Tag Archives: Depression

The hollow

Absence of colour Has no effect, On a blackened heart That can’t connect. Don’t scream for life Or for any light, There is no start Or end in sight. Forget the rhythm It has lost its beat, It will only … Continue reading

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Spiralled

My mind is lost The noise is back, I can’t drown it out Everything is black. My mind spirals Out of control, I can feel its rage Destroying my soul. When will it end When did it begin, I’m exhausted … Continue reading

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Write before I speak.

I’m done with it all I have given in, Life is a game I could never win. I hate my mind & all these tears It only gets worse Year after year. When I try to talk Does anyone listen? … Continue reading

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Lost girl

I miss the happiness I miss the hate, There is only sadness In this pathetic state. I miss the high There is only lows, Battling myself After all the blows. I miss the freedom There is only lies Faking the … Continue reading

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Smiles and lies

My body is drained It’s done with giving, My mind is screaming “This isn’t called living” My heart aches My eyes begin to fill, I hold every breath As the pain over-spills. Pulling myself together I sit & adjust my … Continue reading

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Beauty in pain

  It’s ok to cry when you need to Rainbows can’t be created by light alone, Sometimes the clouds have to cry To create something beautiful. K

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The Darkest fairytale published!

Originally posted on The Darkest Fairytale:
Probably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay! Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key. Source: The Darkest fairytale published!

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Taken

The ears turned deaf Your voice went mute, The brain escaped You failed to reboot. Emotions were hidden The eyes were blind, Skin turned to a mask You could hide behind. Memories were built Behind solid walls, The pores they … Continue reading

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Disguise

Open your eyes To existence, Shadows scatter Into the distance. Touched & tamed By the devil himself, Masking reflection In someone else. Darkness comforts As walls bleed, In a garden of evil Full of weeds. Echos whisper What I can’t … Continue reading

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Reality

They say life isn’t hard Yet it’s not a dream, A fucked up holiday Or so it seems. It’s a strange reality We see and feel, But who’s reality Is even real? What I observe Is different to you, The … Continue reading

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The fallen don’t fly

There’s no way out I’m stuck here hiding With me & my doubt, I’m blinded by the light Struck by the darkness Hiding in the night. It’s a soothing darkness It hides the shadows It drowns the madness. Yet i … Continue reading

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Cross the line

I asked the skies To give me a sign, The lightning struck A silver line. I crossed the line To a paradise, Filled with chaos Hurricanes, And shards of ice. In all this ice Was your name, The skies showed … Continue reading

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Nothing to lose

You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading

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Army of two

I once lost my mind Searching for yours, I didn’t know who I was But I was damn sure, It wouldn’t be the same for you. We walked miles through time Battled many beings, Smashed through the concrete That surrounded … Continue reading

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Angel

She’s an angel Who’s scared of the light, She won’t use her wings As she’s afraid of heights. She isn’t a coward Just worlds away She can’t be discovered In just one day. A homesick girl It’s written on her … Continue reading

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Radioactive

The mind haunts itself Of deadly radiation, You dig for answers In the ashes of salvation. It’s an explosive reaction Like a nuclear fusion, The aftermath of war Builds this intrusion. You try to run From all of the trouble, … Continue reading

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Sinking

Do you ever feel like None of this is real, Like were living in the Matrix Programmed to feel. Do you ever think Life isn’t how it seems, We’re lost in limbo And this reality is a dream. Do you … Continue reading

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When…

Nobody wants to die inside, But when you meet someone That makes you feel alive It’s worth every risk Every breath beneath your wall, To let them inside And give them your very all. K

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Strange comfort

Look upon the monster you created, the creature reflected upon your shadows. For death is more inviting to you than life. For darkness is your saviour. You became so damaged your demons hide away in fear, because you know how … Continue reading

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Dearest & furthest

The timing is never perfect Which for you my sister, I promise I’ll make it worth it. If your world comes crashing down I’ll be laying with you, Laying with you on the ground. You’ll never fight on your own … Continue reading

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It’s about the journey, not the destination..

Nothing ever felt like home Until I was lost and escaping On an open road. I had to learn from the drive Not the battle to live But the battle to survive. I’ve had to take it all They broke … Continue reading

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Girl on fire

You was a girl on fire Stuck in a room of smoke As the walls got higher. Suffocating on your fumes As your body begun to expire. The room turned to black You was unable to breathe Looking for hope … Continue reading

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Diseased by darkness..

As far as I can tell I’ve already died once, And I woke up in this hell. My mind is a deadly disease I’m not always in control, When darkness is overtaking me. The voices don’t drown I despise this … Continue reading

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Avalanche ..

My life is racing too fast I’m still piecing together, A chaotic past. So many years of education & no one ever taught me, Pain, heartache & frustration. I’ve learnt it on my own Fending for myself, Before I was … Continue reading

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Reckless

My mind plays recklessly With a box of matches In a room of petrol It’s a beautiful spark Until it all goes up in flames. K

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Insanity …

There’s a storm starting I’m a girl dancing in the rain, Tripping on LSD I’m a fucking hurricane. A broken freaky soul That belongs to no man, I’m the glow in dark On your one night stand. I’m immortal tonight … Continue reading

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Into the deep..

Your Eyes Are an island of ice Lightening up my soul, Like a magical paradise. Your heart is an ocean Waves flow upon love, Travelling deep with emotion. Your skin is an heavenly touch Like silk over cashmere, Followed by … Continue reading

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Devils ache..

It’s hard letting go Peace is something You’ll never know. It’s a beautiful pain It kills the numbness Over and over again. It leaves you weaker Than before, You’re already dead From fighting this war. There’s only so many times … Continue reading

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Light and dark

Her wings are spread She can barely fly, The wings are stained From tears she’s cried. Light has faded Strength has weakened, She grasps onto Her soul that’s bleeding. She can see the light She’s walked the tunnel, A passage … Continue reading

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Silent screams…

Having so much to say But unable to speak, The silence is louder Than any words. It’s easier to be quite And fake the smiles, Because even you Can’t explain what’s wrong. So instead you drown As you watch others … Continue reading

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Calm to crazy…

The art of knowing yourself Is knowing your limits, Remaining calm, poised And controlled. The art of not giving a shit Is setting those limits on fire, And letting the crazy bitch Lose control. There’s no inbetween K

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Never easy..

It’s crowded in here There’s a lot of noise, It’s not always easy Maintaining posture And acting so poise. If I was transparent Would people ever see I wear pain like Armour But it’s never easy To be like me. … Continue reading

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Stained…

If tears were blood How stained would this world be? Would oceans be red, Would people be kinder? Just because tears dry Doesn’t mean they don’t stain, They leave a mark in our Minds Tears fall from happiness They also … Continue reading

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It’s ok to not be okay…

Going slightly off beat I’ve always thought, Admitting depression Was admitting defeat. So I’ve lived in denial Afraid to become Like my demons, Unstable & suicidal. Now I’m seeing a lot more clear I’m seeking help Instead of drowning, Within … Continue reading

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“Natural causes”

If anyone asks I died of natural causes From the heart in my chest Being ripped out & broken, Abandoning me here Forever to rest. I died of natural causes Of a body so beaten The mental scars echoed, As … Continue reading

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Hope…

There’s a hand holding me When I’m falling down, When I don’t believe Hope is the key. I can feel its grip Keeping me grounded, When I’m about to slip. The light is there But there’s no tunnel, Just the … Continue reading

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Behind closed doors…

Broken glass Scatters Across the wall, Unable to fight You fall to the floor. Tears flood Anger burns, Pain in the heart As the stomach churns. It’s a moment of weakness Or a moment of madness, No other would comprehend, … Continue reading

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Let me in…

What’s your name, open your heart? what’s in your head, ripping you apart? Tell me you secrets, & your lies, Let me see, behind your eyes, Open up to me, let me in, Don’t be afraid, we all have sins, … Continue reading

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