cry. Did I cause that … Continue reading

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Strange comfort

Look upon the monster you created, the creature reflected upon your shadows. For death is more inviting to you than life. For darkness is your saviour. You became so damaged your demons hide away in fear, because you know how … Continue reading

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It’s about the journey, not the destination..

Nothing ever felt like home Until I was lost and escaping On an open road. I had to learn from the drive Not the battle to live But the battle to survive. I’ve had to take it all They broke … Continue reading

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Girl on fire

You was a girl on fire Stuck in a room of smoke As the walls got higher. Suffocating on your fumes As your body begun to expire. The room turned to black You was unable to breathe Looking for hope … Continue reading

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Diseased by darkness..

As far as I can tell I’ve already died once, And I woke up in this hell. My mind is a deadly disease I’m not always in control, When darkness is overtaking me. The voices don’t drown I despise this … Continue reading

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Avalanche ..

My life is racing too fast I’m still piecing together, A chaotic past. So many years of education & no one ever taught me, Pain, heartache & frustration. I’ve learnt it on my own Fending for myself, Before I was … Continue reading

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Blossom…

Never again plant flowers If you wasn’t proud To watch them grow, To show them the light Not the shadows. Flowers need nurture so they can blossom If they don’t branch out The damage isn’t forgotten These petals did fall … Continue reading

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Insanity …

There’s a storm starting I’m a girl dancing in the rain, Tripping on LSD I’m a fucking hurricane. A broken freaky soul That belongs to no man, I’m the glow in dark On your one night stand. I’m immortal tonight … Continue reading

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Devils ache..

It’s hard letting go Peace is something You’ll never know. It’s a beautiful pain It kills the numbness Over and over again. It leaves you weaker Than before, You’re already dead From fighting this war. There’s only so many times … Continue reading

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Light and dark

Her wings are spread She can barely fly, The wings are stained From tears cried. Light has faded Strength has weakened, Grasping onto A soul that’s bleeding. She can see the light She’s walked the tunnel, A passage of light … Continue reading

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Calm to crazy…

The art of knowing yourself Is knowing your limits, Remaining calm, poised And controlled. The art of not giving a shit Is setting those limits on fire, And letting the crazy bitch Lose control. There’s no inbetween K

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Never easy..

It’s crowded in here There’s a lot of noise, It’s not always easy Maintaining posture And acting so poise. If I was transparent Would people ever see I wear pain like Armour But it’s never easy To be like me. … Continue reading

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Stained…

If tears were blood How stained would this world be? Would oceans be red, Would people be kinder? Just because tears dry Doesn’t mean they don’t stain, They leave a mark in our Minds Tears fall from happiness They also … Continue reading

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“Natural causes”

If anyone asks I died of natural causes From the heart in my chest Being ripped out & broken, Abandoning me here Forever to rest. I died of natural causes Of a body so beaten The mental scars echoed, As … Continue reading

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Strength in weakness.

I don’t want you at your best, I want you At your worst, In your darkest mess. No longer Will you hide Behind the masks, From the storm inside. Surrounded by shadows I’ll be the one, Wrapping my arms around … Continue reading

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Hope…

There’s a hand holding me When I’m falling down, When I don’t believe Hope is the key. I can feel its grip Keeping me grounded, When I’m about to slip. The light is there But there’s no tunnel, Just the … Continue reading

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Find me before you..

Before I find you I’ll need to find me, So when we meet My heart can be free. Instead of searching for love I’m climbing my wall, It keeps me from loving So I’m not able to fall. I’ll be … Continue reading

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Carnival…

Heads a fucking carnival Its partying to loud, It’s rather hysterical. Starting out slow This shit became a ritual. Sorry dear but i’m not normal Just one fucked up individual, Don’t waste your time on me I’m too complex For … Continue reading

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Home to hell…

He told me He has demons, Deep inside. Until that moment He never knew, I had a hell inside me Where his demons could hide. K

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Behind closed doors…

Broken glass Scatters Across the wall, Unable to fight You fall to the floor. Tears flood Anger burns, Pain in the heart As the stomach churns. It’s a moment of weakness Or a moment of madness, No other would comprehend, … Continue reading

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending Would you be there, I’d be standing on a roof Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side To wipe away the tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading

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Existence…

To be free, Independence Became the key. Leaving behind Those evil beings, That haunt my mind. Memories boxed Deep inside, The Pain’s hidden It’s masked by pride. Hitting every low, Witnessing dreams, Fly out the window. Being told I’d amount … Continue reading

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Tell them…

Tell the story Of your life, How it scarred Like a knife. Tell the nightmares Of your youth How they abused you, There’s pain in truth. Tell the struggles Of your day, How It’s hard to keep, Your demons at … Continue reading

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Hourglass…

The dust may settle, But you do not, Pieces of you Are lost, Pieces you forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell, Are deep inside, Tormenting each other Until they collide. … Continue reading

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Love…

Love? An unconditional Love, Without limitations No boundaries. It begins With our parents, Family. A love Indestructible With bonds, And memories. It’s our First, Our forever Love. It teaches us Our happiness, Is their Happiness. It’s the love That comes … Continue reading

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It Just take’s one

A single hug, Could hold all The answers, A single kiss, Could open doors, A person’s arms Could change Your perspective, One single heart Could change Your world. K

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Complex life…

I’ve spent My whole life, Not finding A way in, But finding A way out, Living in silence Forgetting How to shout. Looking for Answers Without Any meaning, Giving responses Without any Feeling. Losing myself Within a crowd, The voices … Continue reading

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Learning the basics..

I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of it’s confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading

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Silence can be deafening…

Sometimes the Voices In her head, Become deafening. She’ll doubt Herself Worry others Are listening. She’ll try to Block The endless darkness, But then the Darkness Turns into a deadly Silence, And then she Prays For a miracle For guidance. … Continue reading

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Abyss..

Perceived as cold Eyes are grey, Surrounded by Burning walls Which scold. Misinterpretation They will never see, I’m lost in a forever Changing storm, To remain Controlled. Edges are rough A broken image, By a heart That’s forged from Steel … Continue reading

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My spark…

You are, My listening ear, To help me express, My deepest fears, A rock, I didn’t think existed, You never judge, Or mock, When my dreams set fire, You bring the rain, Picking me from the floor, Handing me hope … Continue reading

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Twisted path

Forever changing, twisted roads, Carrying baggage, trying to unload, Paths going, in different directions, Hundreds of miles, searching for connection, Long journey, to leave it all behind, Fresh air, to clear my mind, Walking through the light & the dark, … Continue reading

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My translator…

Poetry, Has a strong meaning, More than letters More of a feeling, Poetry is my voice Of what I’m unable to say, Like an art exhibition With my life on display. Rhyming might be insignificant to others, But it’s a … Continue reading

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Life chapters…

Playing parts in your own story Reach the top and feel the glory, With unwritten words & pages turning We make mistakes as we’re always learning. You’re not giving up & never give in We’re the competitors here to win, … Continue reading

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