Tag Archives: Mental health

Darkest miles

My train of thought Slips from the rails, As I sit and think About irrelevant details. Anxiety takes hold And the floor sinks, The world spins As my mind thinks. Please don’t approach I’ve forgot my name, It’s a pathetic … Continue reading

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Rising

It’s silent once again There is no sound, The noise breaks me As I fall to the ground. Whispers that curse Shadows that appear, They’re not tricking me As my mind is clear. I’m standing strong Rising from the ashes … Continue reading

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Handmade prison

Men expressing emotions Is the sexiest thing I know, And yes I’m the hypocrite I’ll never let mine show. I were made to believe Emotions are a weakness, So I built walls so thick To prevent this sickness. Subconsciously made … Continue reading

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Mind break

Do not look for me I promise, I am not lost, Look I am safe here In my mental asylum. K

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Quest for sanity

I’ve been chasing reality In a dose of mayhem, Lost all my sanity I can’t remember when. Chasing these memories Around every bend, Running this maze Trying to reach the end. Time has frozen still In my quest to find … Continue reading

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Entangled

Him: What’s your biggest fear. Me: Becoming Immortal. Him: Immortality doesn’t exist. Me: Neither do half the things I see, but It doesn’t make them feel any less real. K

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Lost girl

I miss the happiness I miss the hate, There is only sadness In this pathetic state. I miss the high There is only lows, Battling myself After all the blows. I miss the freedom There is only lies Faking the … Continue reading

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Emotions aren’t toys

You created a puppet Made of strings, She used to dance Now she’s unable to sing. She is a mannequin Emotionless & still, She’s only in fashion When you need a thrill. She’s a paper aeroplane Created to play, With … Continue reading

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Ends before it begins

You’ve already broken My heart in the future, I’ve already felt its ache And every rupture. We fall in love Everything is great, You get to know me I become your mistake. You can’t control What you don’t know, You’ll … Continue reading

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Socialising

I am an outsider Just looking in, I’m not drowning But I can barely swim, The crowd is loud And yet I’m here, Hiding behind others Hoping I’ll disappear. Standing in a crowd Is very hard, I’m on defense I’m … Continue reading

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The Darkest fairytale published!

Originally posted on The Darkest Fairytale:
Probably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay! Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key. Source: The Darkest fairytale published!

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Ghost of myself

I’m a ghost to myself And those around, None can see me walk This haunting ground. I am camouflaged In this lonely town, They can’t help me here As I suffocate & drown. No touch I can feel They ignore … Continue reading

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Silence

I used to hate the silence, until I realised how loud everything is. Now I miss the silence. K

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Disguise

Open your eyes To existence, Shadows scatter Into the distance. Touched & tamed By the devil himself, Masking reflection In someone else. Darkness comforts As walls bleed, In a garden of evil Full of weeds. Echos whisper What I can’t … Continue reading

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Inevitable

Life refuses The Medicine I need, Shoot it up Straight into my artery. There’s one key For this cell, Which all paths lead To my burning hell. I’m surrounded by The flames of life, One day I’ll fail To survive. … Continue reading

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Real effort

I’d never be fake Or tell lies, It takes alot of energy Just to be myself. K

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Reality

They say life isn’t hard Yet it’s not a dream, A fucked up holiday Or so it seems. It’s a strange reality We see and feel, But who’s reality Is even real? What I observe Is different to you, The … Continue reading

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Madness

I’ve a touch of madness I know the signs, It begins with voices & ends with rhymes. I’ve to lose myself For creativity, It’s the only way My mind is free. It’s beautiful Yet it’s my curse, To lay down … Continue reading

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Lost

I’m afraid I’m lost I’m unable to write, My hope is drifting Out of sight. Hours wasted But who am I? I’m sinking deeper When I want to fly. I am rather lost Not in wonderland, In a frame of … Continue reading

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Clearing space

It is okay, To give yourself pep talks I shout at myself daily, Like suck it up bitch Get a grip pussy, You’re doing your best. Then to cheer myself up I look at the scared faces Sat on the … Continue reading

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The fallen don’t fly

There’s no way out I’m stuck here hiding With me & my doubt, I’m blinded by the light Struck by the darkness Hiding in the night. It’s a soothing darkness It hides the shadows It drowns the madness. Yet i … Continue reading

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Cross the line

I asked the skies To give me a sign, The lightning struck A silver line. I crossed the line To a paradise, Filled with chaos Hurricanes, And shards of ice. In all this ice Was your name, The skies showed … Continue reading

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Nothing to lose

You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading

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Walk alone

Damaged people have seen hell They don’t need Bibles, To realise why the angels fell. The little they’ve received Is the most they’ve known, Walking in the ashes Of what life has thrown. They’ve met the humans With very little … Continue reading

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Ashes to flame

Accept the beauty In her untamed flames. She’s willing to burn For everything, She’s ever loved. A wild, hot mess, Who no longer dies In the ashes. She rises up Like the phoenix Reborn into flames, And she’s not afraid … Continue reading

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Toxic Love

It didn’t kill you But part of you died, That’s why you drink You’re screaming inside. You tried to protect her When will you see, You gave her everything Including your sanity. You loved her hard Caught her when she … Continue reading

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Army of two

I once lost my mind Searching for yours, I didn’t know who I was But I was damn sure, It wouldn’t be the same for you. We walked miles through time Battled many beings, Smashed through the concrete That surrounded … Continue reading

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Expectations vs reality

All I ever wanted Was butterflies Magic & rainbows. This was mistranslated, As I received chaos Insanity, darkness & blows after blows. I wanted the freedom Of dancing in the meadows, Singing with the birds Whilst the fish, Nibble my … Continue reading

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me But for just one moment, I witnessed his pain & vulnerability. He held back his hurt and tears I glanced for a second more, Before I held him in my arms And whispered, How many times … Continue reading

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Ghostly whisper

I’m not afraid to fall Pieces of me fall all the time. It’s pieces of insanity that remains, So insane it beautifully aches. I gave up looking for a happy ending, Now I pass the time until the end. I’m … Continue reading

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Foreign body

It’s like my mind & heart Are not connected, What’s felt in the heart Will never be projected. All these lose wires Make me look heartless And Plato once quoted  said ‘Love is a serious mental illness’ They speak different … Continue reading

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Radioactive

The mind haunts itself Of deadly radiation, You dig for answers In the ashes of salvation. It’s an explosive reaction Like a nuclear fusion, The aftermath of war Builds this intrusion. You try to run From all of the trouble, … Continue reading

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Divide

The angels call me When they feel me die, The devil chains me So I’m unable to fly. I’m stuck in the grey Between black & white, As I don’t know which side Feels quite right. The voices call me … Continue reading

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Sinking

Do you ever feel like None of this is real, Like were living in the Matrix Programmed to feel. Do you ever think Life isn’t how it seems, We’re lost in limbo And this reality is a dream. Do you … Continue reading

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Speechless

They’d laugh & joke Pull my confidence, I stayed in silence As self defense. They took my voice Unable to speak, They made me believe I was born a freak. With no self-esteem I’d hide behind my twin, I’d drown … Continue reading

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Life cuts

When life cuts too deep And leaves you bleeding, When the sun on the horizon Is no longer burning. When all your dreams Have lost their meaning, You look into the darkness For some kind of healing. When the tide … Continue reading

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Dark energy..

You’re a chemical reaction Of poison and lust Stitched together, With bad intentions To the crust. A magnetic pull Of dark energy Curiously intriguing, You are to me. A combination Of heartache Wrapped in gold, A deadly toxin I just … Continue reading

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Creative reality..

I’m more creative When I’m dying inside, The darkside is honest With tears cried. I’ve a touch of insanity Keeping me sane, So i ride a rollercoaster Filled of blood & pain. Normal gets boring As I’m filled with badness, … Continue reading

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The come down..

Tonight started out good But I’ve started tripping again, Some dickhead mixed up my drink With some kind of hallucinogen. Like Alice in wonderland syndrome It’s messing with my perception The rooms are changing size, Whilst unicorns block the reception. … Continue reading

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Beauty is the beast..

I want your insides To come alive In a beautiful way, unwrap naughty surprises That you’re hiding away. Release that ungodly beast That you try to restrain, I’ve never been a fan Of people wearing chains. You’re a vision in … Continue reading

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Borderline…

I’ll shout loudly Or speak softly, The world in black Or The world in white, I’ll commit hard Or give up easily, I’ll love you hard Or push you away, I’ll be a good influence Or I’ll lead you astray. … Continue reading

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Shadow lands..

You had to follow To become their slave, They sucked you into The devils cave. Giving into their commands You became lost, Within the shadow lands. Trapped into a life of sins A life of greed & pain, Where nobody … Continue reading

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Blood danger…

I wanted to run from it all They would break me, Just to see me fall. Because of them I prayed to die I’d bury my face in my pillow, So they couldn’t hear me cry. Did I cause that … Continue reading

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Strange comfort

Look upon the monster you created, the creature reflected upon your shadows. For death is more inviting to you than life. For darkness is your saviour. You became so damaged your demons hide away in fear, because you know how … Continue reading

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Dearest & furthest

The timing is never perfect Which for you my sister, I promise I’ll make it worth it. If your world comes crashing down I’ll be laying with you, Laying with you on the ground. You’ll never fight on your own … Continue reading

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Freakily sane …

I’m questioning my sanity The unicorn in the bathroom, Isn’t giving me much sense of reality. Pixies are flying around my head As I’m reading bedtime stories, To monsters under my bed. I asked Peter to fly me to Neverland … Continue reading

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It’s about the journey, not the destination..

Nothing ever felt like home Until I was lost and escaping On an open road. I had to learn from the drive Not the battle to live But the battle to survive. I’ve had to take it all They broke … Continue reading

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Girl on fire

You was a girl on fire Stuck in a room of smoke As the walls got higher. Suffocating on your fumes As your body begun to expire. The room turned to black You was unable to breathe Looking for hope … Continue reading

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Diseased by darkness..

As far as I can tell I’ve already died once, And I woke up in this hell. My mind is a deadly disease I’m not always in control, When darkness is overtaking me. The voices don’t drown I despise this … Continue reading

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Avalanche ..

My life is racing too fast I’m still piecing together, A chaotic past. So many years of education & no one ever taught me, Pain, heartache & frustration. I’ve learnt it on my own Fending for myself, Before I was … Continue reading

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Blossom…

Never again plant flowers If you wasn’t proud To watch them grow, To show them the light Not the shadows. Flowers need nurture so they can blossom If they don’t branch out The damage isn’t forgotten These petals did fall … Continue reading

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Reckless

My mind plays recklessly With a box of matches In a room of petrol It’s a beautiful spark Until it all goes up in flames. K

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Insanity …

There’s a storm starting I’m a girl dancing in the rain, Tripping on LSD I’m a fucking hurricane. A broken freaky soul That belongs to no man, I’m the glow in dark On your one night stand. I’m immortal tonight … Continue reading

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Into the deep..

Your Eyes Are an island of ice Lightening up my soul, Like a magical paradise. Your heart is an ocean Waves flow upon love, Travelling deep with emotion. Your skin is an heavenly touch Like silk over cashmere, Followed by … Continue reading

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Devils ache..

It’s hard letting go Peace is something You’ll never know. It’s a beautiful pain It kills the numbness Over and over again. It leaves you weaker Than before, You’re already dead From fighting this war. There’s only so many times … Continue reading

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Light and dark

Her wings are spread She can barely fly, The wings are stained From tears she’s cried. Light has faded Strength has weakened, She grasps onto Her soul that’s bleeding. She can see the light She’s walked the tunnel, A passage … Continue reading

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Enlightment..

Burn the bridges You won’t cross again, It’s only your thoughts Causing the pain. Lose control Like never before, You can’t say you’ve lived Until you give it your all. Show kindness & respect When it’s not deserved, It’s the … Continue reading

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Silent screams…

Having so much to say But unable to speak, The silence is louder Than any words. It’s easier to be quite And fake the smiles, Because even you Can’t explain what’s wrong. So instead you drown As you watch others … Continue reading

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Calm to crazy…

The art of knowing yourself Is knowing your limits, Remaining calm, poised And controlled. The art of not giving a shit Is setting those limits on fire, And letting the crazy bitch Lose control. There’s no inbetween K

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Never easy..

It’s crowded in here There’s a lot of noise, It’s not always easy Maintaining posture And acting so poise. If I was transparent Would people ever see I wear pain like Armour But it’s never easy To be like me. … Continue reading

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Stained…

If tears were blood How stained would this world be? Would oceans be red, Would people be kinder? Just because tears dry Doesn’t mean they don’t stain, They leave a mark in our Minds Tears fall from happiness They also … Continue reading

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It’s ok to not be okay…

Going slightly off beat I’ve always thought, Admitting depression Was admitting defeat. So I’ve lived in denial Afraid to become Like my demons, Unstable & suicidal. Now I’m seeing a lot more clear I’m seeking help Instead of drowning, Within … Continue reading

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“Natural causes”

If anyone asks I died of natural causes From the heart in my chest Being ripped out & broken, Abandoning me here Forever to rest. I died of natural causes Of a body so beaten The mental scars echoed, As … Continue reading

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Strength in weakness.

I don’t want you at your best, I want you At your worst, In your darkest mess. No longer Will you hide Behind the masks, From the storm inside. Surrounded by shadows I’ll be the one, Wrapping my arms around … Continue reading

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Love yourself..

I’m only average And I’m not thin, Emotions don’t pass This concrete skin. I’m covered in tattoos Hiding the scars, Which I lose my head Within the stars. I don’t need affection Or your presents, Yes I’m very strange And … Continue reading

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Hope…

There’s a hand holding me When I’m falling down, When I don’t believe Hope is the key. I can feel its grip Keeping me grounded, When I’m about to slip. The light is there But there’s no tunnel, Just the … Continue reading

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Find me before you..

Before I find you I’ll need to find me, So when we meet My heart can be free. Instead of searching for love I’m climbing my wall, It keeps me from loving So I’m not able to fall. I’ll be … Continue reading

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Eye opener..

We hate what you did And that you’re alive, When we’re just living To survive. Turning our life’s into hell, Remembering every moment That we fell. Not that you’ll remember Or that you care, We was once your daughter’s You … Continue reading

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Carnival…

Heads a fucking carnival Its partying to loud, It’s rather hysterical. Starting out slow This shit became a ritual. Sorry dear but i’m not normal Just one fucked up individual, Don’t waste your time on me I’m too complex For … Continue reading

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Home to hell…

He told me He has demons, Deep inside. Until that moment He never knew, I had a hell inside me Where his demons could hide. K

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