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The Darkest fairytale published!

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Probably one of my greatest achievements! The darkest fairytale is published yay! Copies are available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and noble & Jungle key. Source: The Darkest fairytale published!

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Beautifully vulnerable

He always protected me But for just one moment, I witnessed his pain & vulnerability. He held back his hurt and tears I glanced for a second more, Before I held him in my arms And whispered, How many times … Continue reading

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Mr time..

He’s judging me The man called time, Waving his hands at me Because he’s holding mine. Moving the dials forward He won’t go back, The only time I see the past Is through the flashbacks. I can hear him calling … Continue reading

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Carnival…

Heads a fucking carnival Its partying to loud, It’s rather hysterical. Starting out slow This shit became a ritual. Sorry dear but i’m not normal Just one fucked up individual, Don’t waste your time on me I’m too complex For … Continue reading

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Behind closed doors…

Broken glass Scatters Across the wall, Unable to fight You fall to the floor. Tears flood Anger burns, Pain in the heart As the stomach churns. It’s a moment of weakness Or a moment of madness, No other would comprehend, … Continue reading

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The final chapter…

If the world was ending, Would you be there? I’d be standing on a roof, Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side To wipe away the tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading

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Trust time..

Beautiful things are not only seen, They are felt With an open heart. A single touch Every door slam, Sunsets, music, A kiss, hug or dream, Everything is felt within. A heart can shatter Into millions of pieces, But the … Continue reading

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There’s no inbetween..

I can give And I can take, I’ll fight but I also break. I’ll love Sometimes i’ll hate, I’ll be your enemy Or your mate. I can lose a battle But win the war, I’ll be a good girl Or … Continue reading

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Existence…

To be free, Independence Became the key. Leaving behind Those evil beings, That haunt my mind. Memories boxed Deep inside, The Pain’s hidden It’s masked by pride. Hitting every low, Witnessing dreams, Fly out the window. Being told I’d amount … Continue reading

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Tell them…

Tell the story Of your life, How it scarred Like a knife. Tell the nightmares Of your youth How they abused you, There’s pain in truth. Tell the struggles Of your day, How It’s hard to keep, Your demons at … Continue reading

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Hourglass…

The dust may settle, But you do not, Pieces of you Are lost, Pieces you forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell, Are deep inside, Tormenting each other Until they collide. … Continue reading

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Love…

Love? An unconditional Love, Without limitations No boundaries. It begins With our parents, Family. A love Indestructible With bonds, And memories. It’s our First, Our forever Love. It teaches us Our happiness, Is their Happiness. It’s the love That comes … Continue reading

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Words..

Words are the Firing line, 1,2,3 Anger scatters Along the Skyline. Bridges burn, As the tide Begins to Turn. Bolts of Lightening Separates hearts As the road Splits, And the journey Starts. Horizon is bleak, Left standing, Unable To speak. … Continue reading

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Rage…

In the middle of darkness, An army raged, Spreading the ashes, Along the page. A heart ruptured, Bursting into light, With the Blood being written, From the fire Of the night. K

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Radioactive..

I’m awake Feeling alive, Losing control, I’ll no longer survive, The wild girl is here, Free to roam, It’s a girl you Should fear, Not a place To call home. Don’t stop me In my tracks. I’m consuming the Madness, … Continue reading

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It Just take’s one

A single hug, Could hold all The answers, A single kiss, Could open doors, A person’s arms Could change Your perspective, One single heart Could change Your world. K

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Complex life…

I’ve spent My whole life, Not finding A way in, But finding A way out, Living in silence Forgetting How to shout. Looking for Answers Without Any meaning, Giving responses Without any Feeling. Losing myself Within a crowd, The voices … Continue reading

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Surrounded…

Many people, So very loud, Losing myself, In an unbearable Crowd. An overwhelming Feeling, As the heart Starts screeching, Senses reaching Full Height. Pushing through A crowd, Turns into a fight. fighting for sanity, Hitting rock Bottom, This is my … Continue reading

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You!!!

You created, a life of grief, Just to find, some release, Turning two good Souls, into ice, Because of your venom, They’ll pay the price. A constant battle, You created, You should have been, fucking Sedated, Two young girls ,You … Continue reading

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That little girl…

Remember her, That little girl, Unable to stand From a fall, fragile And weak, Falling apart No voice to Speak. Wearing a smile, Not by choice, Her deafening silence Became her Voice. Damage consumed The little girl, It’s all she’d … Continue reading

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Long week…

It’s been a long week Muscles ache, Words are dragging As I try to Speak. Sat here I should be celebrating, But I’m drinking Away the blues, Whilst the room is Fucking Rotating. Who to tell? Who would care? I … Continue reading

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Learning the basics..

I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of it’s confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading

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Key..

The key to life A mystery to discover, But the key for change Is real It’s Inside you To recover. Stuck in this world Searching for Meaning, When all we need Is inner healing. Pieces fall into place, For now … Continue reading

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Silence can be deafening…

Sometimes the Voices In her head, Become deafening. She’ll doubt Herself Worry others Are listening. She’ll try to Block The endless darkness, But then the Darkness Turns into a deadly Silence, And then she Prays For a miracle For guidance. … Continue reading

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Abyss..

Perceived as cold Eyes are grey, Surrounded by Burning walls Which scold. Misinterpretation They will never see, I’m lost in a forever Changing storm, To remain Controlled. Edges are rough A broken image, By a heart That’s forged from Steel … Continue reading

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Release..

Spread your words, across my skin, Allow it to release, your pain within, Darling It’ll not hurt, so please exhale Watch the ink glide, as you write your tale, Writing has a way To heal A heart, The hardest task, … Continue reading

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The homeless girl..

There was once  No place to call Home,  Dreaming of finishing the day  In a bed of my own.  But days were bleak  Lodging on friend’s sofas,  Working 70 hours a week.  Unable to speak the truth  My family left … Continue reading

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Keeping grip..

To feel another close Is all i ask, Knocking my walls down Becomes a task. Resorting back To what i know, pushing another away Instead of letting go. When all i crave Is to feel you inside, The friction of … Continue reading

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Tears fall.

Teardrops begin to fall, Down her cheek, No-one to see her, Vulnerable & weak, Can you trace her story, Back to start, And find the moment, She lost her heart, Scars run deeper, Than any ocean, Suppressing the tide, In … Continue reading

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Endurance..

Asking you to hold me But you pulled away, Asking you not to hurt me But you did anyway. Never a response or a reason, You left me here, Bruised & beaten. Voice’s of demons Screamed inside, My heart it … Continue reading

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A mind at war..

The therapist said, “you have a powerful mind” Answers I need, he’s attempting to find, Asking me to connect, down to the core, Finding out what’s hidden, behind this door, Different scenarios, to see if I can feel, About the … Continue reading

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Strange little mind…

Shying away, when life gets too much, It’s the solitude, that I always clutch, Overwhelmed, by social invention, So I run away, never my intention, Always analysing, leaving me frustrated, Overactive mind, it’s very complicated, It’s hard to explain, & … Continue reading

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Overactive imagination..

I’m a shadow bending, like a whisper, Through the rain, can you see me shimmer? A lost paper heart, set on fire, Burning higher & higher, with desire, I’m like speeding car, with no brakes, Or a broken mirror, full … Continue reading

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Let me in…

What’s your name, open your heart? what’s in your head, ripping you apart? Tell me you secrets, & your lies, Let me see, behind your eyes, Open up to me, let me in, Don’t be afraid, we all have sins, … Continue reading

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One way ticket…

I want to see the world,through your eyes, Feel all the sadness, & every high, Sail around the world, in your arms, Remember the feeling, of being safe from harm, I want to find the key, to this life, Be … Continue reading

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Different views..

Unable to believe the stuff, people talk about, My ears bleed, hearing the shit that comes out, Do some not hear, the things they say, Is this what natural selection, is today, Materialistic, and selfish greed, I pray that some … Continue reading

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Distorted..

I’ve already seen it, seen it coming, It’s happening one day, I can’t keep running, Seeing the future, & what it holds Something I can’t change, or control. Lying to myself, but I know the facts, Born with sharp edges, … Continue reading

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Life chapters…

Playing parts, in your own story, Reaching the top, to hit the glory, Unwritten words, with pages turning Making mistakes, but always learning. Your not giving up, & your not giving in, We’re the competitors, here to win, Ink to … Continue reading

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Jigsaw of life.

Pieces of a jigsaw, lost to be found, Fixing the edges, & tracing the background, But what’s missing, from the core, Do we even know, what we’re searching for? Digging for the solution, everyday, And pray more of the puzzle, … Continue reading

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Nightmare…

Darkness awaits, feeling it near, Shadows are close, whispering in my ear, Shivers rising, beneath the skin, Something is coming, I feel it within, Echos rise, but barely make a sound, Earth is shaking, & the heart it pounds, Walls … Continue reading

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Living on another plane…

Feeling toxic, to my dismay, Being friendly, but emotions I can’t convey, Not realising, the effect I have, Frustrating myself, making others mad. Connection barrier, between me & the universe, The masks I wear, are usually diverse. You won’t see … Continue reading

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No longer caged…

The heart is broken & starts to swell I’m no longer captured under your spell Picking up pieces of my heart, The one you stole & torn apart. Blocking memories held so dear All that remains is hatred here, Unconditional … Continue reading

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Dreams…

When we’re young life is sweet As we age we have a future to greet, Yet something changes along the way The dreams disappear to our dismay. We see the truth that life kills the soul It takes away dreams … Continue reading

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Gone not forgotten

You may be gone, but forgotten never, Your memories live on, for us to treasure, Those who passed, will never go away, They’ll walk beside us, every day. A branch fell, from the family tree, An ache begun, inside of … Continue reading

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My Anchor..

Two girls born, with two separate souls, However, the girls are two halves, of a whole, That’s what it’s like, being an identical twin, She may be far, but she’s always within, Complete opposites, like chalk and cheese, We have … Continue reading

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Time for change…

Four years now I’ve hidden in this shell, Now I’m coming out I’m rising from hell. From all the pain Carried as a child, I’m turning the page It’s going to get wild. I’ll no longer hide I’ll no longer … Continue reading

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I wonder…

I wonder what it’s like To walk free, Without these chains Restricting me. I wonder what it’s like To openly interact, Without my conscious Pulling me back. I wonder if I’d shine Or would I breakdown, Would the world hurt … Continue reading

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Rise above..

She’s faced death She’s faced fear, She’s lives with this Year to year. She won’t run She won’t hide, Battling her sorrows She wears her pride. She leaves her demons, At every door, This is what She’s fighting for. Her … Continue reading

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My own threat.

Unable to feed the hunger, it’s unbearable, The more It’s repressed, the more It’s unstable, But what am I feeding, do I ask? What is hiding, under this mask. Seven deadly sins, I would happily take, To fill this inescapable … Continue reading

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Lights out.

What to do, when I can not sleep? Slumber in frustration or count the sheep, An explosive mind, ticking into overdrive, Like a nuclear bomb, coming alive. Seeking comfort in the dark of the night, Peace of stars, the calm … Continue reading

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The covert

Unaware of how to express, The Deep void of emptiness I repress, Drifting through space and time, Just another wall to get up and climb. I sit and hide behind a disguise, Like the Cloud’s masking the skies, Observing people … Continue reading

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My hell of a fairytale

We have been punched, beaten and broken to the core, Fourteen years of this, we had to endure, Life of fear and standing on egg shells Being homeless and living in hostels. The worst part is the mental torture, why … Continue reading

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Fear is based on our past

People fear the future, Not of what will come, But of what may never happen, Fear is based on the past, Overcoming the dispair, The mistakes once lived and learned, Is what shapes us now, So we overshadow our future, … Continue reading

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