Tag Archives: Pain

Darkest miles

My train of thought Slips from the rails, As I sit and think About irrelevant details. Anxiety takes hold And the floor sinks, The world spins As my mind thinks. Please don’t approach I’ve forgot my name, It’s a pathetic … Continue reading

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Garden of evil

Walked into a storm It started as a dream, I had slid down a path Into a lava stream. Climbed up a hill Which felt like death, Nothing could be heard Except fear in my breath. I could only look … Continue reading

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Past lives in the present

I fell through lightening With broken wings, Landed in a country Of queens and kings. Thrown into the ring Like a bitch on heat, Getting knocked down To land on my feet. Turning into a monster I had to survive, … Continue reading

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Spiralled

My mind is lost The noise is back, I can’t drown it out Everything is black. My mind spirals Out of control, I can feel its rage Destroying my soul. When will it end When did it begin, I’m exhausted … Continue reading

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Write before I speak.

I’m done with it all I have given in, Life is a game I could never win. I hate my mind & all these tears It only gets worse Year after year. When I try to talk Does anyone listen? … Continue reading

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Rising

It’s silent once again There is no sound, The noise breaks me As I fall to the ground. Whispers that curse Shadows that appear, They’re not tricking me As my mind is clear. I’m standing strong Rising from the ashes … Continue reading

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Porcelain

I am very similar To my porcelain skin, Smooth on the surface Yet hollow within. If you look close You can trace my tracks, Of this worn exterior That’s started to crack. I’m strong & sturdy But a fragile little … Continue reading

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Maybe one day

I never wanted to hurt Or tell these lies, I am protecting you From the pain in my eyes. Sharing my burden Just makes it real, I will drown it out Until I’m unable to feel. I’m doing this for … Continue reading

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Inking agony

Paper can’t handle The ink that I spill, There’s a curse hidden Behind my quill. Letters turn to acid Paper to ash, The alphabet cries When emotions clash. My writing is messy There is no design, I don’t fix in … Continue reading

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Beautifully broken

You write tragically beautiful, you must be deeply broken. K

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Ice Queen

She is a queen With a broken crown, Living in her ice castle In a tattered gown. Her tears and pain Scarred onto her throne, In this kingdom of ghosts Were she walks alone. Her castle is sinking With anchors … Continue reading

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Emotions aren’t toys

You created a puppet Made of strings, She used to dance Now she’s unable to sing. She is a mannequin Emotionless & still, She’s only in fashion When you need a thrill. She’s a paper aeroplane Created to play, With … Continue reading

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Black snow

As I stand On this empty street, Black snow falls It’s a sign of defeat. There is no hope I can’t see any flares, This feels like hatred It looks like despair. Flakes land on me They drip with pain, … Continue reading

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Flamed

How long can I live Before I die, I’ve seen too much It’s scarred my eyes. How long do I fight Before I fall, I can already hear The deathly call. A fire can only burn When there is fuel, … Continue reading

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The Darkest fairytale published!

Originally posted on The Darkest Fairytale:
Probably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay! Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key. Source: The Darkest fairytale published!

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An artist was made

I buried him in my mind The funeral was in my heart, I grieved & cried every tear Until there were none. Of course I did, I missed him The years moved on as did I, I had to let … Continue reading

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Nothing to lose

You stared into the deep Until you became the abyss, No warmth or smiles Just an emptiness. A hollow ocean Where the tides stops, There’s no anchor here It’s a never ending drop. You’re falling deeper The sun is hiding, … Continue reading

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Walk alone

Damaged people have seen hell They don’t need Bibles, To realise why the angels fell. The little they’ve received Is the most they’ve known, Walking in the ashes Of what life has thrown. They’ve met the humans With very little … Continue reading

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Writers

Writing isn’t a choice It’s a part of you, Tattooed into the DNA Printed onto every organ It’s a passion born to stay. Writers lead two lives, One in reality The other on paper, You are the lead roles Aswell … Continue reading

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Toxic Love

It didn’t kill you But part of you died, That’s why you drink You’re screaming inside. You tried to protect her When will you see, You gave her everything Including your sanity. You loved her hard Caught her when she … Continue reading

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Expectations vs reality

All I ever wanted Was butterflies Magic & rainbows. This was mistranslated, As I received chaos Insanity, darkness & blows after blows. I wanted the freedom Of dancing in the meadows, Singing with the birds Whilst the fish, Nibble my … Continue reading

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me But for just one moment, I witnessed his pain & vulnerability. He held back his hurt and tears I glanced for a second more, Before I held him in my arms And whispered, How many times … Continue reading

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Zombie

He’s like a zombie Completely dead inside, He won’t keep his hands off me. Smelling the blood in my veins Does he want to caress my body, Or explore my brains. His eyes look so cold But they burn through … Continue reading

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Sinking

Do you ever feel like None of this is real, Like were living in the Matrix Programmed to feel. Do you ever think Life isn’t how it seems, We’re lost in limbo And this reality is a dream. Do you … Continue reading

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Speechless

They’d laugh & joke Pull my confidence, I stayed in silence As self defense. They took my voice Unable to speak, They made me believe I was born a freak. With no self-esteem I’d hide behind my twin, I’d drown … Continue reading

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Life cuts

When life cuts too deep And leaves you bleeding, When the sun on the horizon Is no longer burning. When all your dreams Have lost their meaning, You look into the darkness For some kind of healing. When the tide … Continue reading

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Behind closed doors..

I don’t do this dating malarkey Do you need to be familiar, For me to choke you sexually. Do I really need to know Your whole family history, when you’re on your knees Kissing me tenderly. There is no safe … Continue reading

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Scarred world..

I’m losing my faith The universe won’t fight, The comets scatter Into meteorite. The sky whispers It echo’s our sins, I can feel all its anger Like pin pricks to my skin. Waves burst into tears Lost in deep emptiness, … Continue reading

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Drive of life..

We love hard We give alot, Receiving little back To be forgot. Love becomes a game So we change the rules, For it to end the same. Love is a tug of war We fight each other Fight ourselves, Just … Continue reading

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I would…

I’d fracture my bones To defend yours, I’d fight in battles To protect you from wars. I’d take your pain And all your tears I’d die a million times Just to face your fears. I’d break my heart So yours … Continue reading

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Red ink..

I’m not a painter but a poet An endless flow of untouchable ink, Imprinting words in your mind Trickling around as you think. A vibrant flow of colour & pattern Leaving interpretation in every verse, Injecting my words into your … Continue reading

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Mind vs Reality..

My mind drifts far from these lands Away from this chaotic world, To a place out of bounds. Going through parallel planes There’s nothing weighing me down, When there isn’t any chains. A mind is a complex invention You can … Continue reading

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When…

Nobody wants to die inside, But when you meet someone That makes you feel alive It’s worth every risk Every breath beneath your wall, To let them inside And give them your very all. K

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Borderline…

I’ll shout loudly Or speak softly, The world in black Or The world in white, I’ll commit hard Or give up easily, I’ll love you hard Or push you away, I’ll be a good influence Or I’ll lead you astray. … Continue reading

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Shadow lands..

You had to follow To become their slave, They sucked you into The devils cave. Giving into their commands You became lost, Within the shadow lands. Trapped into a life of sins A life of greed & pain, Where nobody … Continue reading

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Early departure..

Still pulling pieces of you Out of me, It felt like a lifetime ago But I still feel your energy. It’s like looking at the stars Knowing they are there, Yet they’re so far. Unable to touch Only can observe, … Continue reading

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Blank canvas..

Speak the language we only speak, The fire of a writer, Leaves me weak. Flames of passion which I crave, Electric shocks of seduction, Absorbed to lyrical waves. A masterpiece a work of art, It’s the creative way, You draw … Continue reading

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Strange comfort

Look upon the monster you created, the creature reflected upon your shadows. For death is more inviting to you than life. For darkness is your saviour. You became so damaged your demons hide away in fear, because you know how … Continue reading

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Dearest & furthest

The timing is never perfect Which for you my sister, I promise I’ll make it worth it. If your world comes crashing down I’ll be laying with you, Laying with you on the ground. You’ll never fight on your own … Continue reading

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Never easy..

It’s crowded in here There’s a lot of noise, It’s not always easy Maintaining posture And acting so poise. If I was transparent Would people ever see I wear pain like Armour But it’s never easy To be like me. … Continue reading

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Stained…

If tears were blood How stained would this world be? Would oceans be red, Would people be kinder? Just because tears dry Doesn’t mean they don’t stain, They leave a mark in our Minds Tears fall from happiness They also … Continue reading

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“Natural causes”

If anyone asks I died of natural causes From the heart in my chest Being ripped out & broken, Abandoning me here Forever to rest. I died of natural causes Of a body so beaten The mental scars echoed, As … Continue reading

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Strength in weakness.

I don’t want you at your best, I want you At your worst, In your darkest mess. No longer Will you hide Behind the masks, From the storm inside. Surrounded by shadows I’ll be the one, Wrapping my arms around … Continue reading

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Lay with the shadows..

I’ve traveled back in time To a fairytale life, That was once yours & mine. I was no longer alone Entwined in your arms, I was finally home. Something broke inside I needed you here, But time is our divide. … Continue reading

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Carnival…

Heads a fucking carnival Its partying to loud, It’s rather hysterical. Starting out slow This shit became a ritual. Sorry dear but i’m not normal Just one fucked up individual, Don’t waste your time on me I’m too complex For … Continue reading

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Home to hell…

He told me He has demons, Deep inside. Until that moment He never knew, I had a hell inside me Where his demons could hide. K

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Behind closed doors…

Broken glass Scatters Across the wall, Unable to fight You fall to the floor. Tears flood Anger burns, Pain in the heart As the stomach churns. It’s a moment of weakness Or a moment of madness, No other would comprehend, … Continue reading

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending, Would you be there? I’d be standing on a roof, Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side To wipe away the tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading

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The aftermath..

Breathe light into this world Filled with black & white, Where the vivid colours hide Within the cracks of a divide. Slowly dissolving out of sight It’s no longer vibrant, Colours refuse to talk It’s completely silent. We destroyed the … Continue reading

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Existence…

To be free, Independence Became the key. Leaving behind Those evil beings, That haunt my mind. Memories boxed Deep inside, The Pain’s hidden It’s masked by pride. Hitting every low, Witnessing dreams, Fly out the window. Being told I’d amount … Continue reading

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Hourglass…

The dust may settle, But you do not, Pieces of you Are lost, Pieces you forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell, Are deep inside, Tormenting each other Until they collide. … Continue reading

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Love…

Love? An unconditional Love, Without limitations No boundaries. It begins With our parents, Family. A love Indestructible With bonds, And memories. It’s our First, Our forever Love. It teaches us Our happiness, Is their Happiness. It’s the love That comes … Continue reading

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Haunted….

The monster you dread Worst of nightmares, A figure hiding Under your bed. It’s the storm within The hurricane outside, It’s the fear shivering Under your skin. Playing games When it’s dark, Leaving panic Is its Mark, The shadows creep … Continue reading

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Damned but not broken..

Victory is mine To claim, Wrath is written Within my veins. In every word In every verse, The pain was written Within my curse. I may be damned But not broken, I write the words That remain unspoken. I’ve built … Continue reading

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Words..

Words are the Firing line, 1,2,3 Anger scatters Along the Skyline. Bridges burn, As the tide Begins to Turn. Bolts of Lightening Separates hearts As the road Splits, And the journey Starts. Horizon is bleak, Left standing, Unable To speak. … Continue reading

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Rage…

In the middle of darkness, An army raged, Spreading the ashes, Along the page. A heart ruptured, Bursting into light, With the Blood being written, From the fire Of the night. K

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Radioactive..

I’m awake Feeling alive, Losing control, I’ll no longer survive, The wild girl is here, Free to roam, It’s a girl you Should fear, Not a place To call home. Don’t stop me In my tracks. I’m consuming the Madness, … Continue reading

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It Just take’s one

A single hug, Could hold all The answers, A single kiss, Could open doors, A person’s arms Could change Your perspective, One single heart Could change Your world. K

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Complex life…

I’ve spent My whole life, Not finding A way in, But finding A way out, Living in silence Forgetting How to shout. Looking for Answers Without Any meaning, Giving responses Without any Feeling. Losing myself Within a crowd, The voices … Continue reading

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You!!!

You created, a life of grief, Just to find, some release, Turning two good Souls, into ice, Because of your venom, They’ll pay the price. A constant battle, You created, You should have been, fucking Sedated, Two young girls ,You … Continue reading

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That little girl…

Remember her, That little girl, Unable to stand From a fall, fragile And weak, Falling apart No voice to Speak. Wearing a smile, Not by choice, Her deafening silence Became her Voice. Damage consumed The little girl, It’s all she’d … Continue reading

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Learning the basics..

I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of it’s confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading

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Silence can be deafening…

Sometimes the Voices In her head, Become deafening. She’ll doubt Herself Worry others Are listening. She’ll try to Block The endless darkness, But then the Darkness Turns into a deadly Silence, And then she Prays For a miracle For guidance. … Continue reading

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Abyss..

Perceived as cold Eyes are grey, Surrounded by Burning walls Which scold. Misinterpretation They will never see, I’m lost in a forever Changing storm, To remain Controlled. Edges are rough A broken image, By a heart That’s forged from Steel … Continue reading

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The homeless girl..

There was once  No place to call Home,  Dreaming of finishing the day  In a bed of my own.  But days were bleak  Lodging on friend’s sofas,  Working 70 hours a week.  Unable to speak the truth  My family left … Continue reading

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Keeping grip..

To feel another close Is all i ask, Knocking my walls down Becomes a task. Resorting back To what i know, pushing another away Instead of letting go. When all i crave Is to feel you inside, The friction of … Continue reading

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Do you ever feel?

Do you ever feel like Running away? Far over the fields Forgetting yesterday. Do you ever feel like You’re living a dream? Turning into a nightmare No one can hear you scream. Do you ever feel like Being alone? Shutting … Continue reading

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Endurance..

Asking you to hold me But you pulled away, Asking you not to hurt me But you did anyway. Never a response or a reason, You left me here, Bruised & beaten. Voice’s of demons Screamed inside, My heart it … Continue reading

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My spark…

You are, My listening ear, To help me express, My deepest fears, A rock, I didn’t think existed, You never judge, Or mock, When my dreams set fire, You bring the rain, Picking me from the floor, Handing me hope … Continue reading

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A mind at war..

The therapist said, “you have a powerful mind” Answers I need, he’s attempting to find, Asking me to connect, down to the core, Finding out what’s hidden, behind this door, Different scenarios, to see if I can feel, About the … Continue reading

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