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Quest for sanity

I’ve been chasing reality In a dose of mayhem, Lost all my sanity I can’t remember when. Chasing these memories Around every bend, Running this maze Trying to reach the end. Time has frozen still In my quest to find … Continue reading

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Paper hearts..

Always thought I was smart Until you made a home, Within my heart. I trusted you With that sacred place, But you left me here With an empty space. Hope fooled me Thinking we’d last forever, Now I’m left with … Continue reading

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Find me before you..

Before I find you I’ll need to find me, So when we meet My heart can be free. Instead of searching for love I’m climbing my wall, It keeps me from loving So I’m not able to fall. I’ll be … Continue reading

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Carnival…

Heads a fucking carnival Its partying to loud, It’s rather hysterical. Starting out slow This shit became a ritual. Sorry dear but i’m not normal Just one fucked up individual, Don’t waste your time on me I’m too complex For … Continue reading

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Behind closed doors…

Broken glass Scatters Across the wall, Unable to fight You fall to the floor. Tears flood Anger burns, Pain in the heart As the stomach churns. It’s a moment of weakness Or a moment of madness, No other would comprehend, … Continue reading

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending, Would you be there? I’d be standing on a roof, Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side To wipe away the tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading

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Trust time..

Beautiful things are not only seen, They are felt With an open heart. A single touch Every door slam, Sunsets, music, A kiss, hug or dream, Everything is felt within. A heart can shatter Into millions of pieces, But the … Continue reading

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There’s no inbetween..

I can give And I can take, I’ll fight but I also break. I’ll love Sometimes i’ll hate, I’ll be your enemy Or your mate. I can lose a battle But win the war, I’ll be a good girl Or … Continue reading

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The aftermath..

Breathe light into this world Filled with black & white, Where the vivid colours hide Within the cracks of a divide. Slowly dissolving out of sight It’s no longer vibrant, Colours refuse to talk It’s completely silent. We destroyed the … Continue reading

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Four letter word…

Love is a drug, An addiction, To hold another, to feel it’s friction. Love affects all, rich or poor, A beautiful disease, without a cure. Love has no eyes, only a heart, To wound us, with cupids darts. Showing itself, … Continue reading

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Existence…

To be free, Independence Became the key. Leaving behind Those evil beings, That haunt my mind. Memories boxed Deep inside, The Pain’s hidden It’s masked by pride. Hitting every low, Witnessing dreams, Fly out the window. Being told I’d amount … Continue reading

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Hourglass…

The dust may settle, But you do not, Pieces of you Are lost, Pieces you forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell, Are deep inside, Tormenting each other Until they collide. … Continue reading

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Words..

Words are the Firing line, 1,2,3 Anger scatters Along the Skyline. Bridges burn, As the tide Begins to Turn. Bolts of Lightening Separates hearts As the road Splits, And the journey Starts. Horizon is bleak, Left standing, Unable To speak. … Continue reading

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Rage…

In the middle of darkness, An army raged, Spreading the ashes, Along the page. A heart ruptured, Bursting into light, With the Blood being written, From the fire Of the night. K

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Radioactive..

I’m awake Feeling alive, Losing control, I’ll no longer survive, The wild girl is here, Free to roam, It’s a girl you Should fear, Not a place To call home. Don’t stop me In my tracks. I’m consuming the Madness, … Continue reading

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It Just take’s one

A single hug, Could hold all The answers, A single kiss, Could open doors, A person’s arms Could change Your perspective, One single heart Could change Your world. K

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Complex life…

I’ve spent My whole life, Not finding A way in, But finding A way out, Living in silence Forgetting How to shout. Looking for Answers Without Any meaning, Giving responses Without any Feeling. Losing myself Within a crowd, The voices … Continue reading

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You!!!

You created, a life of grief, Just to find, some release, Turning two good Souls, into ice, Because of your venom, They’ll pay the price. A constant battle, You created, You should have been, fucking Sedated, Two young girls ,You … Continue reading

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That little girl…

Remember her, That little girl, Unable to stand From a fall, fragile And weak, Falling apart No voice to Speak. Wearing a smile, Not by choice, Her deafening silence Became her Voice. Damage consumed The little girl, It’s all she’d … Continue reading

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Learning the basics..

I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of it’s confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading

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Never afraid…

I’m not afraid To shout, I’m not afraid To sing, I was never Afraid of Yesterday, Or what Tomorrow Will bring. I’m not afraid To dream, I’m not afraid To fail, I was never Afraid to Write, The darkest Fairytale. … Continue reading

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Key..

The key to life A mystery to discover, But the key for change Is real It’s Inside you To recover. Stuck in this world Searching for Meaning, When all we need Is inner healing. Pieces fall into place, For now … Continue reading

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Silence can be deafening…

Sometimes the Voices In her head, Become deafening. She’ll doubt Herself Worry others Are listening. She’ll try to Block The endless darkness, But then the Darkness Turns into a deadly Silence, And then she Prays For a miracle For guidance. … Continue reading

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Hollow Reality…

Can you imagine An empty room, Walls are closing in There’s an eerie whisper, Sanity you’re chasing, Drifting in and out Of dreams, Yet nothing’s clear Nothing’s vibrant, A room filled of pain Filled of sorrow But completely silent. Walls … Continue reading

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Abyss..

Perceived as cold Eyes are grey, Surrounded by Burning walls Which scold. Misinterpretation They will never see, I’m lost in a forever Changing storm, To remain Controlled. Edges are rough A broken image, By a heart That’s forged from Steel … Continue reading

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Release..

Spread your words, across my skin, Allow it to release, your pain within, Darling It’ll not hurt, so please exhale Watch the ink glide, as you write your tale, Writing has a way To heal A heart, The hardest task, … Continue reading

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Keeping grip..

To feel another close Is all i ask, Knocking my walls down Becomes a task. Resorting back To what i know, pushing another away Instead of letting go. When all i crave Is to feel you inside, The friction of … Continue reading

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Endurance..

Asking you to hold me But you pulled away, Asking you not to hurt me But you did anyway. Never a response or a reason, You left me here, Bruised & beaten. Voice’s of demons Screamed inside, My heart it … Continue reading

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Blinded by lust..

Heat of passion, flares of temptation, Touch of your leg, & discreet flirtation, Flutter of your eyes, & ache of my heart, Trying very hard, not to fall apart. Devilish grin, to draw you in, Across the table, I touch … Continue reading

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A mind at war..

The therapist said, “you have a powerful mind” Answers I need, he’s attempting to find, Asking me to connect, down to the core, Finding out what’s hidden, behind this door, Different scenarios, to see if I can feel, About the … Continue reading

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Strange little mind…

Shying away, when life gets too much, It’s the solitude, that I always clutch, Overwhelmed, by social invention, So I run away, never my intention, Always analysing, leaving me frustrated, Overactive mind, it’s very complicated, It’s hard to explain, & … Continue reading

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Overactive imagination..

I’m a shadow bending, like a whisper, Through the rain, can you see me shimmer? A lost paper heart, set on fire, Burning higher & higher, with desire, I’m like speeding car, with no brakes, Or a broken mirror, full … Continue reading

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Twisted path

Forever changing, twisted roads, Carrying baggage, trying to unload, Paths going, in different directions, Hundreds of miles, searching for connection, Long journey, to leave it all behind, Fresh air, to clear my mind, Walking through the light & the dark, … Continue reading

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One way ticket…

I want to see the world,through your eyes, Feel all the sadness, & every high, Sail around the world, in your arms, Remember the feeling, of being safe from harm, I want to find the key, to this life, Be … Continue reading

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Different views..

Unable to believe the stuff, people talk about, My ears bleed, hearing the shit that comes out, Do some not hear, the things they say, Is this what natural selection, is today, Materialistic, and selfish greed, I pray that some … Continue reading

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Distorted..

I’ve already seen it, seen it coming, It’s happening one day, I can’t keep running, Seeing the future, & what it holds Something I can’t change, or control. Lying to myself, but I know the facts, Born with sharp edges, … Continue reading

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My translator…

Words, have a strong meaning, More than letters, more of a feeling, Poetry is my voice, of what I’m unable to say, Like an art exhibition, with my life on display. Rhyming maybe, insignificant for others, But it’s self therapy, … Continue reading

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Life chapters…

Playing parts, in your own story, Reaching the top, to hit the glory, Unwritten words, with pages turning Making mistakes, but always learning. Your not giving up, & your not giving in, We’re the competitors, here to win, Ink to … Continue reading

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Unknown…

We’re just like, grains of sand, Living on this unknown land, Just a dot, in time and space, Alien world, we have come to face, Asking questions, but getting no answer, Where is the cure, for the cancer? Which god … Continue reading

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Jigsaw of life.

Pieces of a jigsaw, lost to be found, Fixing the edges, & tracing the background, But what’s missing, from the core, Do we even know, what we’re searching for? Digging for the solution, everyday, And pray more of the puzzle, … Continue reading

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Nightmare…

Darkness awaits, feeling it near, Shadows are close, whispering in my ear, Shivers rising, beneath the skin, Something is coming, I feel it within, Echos rise, but barely make a sound, Earth is shaking, & the heart it pounds, Walls … Continue reading

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Neverland…

I have a naive heart, filled with fairy dust, A lost girl, full of magical lust, And I’ll fly away, because i can, To find my way, to never land. I’ll never grow up, I’ll follow the light, Flying over … Continue reading

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Living on another plane…

Feeling toxic, to my dismay, Being friendly, but emotions I can’t convey, Not realising, the effect I have, Frustrating myself, making others mad. Connection barrier, between me & the universe, The masks I wear, are usually diverse. You won’t see … Continue reading

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Art of love…

Get me drunk, with your words, Until I’m falling, & my eyes are blurred, Feel me stare, through your eyes, So deep with emotion, that paralyze. Be rough, yet be smooth, Melt me, with love & truth, Capture me, trap … Continue reading

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No longer caged…

The heart is broken & starts to swell I’m no longer captured under your spell Picking up pieces of my heart, The one you stole & torn apart. Blocking memories held so dear All that remains is hatred here, Unconditional … Continue reading

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Stand tall…

Didn’t know myself like I do today I had to get lost to find my way. Fearing the darkness & fearing the light, Getting knocked to learn how to fight. Opportunities I missed due to the pain Clawing them back … Continue reading

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Poet Therapy

I write poems some happy, some sad Most sound like I’m going mad, Perhaps one day I’ll realise my talents Perhaps one day I’ll find my balance. I rhyme about dreams & hope they stay Dreams have a habit of … Continue reading

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Time for change…

Four years now I’ve hidden in this shell, Now I’m coming out I’m rising from hell. From all the pain Carried as a child, I’m turning the page It’s going to get wild. I’ll no longer hide I’ll no longer … Continue reading

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