Tag Archives: Mental illness

Who or what

The silence scares me As it speaks the truth, This room haunts me I scream for truce. The ghosts laugh As I sit here and cry, They haven’t killed me Yet part of me has died. I shout and scream … Continue reading

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Lost girl

I miss the happiness I miss the hate, There is only sadness In this pathetic state. I miss the high There is only lows, Battling myself After all the blows. I miss the freedom There is only lies Faking the … Continue reading

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Emotions aren’t toys

You created a puppet Made of strings, She used to dance Now she’s unable to sing. She is a mannequin Emotionless & still, She’s only in fashion When you need a thrill. She’s a paper aeroplane Created to play, With … Continue reading

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Ends before it begins

You’ve already broken My heart in the future, I’ve already felt its ache And every rupture. We fall in love Everything is great, You get to know me I become your mistake. You can’t control What you don’t know, You’ll … Continue reading

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Socialising

I am an outsider Just looking in, I’m not drowning But I can barely swim, The crowd is loud And yet I’m here, Hiding behind others Hoping I’ll disappear. Standing in a crowd Is very hard, I’m on defense I’m … Continue reading

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Disguise

Open your eyes To existence, Shadows scatter Into the distance. Touched & tamed By the devil himself, Masking reflection In someone else. Darkness comforts As walls bleed, In a garden of evil Full of weeds. Echos whisper What I can’t … Continue reading

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Reality

They say life isn’t hard Yet it’s not a dream, A fucked up holiday Or so it seems. It’s a strange reality We see and feel, But who’s reality Is even real? What I observe Is different to you, The … Continue reading

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Madness

I’ve a touch of madness I know the signs, It begins with voices & ends with rhymes. I’ve to lose myself For creativity, It’s the only way My mind is free. It’s beautiful Yet it’s my curse, To lay down … Continue reading

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Clearing space

It is okay, To give yourself pep talks I shout at myself daily, Like suck it up bitch Get a grip pussy, You’re doing your best. Then to cheer myself up I look at the scared faces Sat on the … Continue reading

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The fallen don’t fly

There’s no way out I’m stuck here hiding With me & my doubt, I’m blinded by the light Struck by the darkness Hiding in the night. It’s a soothing darkness It hides the shadows It drowns the madness. Yet i … Continue reading

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Nothing to lose

You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading

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Ashes to flame

Accept the beauty In her untamed flames. She’s willing to burn For everything, She’s ever loved. A wild, hot mess, Who no longer dies In the ashes. She rises up Like the phoenix Reborn into flames, And she’s not afraid … Continue reading

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Army of two

I once lost my mind Searching for yours, I didn’t know who I was But I was damn sure, It wouldn’t be the same for you. We walked miles through time Battled many beings, Smashed through the concrete That surrounded … Continue reading

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me But for just one moment, I witnessed his pain & vulnerability. He held back his hurt and tears I glanced for a second more, Before I held him in my arms And whispered, How many times … Continue reading

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Foreign body

It’s like my mind & heart Are not connected, What’s felt in the heart Will never be projected. All these lose wires Make me look heartless And Plato once quoted ┬ásaid ‘Love is a serious mental illness’ They speak different … Continue reading

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