Tag Archives: The Mind
Mind fuck
I’ll play the lead In your dirty book, Feel the sensation Off this mind fuck. You can see me here Inbetween the lines, I’m behind the cover On page sixty nine. Read each verse To feel me within, This isn’t … Continue reading
Irony
It’s quite ironic You once took my breath away, Now I Just suffocate On all your lies & manipulation. K
Soul engineer
Fix your body Against my heart, Let your hands wander Writing passion With thoughts of art. Design my dreams Caress my flaws, Let my body sync In time with yours. Leave your love Pressed on my lips, Thrust your desire … Continue reading
Paper hearts..
Always thought I was smart Until you made a home, Within my heart. I trusted you With that sacred place, But you left me here With an empty space. Hope fooled me Thinking we’d last forever, Now I’m left with … Continue reading
Find me before you..
Before I find you I’ll need to find me, So when we meet My heart can be free. Instead of searching for love I’m climbing my wall, It keeps me from loving So I’m not able to fall. I’ll be … Continue reading
Eye opener..
We hate what you did And that you’re alive, When we’re just living To survive. Turning our life’s into hell, Remembering every moment That we fell. Not that you’ll remember Or that you care, We was once your daughter’s You … Continue reading
Carnival…
Heads a fucking carnival Its partying to loud, It’s rather hysterical. Starting out slow This shit became a ritual. Sorry dear but i’m not normal Just one fucked up individual, Don’t waste your time on me I’m too complex For … Continue reading
Home to hell…
He told me He has demons, Deep inside. Until that moment He never knew, I had a hell inside me Where his demons could hide. K
Behind closed doors…
Broken glass Scatters Across the wall, Unable to fight You fall to the floor. Tears flood Anger burns, Pain in the heart As the stomach churns. It’s a moment of weakness Or a moment of madness, No other would comprehend, … Continue reading
The final chapter…
If the world was ending, Would you be there? I’d be standing on a roof, Shooting a flare. Would you race by my side To wipe away the tears, Holding me in your arms As we faced our final fears. … Continue reading
Trust time..
Beautiful things are not only seen, They are felt With an open heart. A single touch Every door slam, Sunsets, music, A kiss, hug or dream, Everything is felt within. A heart can shatter Into millions of pieces, But the … Continue reading
There’s no inbetween..
I can give And I can take, I’ll fight but I also break. I’ll love Sometimes i’ll hate, I’ll be your enemy Or your mate. I can lose a battle But win the war, I’ll be a good girl Or … Continue reading
Perfect as you are…
If you have to prove your worth to someone, then remember, they’re not worth your time. K
Flip side…
You’re warm as ice, Sour as sugar As dull as paradise. Shallow as the ocean The life in death, An empty emotion. Cold like fire, Flat as the earth, A funeral of desire. You’re irrelevant as time. Unless like an … Continue reading
The aftermath..
Breathe light into this world Filled with black & white, Where the vivid colours hide Within the cracks of a divide. Slowly dissolving out of sight It’s no longer vibrant, Colours refuse to talk It’s completely silent. We destroyed the … Continue reading
Time for a treat..
Let’s straighten things out On crispy white sheets, It’s been a long time coming We’re in need of a treat. Draw the curtains We’ll be here for a week, Learning each others bodies And the way they speak. Don’t hold … Continue reading
Four letter word…
Love is a drug, An addiction, To hold another, to feel it’s friction. Love affects all, rich or poor, A beautiful disease, without a cure. Love has no eyes, only a heart, To wound us, with cupids darts. Showing itself, … Continue reading
Existence…
To be free, Independence Became the key. Leaving behind Those evil beings, That haunt my mind. Memories boxed Deep inside, The Pain’s hidden It’s masked by pride. Hitting every low, Witnessing dreams, Fly out the window. Being told I’d amount … Continue reading
Moments..
Memories flow Upon waves, Feeling you in the air, Is what, My body Craves. Needing you here To Caress my skin, I can almost feel Butterflies Dance within. I’ll pull you close As our eyes meet, Kiss those lips, And … Continue reading
Tell them…
Tell the story Of your life, How it scarred Like a knife. Tell the nightmares Of your youth How they abused you, There’s pain in truth. Tell the struggles Of your day, How It’s hard to keep, Your demons at … Continue reading
Hourglass…
The dust may settle, But you do not, Pieces of you Are lost, Pieces you forgot. You’re the mistress Of your fate, Chain that master up You’ll dominate. Heaven & hell, Are deep inside, Tormenting each other Until they collide. … Continue reading
Infatuation…
I’m the girl, That falls In love, Every night. Looking up, Lusting After the stars, Captivated by the Moonlight. Falling in love, With everything Beautiful, Yet everything, Unreachable. K
Gates to hell..
They say, there are three gates To hell, looking at the state of the world. I’m guessing, one is inside us. K
Little man..
Little man, Running around, Do your feet ever, Touch the ground. Keeping me busy, You do that well, Your cheeky smile Makes my heart swell. No care in the world, Your happy & free, Did you know, You captured me, … Continue reading
Wait for me..
Lay waste, To the space Between us. Write words Upon my lips, You was too Afraid to speak. Listen out for The Sound, Of our hearts Beating as one. Any time Unspent In your arms, Will freeze With one Touch. … Continue reading
Thought of the day..
That moment at night when you’re sat in the darkness, and your mind starts over analysing all the things you regretted to do and all the things you should do, and you’re sat thinking to yourself, I really should buy … Continue reading
Haunted….
The monster you dread Worst of nightmares, A figure hiding Under your bed. It’s the storm within The hurricane outside, It’s the fear shivering Under your skin. Playing games When it’s dark, Leaving panic Is its Mark, The shadows creep … Continue reading
Damned but not broken..
Victory is mine To claim, Wrath is written Within my veins. In every word In every verse, The pain was written Within my curse. I may be damned But not broken, I write the words That remain unspoken. I’ve built … Continue reading
Peace….
Peace is something, we strive to hold, We say the words, but another story is told, Peace can only be found, with blood and gore, Do we even remember, what we’re fighting for. But what is peace, do we have … Continue reading
Sad truth…
The least someone Gives you, Is sometimes, The most you will ever know. K
Worst day ever…
My imaginary friend, Stole my Unicorn, My pet Phoenix, Turned to Flames, The voices in my Head, Are ignoring me, & the boogeyman Is partying, With the Monster, Under My bed. The mad Hatter, Lost my key, And Neverland Has … Continue reading
Words..
Words are the Firing line, 1,2,3 Anger scatters Along the Skyline. Bridges burn, As the tide Begins to Turn. Bolts of Lightening Separates hearts As the road Splits, And the journey Starts. Horizon is bleak, Left standing, Unable To speak. … Continue reading
Rage…
In the middle of darkness, An army raged, Spreading the ashes, Along the page. A heart ruptured, Bursting into light, With the Blood being written, From the fire Of the night. K
Radioactive..
I’m awake Feeling alive, Losing control, I’ll no longer survive, The wild girl is here, Free to roam, It’s a girl you Should fear, Not a place To call home. Don’t stop me In my tracks. I’m consuming the Madness, … Continue reading
It Just take’s one
A single hug, Could hold all The answers, A single kiss, Could open doors, A person’s arms Could change Your perspective, One single heart Could change Your world. K
Complex life…
I’ve spent My whole life, Not finding A way in, But finding A way out, Living in silence Forgetting How to shout. Looking for Answers Without Any meaning, Giving responses Without any Feeling. Losing myself Within a crowd, The voices … Continue reading
Surrounded…
Many people, So very loud, Losing myself, In an unbearable Crowd. An overwhelming Feeling, As the heart Starts screeching, Senses reaching Full Height. Pushing through A crowd, Turns into a fight. fighting for sanity, Hitting rock Bottom, This is my … Continue reading
You!!!
You created, a life of grief, Just to find, some release, Turning two good Souls, into ice, Because of your venom, They’ll pay the price. A constant battle, You created, You should have been, fucking Sedated, Two young girls ,You … Continue reading
Beautiful innocence..
He’s the one Leaving madness Behind, A dash of delight, So innocent And kind. Adorable by Nature, With Cheekiness Inside. He’s the one Outsmarting me, With a heart of gold, He’s still young & Free. K
That little girl…
Remember her, That little girl, Unable to stand From a fall, fragile And weak, Falling apart No voice to Speak. Wearing a smile, Not by choice, Her deafening silence Became her Voice. Damage consumed The little girl, It’s all she’d … Continue reading
Long week…
It’s been a long week Muscles ache, Words are dragging As I try to Speak. Sat here I should be celebrating, But I’m drinking Away the blues, Whilst the room is Fucking Rotating. Who to tell? Who would care? I … Continue reading
Learning the basics..
I’ll learn how to love And not just the feeling, To give it all back With every inch Of my being. I’ll learn how the problem Can be the solution, To decrypt the mind Of it’s confusion. I’ll learn how … Continue reading
Never afraid…
I’m not afraid To shout, I’m not afraid To sing, I was never Afraid of Yesterday, Or what Tomorrow Will bring. I’m not afraid To dream, I’m not afraid To fail, I was never Afraid to Write, The darkest Fairytale. … Continue reading
Key..
The key to life A mystery to discover, But the key for change Is real It’s Inside you To recover. Stuck in this world Searching for Meaning, When all we need Is inner healing. Pieces fall into place, For now … Continue reading
Silence can be deafening…
Sometimes the Voices In her head, Become deafening. She’ll doubt Herself Worry others Are listening. She’ll try to Block The endless darkness, But then the Darkness Turns into a deadly Silence, And then she Prays For a miracle For guidance. … Continue reading
Hollow Reality…
Can you imagine An empty room, Walls are closing in There’s an eerie whisper, Sanity you’re chasing, Drifting in and out Of dreams, Yet nothing’s clear Nothing’s vibrant, A room filled of pain Filled of sorrow But completely silent. Walls … Continue reading
Abyss..
Perceived as cold Eyes are grey, Surrounded by Burning walls Which scold. Misinterpretation They will never see, I’m lost in a forever Changing storm, To remain Controlled. Edges are rough A broken image, By a heart That’s forged from Steel … Continue reading
Storm brewing…
I’ll show you What it means, To be devoured. My soul And mind, Isn’t for a coward. If you can brave My storm, I pray, You can handle The way I perform. As i hope You can handle my tide, … Continue reading
The homeless girl..
There was once  No place to call Home,  Dreaming of finishing the day  In a bed of my own.  But days were bleak  Lodging on friend’s sofas,  Working 70 hours a week.  Unable to speak the truth  My family left … Continue reading
Keeping grip..
To feel another close Is all i ask, Knocking my walls down Becomes a task. Resorting back To what i know, pushing another away Instead of letting go. When all i crave Is to feel you inside, The friction of … Continue reading
Judgement..
Do not judge my story, by the chapter you walked in on, unless you have lived my tale from the beginning, you will only ever understand the cover and summary page. K
A stranger’s touch…
In the darkest of moments, One thing I’ve realised, Healing can be found, Within a stranger’s words, & light can be found, Within a stranger’s eyes. K 🙂
Tears fall.
Teardrops begin to fall, Down her cheek, No-one to see her, Vulnerable & weak, Can you trace her story, Back to start, And find the moment, She lost her heart, Scars run deeper, Than any ocean, Suppressing the tide, In … Continue reading
Do you ever feel?
Do you ever feel like Running away? Far over the fields Forgetting yesterday. Do you ever feel like You’re living a dream? Turning into a nightmare No one can hear you scream. Do you ever feel like Being alone? Shutting … Continue reading
Endurance..
Asking you to hold me But you pulled away, Asking you not to hurt me But you did anyway. Never a response or a reason, You left me here, Bruised & beaten. Voice’s of demons Screamed inside, My heart it … Continue reading
I’m not perfect…
My writing has taken A different theme, Lots of criticism So it seems. Comments & mail For poor wording, Grammar, & punctuation fails. This is an issue I’m going to address, I never write to please This is the way, … Continue reading
Euphoria…
Feel my skin Upon your own, Grip my curves & make me moan, Move your hips In tune with mine, Sync our heartbeats Until they align, Caress my lips With your love, Feel the pleasure pulsating above, Hold me close … Continue reading
My spark…
You are, My listening ear, To help me express, My deepest fears, A rock, I didn’t think existed, You never judge, Or mock, When my dreams set fire, You bring the rain, Picking me from the floor, Handing me hope … Continue reading
Flight of freedom.
Floating higher & higher, Like a flame on fire, Gravity, leaving my side, Allowing me, to feel alive, Air surrounding me, like a blanket, As I slowly emerge, from this planet, Flying into the unknown, Such a beauty, Finding my … Continue reading
Blinded by lust..
Heat of passion, flares of temptation, Touch of your leg, & discreet flirtation, Flutter of your eyes, & ache of my heart, Trying very hard, not to fall apart. Devilish grin, to draw you in, Across the table, I touch … Continue reading
Fiesty..
Never mistake her, for being weak, From the kindness said, when she speaks, If you cross her, you’ll forget that side, She’s a fiesty lady, & you’ll only collide. Seeing her as vulnerable, would be wrong, Get to know her, … Continue reading
A mind at war..
The therapist said, “you have a powerful mind” Answers I need, he’s attempting to find, Asking me to connect, down to the core, Finding out what’s hidden, behind this door, Different scenarios, to see if I can feel, About the … Continue reading
Strange little mind…
Shying away, when life gets too much, It’s the solitude, that I always clutch, Overwhelmed, by social invention, So I run away, never my intention, Always analysing, leaving me frustrated, Overactive mind, it’s very complicated, It’s hard to explain, & … Continue reading
Overactive imagination..
I’m a shadow bending, like a whisper, Through the rain, can you see me shimmer? A lost paper heart, set on fire, Burning higher & higher, with desire, I’m like speeding car, with no brakes, Or a broken mirror, full … Continue reading
Confliction…
Wings of an angel, fire of the devil, Halo above, force so fearful, Light in the heart, darkness in the eyes, Unpredictable, & full of surprise, An innocent smile, or devilish grin, Mind of prayers, or dark sins, Lust so … Continue reading
Let me in…
What’s your name, open your heart? what’s in your head, ripping you apart? Tell me you secrets, & your lies, Let me see, behind your eyes, Open up to me, let me in, Don’t be afraid, we all have sins, … Continue reading
Twisted path
Forever changing, twisted roads, Carrying baggage, trying to unload, Paths going, in different directions, Hundreds of miles, searching for connection, Long journey, to leave it all behind, Fresh air, to clear my mind, Walking through the light & the dark, … Continue reading
